I Remember, I Remember; How Can I Forget?

  BY SULTAN REZA
  Des Pardes | December 21, 2005
  http://www.despardes.com/articles/deco5/121805-i-remember.asp  

Sheikh Sahib would be seeing his grandson for the first time. We asked
Shaikh Hasina about his possible reaction. She said that he had
promised to retire from politics after he had a grand child. Don't we
all wish that he had? Perhaps he might still be alive with the rest of
his family. Perhaps!
 
Some days and dates have such impact in your life that you remember
them vividly in spite of a failing memory like mine. I forget the name
of a new person within days of meeting him or her but that day 35
years ago and the events that led to it and the days that followed,
are still fresh in my memory. I am talking about December 16, 1971
when struggle for Bangladesh came to fruition and Bangladesh became a
reality. A sovereign country where the Mukti Bahinis could come home
openly and resettle. At the same time, opening the flood gates for
millions of Bengalis to return who were forced to seek refuge in the
neighboring India. Bangladesh was officially born that day. Like a
child's birth, the birth of a nation can also be very painful. Don't I
remember those days?

As a matter of fact, the whole gestation period between March 7 to
December 16, 1971, which we all remember as the nasty nine months, has
been photographed in my mind like a video in such a way that I can
just sit back and replay it without even clicking a button. So, why
not play and record it for the younger generation who were either not
yet born or were too young to remember the birth of their nation. Just
like I cannot clearly remember the pre-partition days of India and the
Independence of India and Pakistan from the British Raj in August
1947. We lived in Calcutta and I was eight years old then.

My oldest daughter, Mona was six months old when East Pakistan became
Bangladesh. We lived in Dhaka then, moving from one house to another.
Watching dog-fights in the sky and witnessing the destruction of bombs
on the ground. But most of all, the explosion of human bombs all
around us. Where shall I start?

After getting married at the end of 1969, I moved from my flat on Road
# 8 Dhanmondi Residential Area to a single family home on Road # 14 or
18 opposite Eidgah and very close to the East Pakistan Rifles HQ on
Road number 2. On March 7, 1971 we went to attend the historical
meeting at the Ramna Race Course, where Sheikh Mujibur Rahman started
by explaining his six points and concluded by making his historical
declaration: " EI BARER SHoNGRAM, SHADHONITA'S SHONGRAM'

Bongo Bondhu was on fire. He had every reason to be. After losing the
election hands down, Zulfiqar Ali Bhutto instigated General Yahya Khan
to point the gun at the Prime Minister Elect and say " Hands Up"
Enough was Enough. East could no longer tow the line of the West.
Mujib demanded autonomy.

Next I remember is being at the Dhaka Airport waiting to receive Bill
Duncan, one of the biggest jute buyers from Dundee. He was coming from
Rawalpindi after spending a couple of days with an old friend, who had
now become the President of Pakistan. Yes, Bill Duncan and Gen. Yahya
Khan while serving the British Army together, were taken prisoners by
General Rommel's German Army in Africa during the World War II. They
managed to escape and became drinking buddies in Cairo bars. Where the
Gora Bill had to sometime fight with the owners to take along the Kala
Yahya.

So I was waiting for him and his PIA flight from Islamabad. The flight
came. But no Bill Duncan. It was full of soldiers and Militias, those
Swati tribal in black Shalwar-Kameeze . Then another flight came and
then another. Same story that got scary by the hours. The Civil
Aviation Center or the Tejgaon Airport started looking like an Army
Base. There were a few civilians like me waiting for the return of the
Bengali passengers from Pakistan. In my case, the foreign guest. We
got worried and one of us called Sheikh Sahib's house in Dhanmondi to
report the situation. The person who picked up the phone promised to
pass on the message.

Bill Duncan arrived the next day but he did not disclose the true
intention of the Army Dictator. He said that everything would be
alright and Yahya Khan will prevail upon Bhutto to accept Sheikh Mujib
as the Prime Minister. He would become the Opposition Leader himself
when the Parliament is convened. I still do not know, who was lying
then. Yahya Khan to Bill Duncan or Bill Duncan to me. But before that,
while playing bridge with us at my cousin's house in Mymensingh Road,
Admiral Ahsan who was the Governor of East Pakistan then, had asked my
partner, Mr. Qayyum of PRS a very pertinent question. " If the
Pakistan army were to take a drastic action and decided to rule East
Pakistan by gun, how many Bengalis would be willing to lay down their
lives? "

"A million, may be more" was Mr. Qayyum's response. I believe that
Admiral Ahsan advised President Yahya to refrain from taking army
action. But the latter refused and the former resigned. That is when
General Tikka Khan replaced Admiral Ahsan as the Governor of East
Pakistan. It had become clear to us that their intentions were not
good. Qayyum Bhai confirmed it by informing us that ship loads of
bullets were on their way from West to East Pakistan. He knew it
because his son was an officer in "SS Swat" that was carrying these
bullets.

