Dear Merle / Bill / Larry,
Thanks for your good supportive words. But I need to admit one thing,
that is the christian way of confession helps a lot. After I wrote
that mail to zen forum, my mind got eased of at great amount.
Being Truthful and honest brings ease of mind.
Regarding my younger son, please note he is diagonised to suffer Autism/ADHD.
Until last month, he used to speak like parrot, and few words on his
own, all of sudden he stopped speaking. My wife got worried, will he
speak again or not is her great doubt.
His behaviour keep changing every month or even every week.
My anger was remained most of the time under control, except for few
moments, but that conscience will come and tell, be gentle and slow.
After slapping I jumped on him to sit on my lap but restrict his leg
movement and holded both his hands above his head. This arrested his
all bodily movement. So he wanted to be free from my locking.
By locking I keep on saying say at least mummy, daddy, but he kept on
crying and nodding his word, but he did not repeated any of my word.
We don't know how long we need to wait. Some therapist even scare us
stating he may not speak again, as he is Autism, there is a
possibility.
So we are very much stressful.
Hence I requested prayer from you all. Even though I practice to here
and now and not to bother about future, at some times it does affect.
In these kinds of situations only one look for god, to help him. If no
god, then the hope of getting out of troubles is out of question. Hope
is opium to keep going in life.
Why mind is not accepting to live with what is? especially an
undesirable situation.
--
Thanks and best regards
J.Suresh
New No.3, Old No.7,
Chamiers road - 1st Lane,
Alwarpet,
Chennai - 600018
Ph: 044 42030947
Mobile: 91 9884071738
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