(in reality, a theory is embedded in the following, thinking through virtual topology in relation to 'real' topography - node in relation to grit, avatar in relation to organism, duplication in relation to inviolation, violation in relation to economy. but these are other stories as well as not told, unless, given the medium, presented with the proper address.)
theory: topology and topography sex-playing roles in organic display that disappears, sheaves of lives disappear, all moments, topologies of desire, topographies of bodies and media, topologies of media, topographies of representation, the grit of the real, imaginary of the virtual, cleansed, hairless, in constant state of rebirth, airborn, earthborn. nothing but prims, pixels, machinic constructs that disappear as so many props only necessary at this point in time. forget them. work the world.: :the flower is connected, fecund, the flower is a shape, the flower is the merge of connection and organism. things need names and often don't have them; i learned firsthand when my mother died, what happens in any death: the dispersion of the world she organized and assembled over decades, a dispersion which happened quickly, in the matter of days. all my belong- ings and works are organized in a skein of representations - they're so fragile, so tied to temporal balance, feedback. what can be said of this, of the fragility of worlds - just so my writings falter at the gate. in 1841 someone was awarded a certificate of merit; i have that certificate, untethered, release, haunted - oh i cried when i found it, this delicate index of the past, bones, skeletons, dust, death, hunger.: :i forgot you jennifer i've been too busy with avatar bodies that can't hold a stick to you. the news around here isn't good, there are closeups of autopsies on television and i don't even know the people. i've been writing with characters 'cylinder,' 'node,' and 'avatar,' which at least presents connectivity of a certain sort in place of either the machinic or the organic - a move from topography to topology that seems critical at this point in time. but everything is still-born; i leave the site and the citation, the object itself, leaves as well.::chests of connections and cylinders: Your small tables of nodes and vectors is in my wayward closet of attachments and parts Your breast seeps into my closet of attachments and parts - turning me Julu-Jennifer closet of attachments and parts chests of connections and cylinders tables of nodes and vectors 00: pramsevision a 01: pries even kno 02: primple. i'v 03: prime 04: primes Thanks, A 05: primp ^G 06: prism ^X Send 07: prismsd ting wit 08: rimsers 'cyl 09: trimsode,' and