Greetings Harbach,
I see there is a lot on your mind these days.
To be honest what impressed me the most out of the entire essay was the
simple emoticon:
~:-0
Kool! Never seen that one before. I like it.
Personally, I think you have developed your intellectual processors to such
a convoluted level of machinations that what I would recommend you might
care to explore would be to just turn them off for short spells. Give'em a
rest.
Explore the experience of not thinking for a while. Don't worry, such
exercises will not cause you to lose your intellectual processors.
IOW, practice some form of meditation. There are many kinds available to
chose from.
There's no need to make a big mystical deal out of it either. Just stop
thinking for a while. Just allow yourself to simply experience: beingness.
And, oh, by the way, while meditating be prepared to catch yourself again
and again in the act of thinking when you presumed you were not thinking.
When that happens, just let the thoughts and feelings go. No need to make a
big deal out of that either. Everyone goes through that. Just keep
practicing. You'll eventually get the hang of it.
My two cents.
Regards,
Steven Vincent Johnson
www.OrionWorks.com
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