************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ Here's a success story from my TROMing.
In 1976 i got auditing at FLAG and the auditors noted that i had a chronic high TA of 5.5. they had me using hand creams to get he TA down and then audited me on "Life Repair" and similar topics until i turned up a Rock Slam and was routed to the RPF and eventually out of the Sea Org. in 2002 i discovered "The Resolution of Mind" and started the process that has ended up with this post of TROM list moderator and he TROMhelp.com website and discovery of the 60 missing tapes of supplemental lectures by Dennis. in about 2004 i started auditing TROM without a meter and handled a number of conflicts on the job and in my marriage and life in general with TROM which has been very satisfying. In May of 2012 i got a Virtual Clarity Meter made by Hank Levin in San Francisco Calif. and found that i still had a chronic high TA of 5.5 and no floating needle. obviously i was not a Level 3 completion as i had supposed. i did some research and found in the "Solo Auditor's Couse" by Clearbird Publishing page 73 that high TA is most commonly caused by 1 protest 2. overts 3. overrun and 4. trouble with interiorization Protest was the problem. it immediately brought to mind a major upset i had with my father at the age of 10 years. a neighbor had given me a radio and $5 if i could get it fixed. i went to my father for help and he took all the money and fixed the radio. he didn't show me what was wrong or how to fix radios. I felt betrayed and would not talk to him for a month after that. After a month of the silent treatment dad got angry and we had a fight. i attempted to run away but he caught me and dragged me back home. Mere words do not convey the magnitude of my ARC break on this. It is my "Degrading incident from childhood" that Dennis mentions. i am still working on this incident. i timebreak objects in the kitchen like the pantry cabinet the kitchen sink and the stove to get more reality on the initial ARC break point and get cognitions about fixed attitudes of upset toward the lack of "family" feelings i have lived with all my life. i don't feel strong affinity toward mother, father, brothers or sisters and do not build strong frienships with others. i keep people at a distance because of this. I am not done with the incident yet. but just from what i have done so far my TA has dropped from 5.5 to 4.7 at session start. timebreaking objects and persons in the incident keeps the indicent active where it tends to fade out when i have run it a few times because i shy away from the scene. Dennis says you can run TROM without a meter but i am seeing that for me that is not the best course. i need the meter to ensure i do not miss incidents that i am unwilling to confront. two helpful books on solo metered auditing are the: "Road to Clear: Solo Auditor's Course" by Clearbird Publishing freezoneearth.or/clearbird/clearbird2004/index.htm "The Solo Clearing Maual" by Hank Levin clearingtech.net Keep on TROMing Pete Sent from my iPad _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list [email protected] http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
