I don't know why I've had so many street interactions with bums...
Probably from prowling streets with bars, I suppose.

Once I challenged a bum (who was telling me a lie about a busted car) --
that if he produced a driver's license, I'd give him 20$.  Sure enough
he did.  Time to pay up, so I did...  We got on fine, so me and a friend
offered to buy him a drink.  He insisted that this was "too good" for
him not to bring his buddy -- I woud've done the same.

We brough them with us to Fat Tuesdays... And ordered some slushies.  We
were just hanging out, but they became very happy and proud to be
'invading' the establishements they normally just walk by... They
started get crazier and crazier laughin and shouting with us, then
mostly each other.  Then yellin' "BLACK MAN in the HOWWWSE' etc.. Lol...
Eventually we just sidled away from them -- soon thereafter they got
kicked out.  Funny.  Now they and we have a story to tell.

But the real story I was going to tell was one of the earliest 'bums' I
talked to -- we'd borrowed a car on a circle K run from a nearby house
party.  I must've been 18.  We had cups of booze.  Some guy out front
offered to wash the windows, had Windex and paper towels at 10 PM.  We
declined (wasn't even our car, we laughed) -- but how 'bout a drink.
That was the look of "real thanks" in his eyes.  He drank from my cup.
I told him "finish it".  Then we said, hell, finish my buddies too, we
have a short drive.  So then we asked him, "uh, so how long you been
homeless".   Just a few weeks it seemed.  "what's it like?".  He
finished downing the second of the large Seven and Sevens.  Shook his
head and said, "Busted, disgusted, and can't find a job..."

Wary as I am when I see someone with nothing to lose, I think "There but
for the grace of god, go I."  Of course, I'm a pretty low-rent,
law-breaking,  mental case -- so I might be a lot further down the
slippery slope than y'all.  I have to agree it is the
laziness/apathy/succumbing to mental illness that probably angers me
(for wathever part of me recoils in anger).  And mostly its those things
I'm hating in myself.  But I'll hang with three bums on the street
before I'd hang with 3 average fucks plucked out of corporate meeting --
at least the bums have an inkling of what reality is.

Hell now I'm getting pissed off at the NON-bums.  See what karma we
made, Al?


Rod Scholl 


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