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Thanks Slim,
“If we consider life in terms of spiritul exsistence, then the only true opposition to life is no life.” Exactly, this is always the logic I slay my mind with every time, however ridiculous it gets, it/the-I-identified-with-it cannot argue with the fact it takes life to cause a non-life postulate and thus life is primary and IT and all its ideas ARE secondary, deal with it! : ) Even a structurally right idea in mind can turn quickly to wrong, because of its tendency to assume rightness (false knowns), like a fire used to burn a home rather than fend of a foe, mind identified being is always trouble, always. I get why your purpose/pact is with Diamond Girl Slim, for some reason I intuit there is less likely to be gameplay and deviation in that direction compared to dealing with the masculine manifestation/condition of source, I seem to have the devil by the big toe and ain’t giving up, I will win, and after that achievement I will settle and say no more of it. “When life considers itself to be a body or life form and not spiritual life or being with a life form or body, the spiritul being no longer exsists, or does it. ? Yes it does. Its not truly death, just considered death. But is there a big difference? Not really.” Yesterday I was listening to Ellie Goulding, and the words “I would give my life to be... human” stood out, I instantly knew this is what I/we had done as being itself, given our life to this, temporarily, but not in fact lost our life. The moment we realise this no evil can really exist, our tendency to evil of any sort is our being counter to that realisation, the realisation is alive in the truest sense and the ‘evil tendencies’ are the literal death state, temporary at best yet posing to be permanent, what a joke. The next task as far as I’m concerned is to shatter the mind/program which clings and as a result cause mass/matter/life-form to become fully conducive to source being, then they each get to be/choose as best as is for who and what they are, AS they truly are, period, true opposites in agreement! The interplay between source-being and material-universe is, the result is, no factor can take either those sources or the results of those sources encountering one and other away without their desire or say so, most human mind/will is to too weak and fragmented to do anything about it in any case, mind can watch the theatre and be the window. That is the best ‘state’ I know to be in here, for now. “I started to write a description of my home universe the other day and its gonna take some time. Its a little confusing since ive been in this one for a while but its not impossible. Im pretty sure I can paint an impression of it out in a way thats fairly accurate. Stay listed.” Looking forward to it! “Droping a body will resolve many problems but not eleiminat all opposition. There is still opposition after we drop our bodys and become no bodys. We have spiritul bodies too if we want . But some of us dont.” Yeah I had suspected this, having as many dreams and parallel life/world experiences as real as this one, killing the body in any way shape or form will not really solve the dilemma, though of course at times it has been an alluring thought/idea, there is some past of suicide in my lineage and I cannot say I have not considered that option, but there are of course better ways and ideas and realisations to have which resolve many more situations, universes, and worlds than the cop out solution. Ok, play/work to tend to, enjoying this exchange very much, feeling the turn/churn of the deep energies, feels healthy and right. Laters! Sean
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