this is very moving, woke up here in omaha this morning miserably depressed, machinations, thinking, old men should be killed, i should be killed, there's no hope for us, we're already gone, make way for the young, they have new smart bright ideas
and this somehow resonated and / with the dialog my brother and sister couldn't care less - alan On Sat, 28 May 2005, [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
This is a multi-part message in MIME format... ------------=_1117278388-11321-348 i get depressed (what's new) my mother wants my company (just because you don't want to be alone) obviously you know i'm not very social (so it's just for you) it's just stealing time i'm sorry, it's not for me sorry sorry sorry yes you brought me up but now i don't care to keep you company how unfair i'm sorry, time doesn't go backwards, it's all one way it's very unfair cause wants effect's company it's logical not logical time goes by without logic, no time language is within logic (common sense) so you say backwards in time is logic reversible or not? the implication is backwards i'm not watching another european song contest if a then b (there's an analytic and synthetic domain) stealing time (analytic) transferring guilt (synthetic) i'm sorry, it's the proposition there are no causes and effects (really?) time goes by just effects causes are backworded (logic, language, time, theft, guilt) what would i be without you? (who's asking?) if it is it is, if it isn't it isn't (not even that) ask my brother instead (he's neither dead nor alive) use his logic when talking (he's neither cause nor effect) is he or isn't he? and how are we different? i'm sorry, and when i do i feel cheated (guilt is logically transferred) but there are no causes, only effects and guilt, in its turn and turning, producing resent (effect, not cause) cause is transferred, while effect is produced (logical) effect is transferred, while cause is produced (really?) so i'm left with resent writing the effect of the cause of the effect does this mean i was not born? yes, i wasn't born -how can you say that? it follows -how can it follow that it doesn't follow? yes, how can it? how can it follow? -you tell me if i tell you it follows it follows -then it follows? if -so the if follows? exactly, if if then then -and where does this leave you? i'm not leaving -but surely you will die? it doesn't follow -then what follows? everything follows -what does it mean? i don't know, choose mean and you get mean -meaning what? meaning i'll lead and you follow -but i want to lead myself then lead yourself, but you were asking for leads, and then you followed __ isbn 82-92428-08-9 ------------=_1117278388-11321-348 Content-Type: text/plain; name="message-footer.txt" Content-Disposition: inline; filename="message-footer.txt" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit -----Syndicate mailinglist----------------------- Syndicate network for media culture and media art information and archive: http://syndicate.anart.no to post to the Syndicate list: <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> Shake the KKnut: http://syndicate.anart.no/KKnut/ no commercial use of the texts without permission ------------=_1117278388-11321-348--
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