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Quite possibly the last Level for TROM or any clearing method is to
realize and handle those games conditions that one is stuck in and
that one is playing with themselves and on themselves. Just forget
and eliminate the consideration that there are other beingnesses,
terminals, bodies, identities. It is not their fault, their
responsibility. It is all yours to yourself. (LRH's flow 0)
The first entry and the first interface from the Theta/spiritual
universe into the physical is at the point of the 'Decision to Be'.
Of course the Thetan/spirit couldn't ever not be. And when he makes
that decision to be, he is creating a beingness in the physical
universe. A beingness that has the possibility of not being. So if
he considers that he is the beingness, the body, the person, the
identity, he has now introduced an action where he potentially will
not be, for nothing in the physical universe stays or remains the
same, certainly this beingness, this body, this identity does not
exist forever. It is not a static. Time does occur, therefore
motion occurs and QED, nothing remains the same.
Now we have cause and effect. Because the Thetan/spirit has some
consideration that the beingness is him, he now can experience cause
and effect for himself and to make it really real, he considers that
he can now be at cause or effect. This is only true as a body, as a
terminal that can create flows or receive flows. Don't forget, there
is a Thetan/spirit around here somewhere. In living life most do
forget and forgetting becomes a necessity to playing the game of life.
The game now begins. Not only that, we have overts and motivators to
go along with the flows. Getting really serious and I mean
delusionally serious, the Thetan/spirit takes on the consideration
that he is only the beingness. He lies to himself (an overt) so that
the game can take on and have full cause and full effect and with
that he considers he is no longer a Thetan/spirit. Lying to himself
is a flow between himself, the Thetan/spirit and the beingness, the
body. This becomes a 'games condition' for he must continually keep
the lie in place or he vaporizes the game altogether between himself,
the Thetan/spirit and the beingness, the body/identity. He may
possibly thoroughly blow himself out of the physical universe
altogether with just a knowingness, just a memory of something called
a physical universe.
Oh! … Is that god awful terrible. He (you???) is now back to being
a big nothing in a nowhere place. Strictly a consciousness that can
consider. Damn did he ever loose everything. But that's just a
consideration, a thought. There is always another game another life
to live/play.
Now look at the mess you have gotten yourself into! A 'Win' and
Nirvana has become a two-sided thing of 'Win or loose'. You have
gone from illusion to outright delusion and with great aplomb,
continue piling up huge mountains of aberrations. And since that
often becomes not sufficient to hold the game together, there then
becomes aberrations of aberrations. Did you ever tell yourself that
you do not have the ability to create at will? Do you like lying to
yourself? Are you afraid of truth and what truth will do the
everything you are and have?
It is impossible to create truth from illusion which is followed by
delusion upon delusion piled upon delusion but then this tact must be
continued lest we loose the entire physical universe.
As an aside, recall that very early on with my being here on TROM, I
stated … "Life is a joke. Don't wind up playing it on yourself".
But then let's do get serious! You lost the physical universe, you
have lost everything that ever was and ever will be, right. Don't be
so sure, don't make it so sure in your mind. (By the way, minds are
really good at making things that are for sure for you) You put it
there once; you can put it there again. You didn't loose that
although you tell yourself you have. You took it all away and you
can put it all back. You didn't loose that although you tell yourself
you have. You can play a game or not play a game. You didn't loose
that although you tell yourself you have. Your really big BIG
problem is that you have a games condition going on with yourself.
Can you not just cut out the crap and let's just have a game for the
fun of it. Then another one … and another … and another… and
another… and another …
Paul/Level 5 in progress
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