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Compared with previous auditing, running Level 4, To Enhance, is bringing my TA down. It appears I have activated overt track, and I also consistently see how I at some level of decision set things up so as to have a motivator so that I could do the overt, which gives sensation -- the bottom line it appears for now. For example, in several sessions I saw I enjoyed equally well the sensations from both the life and non-life goals, and fortunately, I was in a safe place where I could admit that to myself, instead of suppressing it, pushing it away.
Mostly I stick with this lifetime, early childhood, but last lifetime also comes up, along with any unflat R3X incidents, and also the separation from static mis-emotion, where I apparently first troubled myself: I keep bumping up against a chasm or barrier and feel stuck in the viewpoint of the created one. This also gets timebroken. This all translates into everyday life to where some people have noticed the change. I agree with Paul Tipon, that ultimately one begins to get the viewpoint that overts and motivators and degrades are apparencies, and one sees it whenever they get into the viewpoint of oneself sans mind games. I also agree with Paul that one can come to a decision to simply !!!DROP IT!!!, and I know some famous ones who have, such as Eckhardt Tolle. And it took them years to orient themselves to their new state. Each session, combined with complementary studies, gives me more clarity to make that decision. The act of doing these sessions takes one in the direction of they will totally drop the drama of the apparency of overwhelm, overts/motivators, degrades. Level 5 gives wisdom. Thank you, Pete for formatting the be-do-have. I have not put myself to understanding all the explanation, however, the commands are clear to me. colleen
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