Yet the Army Generals and the political leaders of West Pakistan with
the exception of Wali Khan of National Awami Party, went through the
pretense of negotiations and discussions of Sheikh Sahib's Six Point
demand with the Awami League leaders who had secured all 153 seats
from East Pakistan and had the support of Wali Khan with another 30
seats that he had won in West Pakistan. In the 300 seats House of
Parliament, they had absolute majority as compared to less than a
hundred seats that Bhutto had managed to win by his anti Bengali
campaign in West Pakistan. The "negotiation" failed.

On March 23, my cousin and I went drove in two cars to Dienfa Motors
to give one for servicing. The manager refused to accept any cars and
advised us to go back home and stay there. Not understanding the
implication then, we drove back to the Dhaka Club and had smoked hilsa
fish for lunch. After our regular rounds of billiards and snookers, we
settled down in the card room to play some bridge. Around 4 p.m. we
could hear slogans and see truck loads of NAP workers ( Maulana
Bhashani) with red flags passing. Shouting anti- Pakistan and even
anti-Mujib slogans. Then we heard the news that Yahya Khan and his
co-conspirators of the People's Party that included Z. A. Bhutto and
Mustafa Khar had left Dhaka. We did not even wait to finish the rubber
and headed home. Bobby for his home in Mymensingh Road and me for mine
in Dhanmondi.

Around 8 p.m. the phone rang. It was my cousin on the line. " Big
wheels are rolling" He said. " What big wheels? " I asked. " Tanks,
you idiot. Army is cracking down" He said and then explained that
while his cook after serving dinner had gone to get some paan at the
shop in Eskaton Road near Pak Motors, he saw some boys blocking the
road with tree trunks. An army truck came and blew it with a powerful
torch. Then they killed them all in a single brush of fire. "My God "
I said and disconnected the telephone line. I wanted to call my
brother-in-law in Khulna and apprise him of the situation. He picked
up the phone, said "Hello" and the phone went dead.

Death came to our Mohalla or Para with a big boom. Pakistan Army had
attacked the East Bengal Rifle Head Quarters with tanks and machine
guns. We rushed to the roof top of our one story building and could
hear the sounds of gun shots that seemed to be coming closer by the
minute. Flashes of light and the smell of the gun powder filled the
air. They were putting up a fight. But the resistance did not last
long. Very soon, it was all quiet. Then we heard the loud speakers
blaring in the streets that curfew had been imposed. We tried to tune
in the radio and find out what BBC was reporting. Electricity went
out. We knew what was going on in our neck of the wood and suspected
that the whole city must be burning. As a matter of fact, it was.

We found out the next day what a night of massacre that was. Curfew
was lifted for a few hours and my father-in-law, who is a renowned
singer of Rabindra Sangeet, came in a rickshaw to enquire about our
welfare. He informed us that Sheikh Mujib, who was one of his close
friends and an ardent fan, had been arrested. He had heard it on his
radio, when one army officer was informing another by radio that " We
got the big fish" He also told us that Rajarbagh Police Line had met
the same fate as the EPR. The constables who sought refuge in his
house in Shantinagar, reported the massacre that took place there. He
did not know much about our other relatives spread all over Dhaka and
left a small packet with us for safe keeping. I was not politically
connected with any party.

Just as he was leaving, we saw Inayatullah Khan of Holiday Today ( who
recently died) passing by in a rickshaw. He saw Mr Kalim Sharafi and
shouted " Bhayia, Kamal Hossain has betrayed us" Which as we all know,
was not true. He became a suspect because of his good knowledge of the
Urdu language. His mother, coming from Calcutta , conversed in Urdu.
Just like my grandmother there. Although my grandfather went from
Sundeep and settled there after doing his Masters in English and
Persian. Those were the court languages then. Educated Muslims
families in Calcutta and Murshidabad generally adopted the Urdu
language. It was the same with Shaheed Suhrawardhy's family, who was
from Midnapur.

