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Robin,
I was surprised to read your mention of the book Oahspe. That is one of my all time favorite books. It was very much a life changing (and outlook on the world and universe and it's other dimensions) book, which I first read in 92. It is a perfect book to act as a balancer to scn. Re; Your comments on my processing: You may have a point there. I do a lot of thinking and evaluating of what is going on. It appears to me that I have been mostly processing a valence all this time, through various kinds of auditing since I began in 97. And this is the one that is quite flat on L 4. That does not explain exactly what is going on, only in a way or partly. There is an impenetrable barrier to a lot of stuff or the worst stuff, (that is not penetrable in auditing sessions), but does break through during the rough and tumble of everyday life and it is very aberrated, It is the "me" that I suppressed or covered up (as a result of an abusive and totally fucked up suppressive childhood heavily implanted with false and limiting data and bad control, incl a number of severe beatings) by constructing an alternative identity, to attempt to function normally in life. It is most embarrassing and often offensive or insulting to others, and embarrassing and humiliating to me. Under normal conditions it is totally numb or paralyzed. It consists of some forms of catatonia and cataplexy, and schitzotypal personality disorder, to name some things. It is likely the severe beatings that cause the cataplexy and catatonia, and other forms of extreme overwhelm. David On Sun, Oct 30, 2016 at 10:18 AM, The Resolution of Mind list < [email protected]> wrote: > ************* > The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] > ************ > > David, take all the time you need. We're not in a hurry or > collecting study points for the sake of a statistic here ;-) > Did not mean to push you, just had some spare time to do that > recent write-up. > > > I've the feeling you're doing fine with your clearing work. > How about replacing the (aberrating) with (restimulative)? > > I think, auditing which does not restimulate to a certain degree > is not real good auditing. It seems you're going through much > changes. I really admire your persistence. > > > > > This citation of Jesus makes me think. I've some vague ideas > what it could mean but not more than that. Somewhere - and I > really wished I could remember where - I read something similar > (perhaps in the Oahspe material?). If I find out I let you know. > > > Greetings > > Robin > > > --------- > > >> Message: 2 >> Date: Sat, 29 Oct 2016 15:44:42 -0400 >> From: The Resolution of Mind list <[email protected]> >> To: The Resolution of Mind list <[email protected]> >> Subject: [TROM1] Mysterious meaning words by Jesus >> Message-ID: <[email protected]> >> Content-Type: text/plain; charset="utf-8" >> >> I just started reading the Nag Hammadi material, >> >> https://archive.org/stream/pdfy-VQak8K5FtBf5Aa6X/The%20Nag% >> 20Hammadi%20Library_djvu.txt >> >> and close to the beginning I came across these mysterious words: >> >> >> Jesus said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring >> forth will save you. If you do not >> bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy >> you." >> >> >> >> I find them very interesting. >> >> It makes me ask; do the words mean to do a catharsis, what we call >> auditing or processing? >> >> >> >> David >> -------------- next part -------------- >> An HTML attachment was scrubbed... >> URL: <http://lists.newciv.org/pipermail/trom/attachments/20161029 >> /86dea3ab/attachment-0001.html> >> >> ------------------------------ >> >> Message: 3 >> Date: Sat, 29 Oct 2016 16:19:22 -0400 >> From: The Resolution of Mind list <[email protected]> >> To: The Resolution of Mind list <[email protected]> >> Subject: [TROM1] Robin >> Message-ID: <[email protected]> >> Content-Type: text/plain; charset="utf-8" >> >> Robin, >> >> I acknowledge your post. >> >> Thanks. >> >> I was working on a reply to your previous post asking to explain the >> problems I am having with L5, but I can only handle so much TROM over a >> certain period of time. >> >> So sometimes it takes a while. >> >> I find TROM about as equally traumatic and overwhelming (aberrating) as >> it's ability to resolve case. :) >> >> David >> -------------- next part -------------- >> An HTML attachment was scrubbed... >> URL: <http://lists.newciv.org/pipermail/trom/attachments/20161029 >> /fa37ba60/attachment-0001.html> >> >> ------------------------------ >> >> _______________________________________________ >> TROM mailing list >> [email protected] >> http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom >> >> >> End of TROM Digest, Vol 144, Issue 30 >> ************************************* >> > _______________________________________________ > TROM mailing list > [email protected] > http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom >
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