October 26, 2008
Sex addiction: not just for men
Once the preserve of celebrity playboys, more and more women are suffering the
Any time I met a guy who didn't respond to me sexually, it would make me
determined to have him," confesses Valerie, 35, a human-resources manager in
the City. "It became a challenge, a game, regardless of whether he was married
or with someone. The lowest point came when I tried to seduce my best friend's
fiancé. I couldn't bear the fact that, when they were together, he wouldn't so
much as look at me. It was an itch I had to scratch."
"Sex addict" is the last phrase that would come to mind if you met the demure
and sober-suited Valerie. Yet she is in 12-step recovery for that very issue.
"Everyone used to tell me how lucky I was, as I could get any man I wanted. I'm
quite a competitive person and it was important for me to know that, in my
circle of girlfriends, I was viewed as the hottest."
That sex and, by extension, love are highly addictive is no longer up for
debate. Comparative brain scans of the love-struck and cocaine-addicted show
almost identical areas of brain activity. And, for the first time, people are
starting to talk about sex addiction. Russell Brand has owned up to having
treatment and David Duchovny recently outed himself as a sufferer. Next month
sees the release of a Hollywood film, Choke, devoted to the subject.
Experts say the number of sex addicts is rising - and, contrary to popular
opinion, they are not all men. "In America, 30% of people coming in for
treatment for sex addiction are female," says Don Serratt, director of Life
Works, which offers sex-addiction treatment in the UK. In this country, few
women present themselves as sex addicts, but that doesn't mean the problem is
less prevalent. "They'll come for help with alcoholism, drug addiction or
depression and, in the course of treatment, the sex addiction, the root cause
of the other addictions, will be uncovered," Serratt says.
Valerie was unaware she had an addiction, even when her friend's fiancé
rejected her advances and threw a drink over her, telling her some unpleasant
home truths for good measure. It was only as she got older and her friends
started to settle down that she began to question her behaviour.
"I was embarrassed to find myself aged 35, with the longest relationship on my
romantic CV lasting only three months," she says. She went to counselling
because she wanted to stop going for the wrong men. "That's when I realised
that I'd been living in a fantasy world. What I loved most about sex wasn't the
act itself. It was lying in bed together afterwards, talking into the small
hours, feeling that sense of connection. I often convinced myself I was in love
with these guys, but it would soon wear off."
Susan Cheever, a self-confessed sex addict who has just written Desire: Where
Sex Meets Addiction (Simon & Schuster), agrees that this blurring of the lines
between the compulsions of love and sex is common among women. "If there is a
difference between sex and love addiction, I don't know what it is," she says.
"Sometimes people say they just fall in love too frequently. Are they saying
they don't want to have sex with those people? Love addict sounds nicer for
As Cheever recounts in the book, there were times when every man who crossed
her path was fresh prey, from removal men to bookshop reps - taking in three
husbands and her mother's oncologist on the way. "Whenever there was a crisis,"
she admits, "I found a man to take the edge off the feelings of helplessness
and pain" - regardless of the upheaval she risked unleashing on her husbands
and two children. "Adultery is the drink-driving of sex addiction," she
A bleaker story emerges, however. "My parents spent a great deal of time
telling me that I was unattractive and would never find a husband. Perhaps
proving my parents wrong was one of my motivations. If so, I didn't realise it
at the time. It's tricky, because addiction to other people, specifically
addiction to a sex partner, is the only one that is applauded and embraced by
our culture, despite the fact that there is more collateral damage than with
drugs or alcohol."
It is a pattern Serratt is all too familiar with. "Female sex addicts crave
intimacy, " he says. "They'll use sex and seduction to create that closeness
with a guy - but, once they get it, they freak out and move on to the next
Yet, although they crave intimacy, Serratt believes female sex addicts are
subconsciously terrified by it. Because of their low self-esteem, they are
scared of a man getting to know the "real" them. "Sex addicts will often say,
'Oh, I can never meet the right man', but that's because as soon as a guy turns
up who is everything they want, it scares them and they kill it. Once they're
in a relationship, they'll begin to find fault and start saying 'Oh, he's
lazy/he's fat/he's broke', then dump him. Sex addicts also have poor
discernment skills for choosing boyfriends. They tend to go for superficial
qualities, because what they're attracted to is a fantasy."
Certainly for Justine, a 38-year-old mother of two, fantasy was the driving
force behind a habit that nearly wrecked her life. She was married to a rich
entrepreneur for 18 years, and her life appeared enviable, yet for two decades
she had a string of affairs, taking crazy risks to spend time with her lovers.
"I was addicted to the thrill," she recalls. "Going to Harvey Nichols to buy La
Perla lingerie, meeting a new man, drinking champagne with him, going to bed
with him for the first time. With other men, I could express my sexuality in a
different way. I hardly ever had sex with my husband - it became a chore."
Having two daughters, now aged five and seven, did little to curb her
behaviour. "I cringe when I think of the risks I took. One day, I told the
nanny I was going to visit an old schoolfriend and wouldn't be back until late
that evening, then I got on the Eurostar and went to Paris with a guy I'd met
at a friend's dinner party. But there was a problem on the line that evening,
and the trains back were cancelled. That was pretty scary, being stranded in
another country when nobody knew I was there, and knowing my kids were
expecting me to read them a story. I phoned and said I was staying with the
friend because I had drunk too much to drive home." Ultimately, it was her
drinking that led Justine into recovery. "Ironically, my husband was fixated on
the fact that I might be an alcoholic. He didn't suspect anything else. It was
only after I stopped drinking that I realised I had a problem with sex."
"Drink is usually involved, underlying that need for intimacy," says Style's
agony aunt, Sally Brampton. "For women, sex addiction is a form of self-abuse,
to hand their body over to the nearest taker. In all the letters I get from
women, the core issue is an inability to connect and a lack of self-worth.
Funnily enough, the impulse behind women's sex addiction is essentially a good
one - an attempt to be intimate - but, because the person doesn't understand
what intimacy or boundaries mean, they get locked into this behaviour.
Ultimately, sex addiction is a distortion of the self."
Valerie hears a painful echo of her own experience in this definition. "I
always thought I needed male attention in order to feel good about myself," she
says. "Therapy helped me to see that, ironically, this need for male validation
was causing me to treat myself, and my body, as something with no value."
The British Association for Sexual and Relationship Therapy provides a list of
therapists; basrt.org.uk . Sex Addicts Anonymous; saa-recovery.org . Life