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subject_ vs _ob.ject[iff.cation.rampant.+.t.on.gued.within.a.concept(d)ual.inch] trapped.twitches_ vs _m.pulse[s.blond+bovine]con.tr(l)ol[ling] letter.ble.e[d]ding.fingers._ vs _[eye.bl]indi[n]go.sloughing --time.di.e[ye]ing+methodology.d[ee]kay-- --i.lust.+.[d]e(m)ployment.itch-- --hell.fro[ghurt].Zen.dribbling-- --i.wan[deringly]t.+[d]rain.revolving.colours.in2.pa[cket]r.sel[ls]-- ____________________________________ software [soft_were-wolfing] 05:43pm 16/07/2005 _____________________________________ _______________________________\_NOOP/NOOBWare_ _________________________________\_[G]end[er].structuring_ ___________________________________\_Sus.Tain[t]ed.Emotional_ _____________________________________\_Decay_ __________________________________________________________________ http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=19087105&blogID=35570318 06:46am 12/07/2005 __________________________________________________________________ "morning k. thx for the re:ply - it's appreciated. coupla things 1stly: 1. i wouldn't describe myself as a billy corgan [bc] or pumpkins "fan"....i do appreciate their music [+ ability + potentiality] + am mammothly interested in the trajectory of bc in both a public + private [psychological] sense, especially as he illustrates /perpetuates shifting notions of fame + the inevitable struggle between pursuing artistic goals within an integrity paradigm or with[in] the call of the self[-motivators]....but don't subscribe 2 fandom of any description...i c that fan worship in essence assists in creating ego-posturing that [altho somewot nec. in order to construct notions of consumer.desire/celebrity] manufactures a false sense of idolisation + a d-emphasis on the creative output itself [ie bc's/pumpkin's music]. the cult of the ego has never interested me much:) i _am_ going 2 c bc in concert when he makes his shuttling way to oz at the end of the month. 2. in regards 2 bc's "Pumpkin-baggage ....hinder[ing] any true musical development ? Or that his childhood traumas have (programmed?) his songwriting along certain paths (essentially downbeat/sad - see Adore)?", i'm interested in bc's seeming self-referential/cathartic expressions thru his creativity....+ how this type of focusing may influence his creative orientation....i c a certain irony in the fact that his new album [which i find intriguing + full of potential electric frizzon] is titled "TheFutureEmbrace" but that bc's actions + perceptions seem heavily dependent on a constant purging/reiteration of his past emotional/behavioural states + how this effects his creative endeavours? being an entity that finds value in balance -- progression, i'm curious as 2 wot bc mite produce if he was less concerned with sp reforming + more centred around a mediation of the intellect/emotion/nostalgia? chunks, ][mez][" _________________________________ Bill[y]ed.nostalgia.ca[u]lling 11:05am 11/07/2005 _________________________________ TheFutureEmbracing.whilst.clothed.in.victorian.swaddling. -if-u-want-to-drink-the-future--y-wait|weight-? -billy-[childhoodish-name-tagging-on-visual-se(e)pia-walls]corgan-is-a-version1.1-nostalgia-bleeding- [ie.a typical creative embrace seems at odds with an immersion in the past - chicago-luv.ins + SP.keening] [if the fut(o)ure.is.now, revolt.past.shackles bill+----fly] -- .observation.[st(a)r.(g)ait]jacketing ......................[[vs]]........................ .social.wurdage.in.a.commentary.cu[s]p http://www.hotkey.net.au/~netwurker/ .