Coming back to the stark reality of Army killings, Militia raping and
the collaboration of the Razakar with the enemy forces, it is a
miracle that many of us are alive today to tell the story. What if
Niazi had decided not to surrender and go after the Bengalis like the
German Nazi went after the Jews in Europe? He too considered himself
to be of a superior race and at times encouraged his Punjabi Jawans to
go and rape Bengali women. It has been reported by a Pakistani
journalist that in the mornings, he would ask them about their score
in the night before. Knowing Urdu in those days proved to be very
beneficial. A Bengali friend who was taken away from his house blind
folded by a Bengali Razakar for killing because of personal enmity,
was let go by a Jawan only because he questioned his motive in chaste
Urdu. He had been to an Urdu medium school like me.

To a certain extent, I would say that my familiarity with the Urdu
language saved my life too. Though this same thing could be the reason
for our death as well, if I had behaved stupidly like some Biharis and
got chummy with the Occupation Army whose leaders had vowed to
subjugate the Bengali race for generations to come by killing their
men and raping their women - A standard practice by the marauding army
invading a country and conquering it. But here, they were doing it to
their own people, who had initiated the Pakistan movement and fought
gallantly alongside its army during the war with India only six years
ago in 1965. Muslims were being killed by Muslims in the name of God.
How Islamic!

Next day, when I walked over to Eidgah to buy some batteries for our
radio because they would turn off the electricity during the BBC news
time, an army jeep drove in. A Major, who was driving the jeep ,
looked at us inquiringly. He asked me where I lived. I pointed my
house across the street. Then he asked where Sheikh Rahman lived ? I
pointed towards Road 32. Then he asked me to take take him there. I
tried to evade by saying that curfew will be imposed in five minutes
and I should get home before that. He said that " I will drop you
back" and gestured towards the empty seat next to him. Two soldiers
with machine guns were sitting at the back. Anxious that curfew time
was approaching, my wife and a younger brother were standing at the
gate waiting for my return. They saw me driven away in that army jeep
and concluded that this was the end of my story. They thought that
they will never see me again. After we reached Bongo Bondhu's house,
the major looked at it, cursed and said " Now we have him. We will
teach him how to rule a country" Then he dropped me back at my house.
I wonder if he would do the same if I did not speak in chaste Urdu
that I had learnt in school and college. How? That is another story
that I will narrate later if the time permits. I mean your time. I do
not want to make this so long that it might put one to sleep. I do not
and cannot write bed time stories like our good friend Niaz Zaman can.
Though I wish that I could read and write Bengali like her.

After a few days, life assumed some semblance of normalcy except for
those who had lost their near and dear ones by this brutal action of
their own army and their co-conspirators. Unfortunately, the Muslims
from Bihar who had migrated to East Pakistan after the partition of
India in 1947, also started believing like Bhutto and Yahya that
Bengalis were half Hindus or half Muslims, who should be converted
into full Muslims. Many of the army jawans and militias were led to
believe that Bengalis were not Muslims. They expressed surprise and
even joined the Namaz-e- Janaza after " killing a kafir" The Sindhi
Bhutto himself was such a communal person that once upon hearing my
brother Shamim speak in Punjabi ( He was educated in West Pakistan)
over the phone, he remarked " Why do you speak the language of dogs?"
Not knowing that one day "the dog" will bite him to death.

Quaid-e-Azam Muhammad Ali Jinnah was the founder of Pakistan. To an
extent, he was also the founder of Bangladesh. By declaring in 1948
that " Urdu and Urdu alone will be the state language of Pakistan" he
kindled the fire of Bengali language movement that Bongo Bondhu Sheikh
Mujibur Rahman ignited and later on engulfed the whole nation. Shaheed
Minar bears testimony of it.

Before the creation of Bangladesh, I often argued with Urdu speaking
friends that since the majority of the people in Pakistan read, write
and speak Bengali language, it should at least be one of the state
languages. But since they did know Bengali, their argument was that
Mohammad Ali Jinnah himself did not know Urdu very well but he did it
for the sake of unity of the nation. In my opinion, more than the
language itself, it was the attitude of Pakistani rulers and the
exploitation of East Pakistan that broke up Pakistan.

Not only some leaders but most Non-Bengalis looked down upon the
Bengalis, thinking that they were superior to them. Bhutto's refusal
to accept the election results and Yahya's arrogance to enforce his
will on the Majority Leader is a proof of their superiority complex.

