anotherName, anotherName wrote: > Martin, > > Out of the blue, you post something that seems rather private to the Xwindows > discuss list, detailing some financial issues you are having. >
My life is private. And I had worked on FOX during my life. So to me it is not OffTopic. > I don't really understand. How is the xwindows discuss list supposed > to do something about it. I realize that you owe some money to the > bank, but it's not clear why, or why the xwindows discuss list can do > something about it. Because I have worked for them, rather than for myself. Without any payment. They have laid-off 70% of the former X11-Group (over the last three years). It is just what I have said: Outsourcing, tricking dumb persons like myself into free labor. Things like that. If I cannot even come up with details of how this policy has affected me, then what am I allowed to do at all? To work for nothing and then keep my mouth shut? > As I've pointed out before, these kinds of random outburst are not likely > to garner much support for the great work that you've done. It's over. Because this way or that way, continuing my work will be *impossible*. In 14 days the spiral might come into full action. At the end I will lose my white banking credit-records (at German "SCHUFA") and then I may even have to go into jail if I cannot pay back the owed amount. It is as simple as that. > I realize you're rather stressed at the moment, and I really hope you don't > take > this message the wrong way. I'm not "stressed". I'm ruined. > A lot of folks appreciate the work you've done > for OpenSolaris. However, if you really want to get a job at Sun, I think > you've > got to figure out a way to keep your personal traumas private and out of the > way > of your public image. These "traumas" (rather my economic reality) are a direct consequence of how I had done my stuff here: With full dedication and good will. Responsible Sun management should take into account, that I depend on their immediate help. And if they see themselves being unable to even respond, they should at a minimum know, what I will have perished from. > I worry about you because I know you feel like an island out there adrift, > and without support. Trust me, I've been there. > Is that new? > You might want to consider talking to a counselor at the college (assuming > that > medical/counseling is covered). I've been doing it for about 10 years now, > and it's helped me a lot with my personal traumas. > Man, hey, mars to earth: It is a financial DESASTER. Rather than a luxerious neurosis. Hearing such a comment from *you* disappoints me most. > Anyway, I know you're under a lot of stress, and I hope that you can pull > yourself > out of this mess you're in, and take more care for yourself. > Oh yeah, let me have some fun, hear some beautiful relaxing music, go to the doc. Then I will awake in a paradise and will have some black numbers on my banking accounts, even if it was only a '0'. You disappoint me. > Regards, > > anotherName > > I will forward that message to OGB-discuss (with your name and msg. src removed) . It really looks like nobody has the lightest clue. If I tell you I urgently need money for paying overdue-bills, then even an all-at-once schock-bill, how can your response be, "Oh well, dear Martin, you must be stressed recently" (psychically) ??? Could you explain? This message posted from opensolaris.org
