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I was diagnosed in 1989 w/ schitzo-affective disorder.. straight jackets the whole bit.. padded cell.. yup. I took tha mufuh sherlock pipe and bopped him upside the hed.. doctorbitch i says, i got ontogenesis, i got perfume bottle engine trouble, i got telepathic emblematic hierarchonologies of amorphous lava-angels sacrificing meat emblems in microwave altars tuned to brain-scrambling freak-quench-seas i got jellyfish in muh kookoo clock, and coconuts in my bat-skull belfries albino coconuts with television nipple-chords i got elementals having orgies in my external rectum-mall.. schitzo-shiiiit.. Ana l'haqq mufuh.. my voodoo john henry ialdabaoth will cut an emerald chogie through your boohoo socio-telo-marawarp lickety split i gotz a crown of laserthorns and i eats mufuh snails and nails fo dinna i done red loves body by age of twelve and shattin all manner uh monstrous toopies and getalong dangleruses i done shat out all the images any hick poet ever did just like old skinny stick burroughs and his pokey-pokey hero-whine but then i was sick.. hearing voices ..i read morgenthalers book on smart drugs began ta dosin.. yessiree i was dosin on some fine german piracetam etc.. might as well stuff straw in a bozo head.. nuthin works still crazy as a damn bedbug.. now im thinkin ill get me a ouija board and set deamons loos on the lot of ya!! yeehiii demon rodeo.. ride that 4-faced avatar to hell you mother theresa slasher flick glass cowhorn video sodomizing cheddar charlie chan androids with pink ricotta and chiasmus chianti wooooeeee stinky cheeez I'll tell you what edge schitzo-affecty gets ya.. its gets ya a double ginza serrated edge a microfine crystalline ceramic scimitar of hyperfine angstrom slash bullshit and a lot of spooky nights muttering alone listening to 'beings' waiting praying for another wave of normalcy to hit, so you can put your pants on and do your friggin hangin by your teeth dayjob.. using yoga mindtricks too.. the whole colored thoughts scheme all i have to take now though is some chinese herbs and lots of b-vitamins tons of water.. water is the main thing.. and limit the caffeine (big problem) it sucks. you look to metaphors for comfort.. things like schrodinger's work with unstable harmonic matter or whatever.. just something that makes you think being crazy is somehow good you look to matter itself.. the archive.. get a crutch and milk some mulch sorry to butt in. but hellzapoppin lq