Worst than that, the uneducated Mohajirs from Bihar and UP and even
some educated ones, started behaving the same way without considering
the fact that like the Ansars of Medina, the Bengalis had in the
beginning laid a red carpet for them and had been such a good host to
them. They responded to their humbleness with arrogance. As a result
many of them have become Persona Non Grata in all three countries.
Neither welcomed in Pakistan nor accepted in Bangladesh. They cannot
even go back to India, the land of their forefathers because Indians
do not trust Muslims. However, due to their intelligence, education
and talent most of them are doing much better in foreign countries
like America, Austrailia and Europe where some of the best doctors are
from Bihar and UP.

The surrender of 90, 000 plus Muslim troops on December 16, 1971 with
General Aurora tearing up the army medals and insignia of General
Niazi, is one of the most pathetic scene that I have witnessed in my
life. It was the biggest defeat of a Muslim army that had almost won
the war against India in 1965. The difference was that this time the
Bengalis were not fighting alongside and had been forced to fight
against them with the help of India. Because, without ousting the
Pakistani army and the militias, Bengali Freedom Fighters could not
bring home the millions of civilians, who had left their home and
hearth just to save their lives.

All the army officers were not bad. Many of them were good Muslims.
God fearing and one who hesitated to kill and refused to rape their
own people. An army officer is required to kill and enemy but he is
forbidden to rape his wife or sister or daughter or mother. I had a
Punjabi friend by the name of Javed Akhtar. When I was posted in
Mymensingh in 1961, as a young executive of a British Company called
Ralli Brothers, he was transferred there as the Assistant Administer
of the Martial Law that Ayub Khan had imposed. His boss Col. Malik and
my boss Imran Faruqui were good friends and we often met socially.
During the holidays, we played cricket and soccer together and soon
became good friends. He said that he used to have a Bengali room mate
during his training at the Kakul Academy and I reminded him of Zia.
While playing soccer, he once broke his leg and had to be taken to CMH
in Dhaka for treatment. He was touched when I took leave from my work
and went to see him in Dhaka. After he returned, we became close
friends. Then his battalion, the 6th. Frontier Force went back to West
Pakistan and I started my own jute business after Ralli Brothers
closed down in 1963. We remained in touch by correspondence. He used
to write long letters, describing how he loved Bengal and the Bengalis
who lived there. I too was tickled to have as a friend, a handsome
Army Captain, who had earned the President's Pride of Performance
award for being the first person to climb Mount K-2, which was the 2nd
highest peak after mount Everest. Javed wrote me from Chamb Jurian,
near the Kashmir border, where his battalion was positioned against
the Indian Army.

Then I received a wedding invitation. He wrote that he was getting
married to his cousin who he dearly loved. I could not attend the
wedding. But after the 1965 war with India, I went to West Pakistan
and visited with him near the Sialkot border, where he was posted.
He introduced me to his wife Firdaus and also gave me a brass
artillery shell that he had taken out from a captured Indian Tank
during the battle with them in September. He had my name inscribed on
it. I brought it back all the way to Dhaka and had a tough time
disposing it off during the next war with India in 1971.

But what could I do with Javed? He showed up in my house one fine
morning during the fight for independence. We were on opposite sides.
Yet, I could not forget his hospitality when I visited him in
Rawalpindi with my wife during our honeymoon in 1969. He had put his
house and car at my disposal and went away to Gujarat to get his wife
who was visiting her parents. We insisted that he need not do it and
hurriedly left Rawalpindi for Murree. Now in Dhaka as the Sector
Commanding Officer, Javed told me that he was worried about me and
therefore tracked me down through some common friends. He said how bad
he was feeling in seeing the hatred in the eyes of the very people
that he loved so much a few years ago. He did not agree with the
Pakistani policy of ruling by hook or crook and often felt like
running away from it all. A Full Colonel, he was also heading a
Commando Unit that had come to launch counter-attack against the
Indian Force. He started visiting me regularly and I started getting
nervous that my neighbors would think that I was collaborating with
the Occupation Army. Since he was concerned about my welfare, I could
not tell him "not to come." So I decided to move to a multi-storied
building in Eskaton, where no one could keep track of people coming
and going. He too disappeared for a while until one day during the
month of November 1971, a group of army officers came and saluted me.
They informed me that Col. Javed Akhtar had instructed them to inform
me whe he died. He was blown up by an artillery shell during an
operation in Shillong, across the Sylhet border, they said. " He had
fought gallantly for three days" They said. I still remember those
bright eyes and broad smile on his face. Javed Akhtar who had joined
the army to serve his country was placed in a situation where he had
to fight with his own countrymen. He was so concerned about me, a
Bengali friend whose people had been declared an enemy by his
Generals. I still have his wedding photograph with his wife. Sometimes
I look at it and wonder where she might be and how she must have taken
the news of his death. They did not have any children but she had
woven a sweater for our daughter Mona and sent it with him when he had
gone home on a short leave after she was born in the midst of all the
war that was going on then. How Javed had helped us with the Curfew
passes that we needed to go to the hospital during the nights of false
alarms. It was a very sad experience for me to lose him and I could
not help talking about him.

