************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ Dear Colleen,
It's a nice experience noticing that a part of oneself was playing some game. I've experienced it only occasionally. Wow and you saw the whole picture! -- That's tremendous and cause for celebration. Thanks for posting Colleen. Love, Martin ----Original Message----- From: [email protected] [mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of Colleen K. Peltomaa Sent: Saturday, September 29, 2012 4:33 PM To: [email protected] Subject: [TROM1] RE Losing a Game Okay, I just played out a game and lost, royally - checkmated myself - and thanks to Dennis and daily insight meditation I see the whole picture, all the intentions of the pieces, and nothing is hidden from me. This allows me to stay flippant and non-serious and play a new game at the next higher level, from whence I once dropped down, dropping the previous game compulsions. Even the apparency of the importance of this "piece" (body/identity) is much less important. In the state of Nirvana one would say there is no win or lose, there is only 'you'. Resolve the mind and there 'you' are. Once you experience this enough times you are already there and just doing a mopping up action. This is a big win because I saw my whole track where I constantly made the error of taking a game seriously, and of "flinching". It's okay to lose a game, in fact it can be great fun and we can all pat each other on the back when the show is over. "Losing" itself is only an apparency and in this game loss I am freed up now to take the attitude that this is the best thing that is happening for me. Thanks to Dennis and my 'godself' I am coming out of this game feeling larger than when I went in. I thank Dennis, my loyal friends, and my unflagging attention to the dedicated activity of dissolution of this mind-body-consciousness. Yes, it is the most fun "game" in town :-) love, colleen _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list [email protected] http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