During the Army Occupation of East Pakistan/ Bangladesh, although I
continued with my struggle in the jute business, besides the breakdown
of transportation and communication, I was warned by the underground
political leaders not to cooperate with the present government by
helping them export jute and earn foreign exchange. My response to
them was that by defaulting on our jute contracts, we will push our
jute buyers towards synthetics and might lose them for ever. I also
had to make a living and survive.

On the social scene, I strictly avoided going to parties where I felt
that army officers or their supporters might be having fun during the
miserable days that the rest of the country was passing. I had heard
that during these parties they often bragged about bringing law and
order situation under control at gun point and assured the West
Pakistani industrialists that henceforth East Pakistan will remain a
colony. I was not sure if I could refrain from picking up a fight. So
I avoided them.

The jute season starts in July-August, when the white crop in the low
lying areas are cut and left in the standing water to wert for a
couple of weeks. Tossa crop, which is more reddish in color and has
more spinning quality starts coming to market from September. Our
London Principals were worried about the current crop situation and
the future of their jute industry. Same Bill Duncan, who was a friend
of Yahya Khan, showed up in Dhaka. He requested me to take him around
the country to asses the crop situation. He also wanted to know that
how much of the country was under army occupation and what parts did
the Mukti Bahini control. It was a big challenge for me to present the
true picture to him. I also wanted to know what actually was going on.
There was a big discrepancy between what the BBC reported and what the
Pakistan Radio denied as not true. So, I decided to go to Khulna by
Rocket (  Steamer Service) with my car in it and then drive back via
Jessore, Kushtia and Faridpur. What an adventurous fellow! My wife was
just finding out about my stupidities but she was too young to
understand and too new to complain. She would kill me if I try to do
this now. Not realizing that she was doing it only to save my life!

>From the Steamer, we could not see much except noticing that at places
the jute crop was standing ready to be harvested but the farmer had
run away because of army operation. We reached Khulna the next day
after enjoying the sights of Sunderbans and watching the fishermen
catching Hilsa fish or Illish Maach where the river met the sea. No
signs of the Pathan army there. Perhaps they were afraid of the water.
I have heard that they take bath only once or at best twice year. I
wonder if this is true.

Daulatpur is a big jute centre with Pucca Baling facilities to export
them from the Chalna Port. We visited the jute godowns of Ispahani and
Afiluddin and talked to various brokers and traders. They all
confirmed that the crop was not short but transporting them to the
centre was a big problem. Also, there was a labor shortage. People
were afraid of the army who forced them to work free and of the Mukti
Bahinis, who wanted them not to work at all. After spending a night at
the People's Jute Mills guest house, we prepared to leave for Dhaka by
car. The Bihari driver of the Mill, who took my car for a check up and
for filling the tank etc. informed me that the bearded Bengali
Engineer of the adjacent Crescent Jute Mill, had shot down many Bihari
workers from his Bungalow there and then ran away to his village home
in Feni, Noakhali. I gave up the idea of visiting my brother-in-law's
house there. He was talking about him. Poor Dulabhai had somehow
managed to save his and his children's life by catching a boat just
before the army reached there to round up Bengali officers. These lies
and rumors often add fuel to the fire of hatred that burns in the
heart of racially motivated greedy people, whose mission is to kill
and loot innocent people. They wait for their chance and mostly do it
in the name of religion. But this time it had to be the language
because the victims were Muslims too. What a shame.

Driving the 40 miles of metalled road from Khulna to Jessore, we came
across five or six army check posts. Having a white man in the car
helped. I told them that this was a friend of Yahya Khan, who was on
his way to meet Tikka Khan in Dhaka. Except for one, they all saluted
us. Soon after passing the Jessore Cantonment, we realized that the
army had no control there. In Magura, we were stopped by the Mukhti
Bahini. I explained to them that Bill was scouting on behalf of the
British Jute Industry and I was assisting him in assessing the correct
situation. Polite and courteous, they told me to convey to him that
things were not normal and they controlled the country with the
exception of few cities that had army cantonments, which was a fact
and I thought that Bill Duncan understood it. But I was furious when
he went back and reported to the British press that everything was
normal in East Pakistan. I sent him a telex protesting against his
statement. His reply came by mail. He wrote me a long letter. In his
letter, he explained that although he saw and agreed that things were
far from normal, he could not make a public statement to that effect.
Because then the jute market in Dundee will hit the roof and his group
of mills,( Jute Industries International) will have to suffer a huge
loss. He apologized to me and to other Bengalis for lying. Later on,
after Bangladesh became independent, his letter came very handy.

Bill Duncan was leading a three men British delegation, which included
Eric Robinson of D.Pirie & Co, and Steve Stevenson of Ralli Brothers
and which was coming to the new country with a mission to make new
purchase of jute and at the same time renew the old contracts that had
become null and void because East Pakistan did not exist anymore.
Mustafa Sarwar, an Awami League MNA and a jute exporter, blocked the
entry of Bill Duncan because of his previous public statement that the
country was normal when it was not. The British delegation refused to
come without their leader and they started buying jute from India. I
contacted the Prime Minister's office and showed Bill Duncan's old
letter to Sheik Sahib's Principal Secretary, Mr Rafiqulla Chowdhury,
who was also related to me. We got the permission for Bill Duncan to
enter and the Jute Delegation from Dundee renewed the old contracts at
a higher price and made fresh purchases. We needed to convert our jute
into British Pounds. They also wanted to meet Bongo Bondhu and
convince him not to nationalize the jute export at this critical
juncture. Dundee Mills were on the verge of replacing their old
spinning and weaving machines and they were afraid that by
nationalizing the jute export, Bangladesh will force them to replace
them by machines for synthetics fabrics. Sheikh Sahib felt committed
to nationalize the banks as well as major industries including jute.
He therefore refused to meet the British Delegation. We all know what
followed next. Synthetics replaced jute and the jute mills in
Bangladesh could not sustain the loss of their market share. Even
Adamjee Jute Mill is closed today.

On December 16, 1971 while Niazi and his soldiers and collaborators
were heading towards the Ramna Race Course Maidan to lay down their
arms and sign the surrender agreement, I was frantically searching for
something else. We were going through the jars of rice and lentils at
my in-laws place in Shantinagar, looking for a watch that I had
purchased in London months before and given to my wife's grandmother
for safe keeping. She had hidden it somewhere in the pantry for fear
of the army looters who would enter the house during the curfew hours
and take away the valuables. This watch was a birthday present for my
wife and today was her birthday. We found the watch inside a jar. I
gave it to her and hurried back to my brother-in-law's house in Tipu
Sultan Road, where we had shifted after the Indian plane had dropped
the bomb in Eskaton near Darul Kabob. This was our third house in
three months and it appeared that it was going to be the last one.

On December 14, 2001 as we were standing on the roof, we saw some
rockets or missiles, heading our way from the Demra side. It was more
frightening than the sight of the Russian Mig 21 planes that we had
seen from the roof of out six storied apartment building in Eskaton,
bombing the Kurmitola and Tejgaon airports. We were not afraid then
and in fact my brother Naim and I used to run up to the roof top and
watch the sortie of four planes diving one after the other. The
bombing stopped after they destroyed the runway and the Pakistani Air
Force was grounded for good. Missiles and rockets were signs of
renewed aerial attacks. We started apprehending that the Indian Air
Force will resort to indiscriminate bombing . Why would they lose
their lives fighting with 90, 000 enemy force on the ground when they
can take care of them from the sky that they now controlled? In that
process, we too would be killed. We thought. It was decided that we
should start digging bunkers. My brother-in-law also decided that food
will have to be rationed as this war might prolong. We were not happy.
Why not live comfortably in our dying days? We suggested. He disagreed
and we started digging the bunkers thinking that in might serve as our
grave.

On December 15, we drove towards Adamjee Jute Mills to purchase
Kerosene oil, which was no longer available in Dhaka. We also wanted
to survey the activities of the Pakistani army and wanted to know if
they were making preparation to fight the Indian army that was
expected to come to Dhaka after over running the Comilla Cantonment.
We expected to see them sitting in bunkers. But we could only see an
army truck that stopped us and asked where we were going? When we told
them that we were heading towards Adamjee Jute Mills to pick up some
Kerosene oil, they said we could not do that and turned us back. They
looked in high spirit and we could not detect any signs of surrender.

On December 16, after wishing my wife a happy birthday, when I
returning to Tipu Sultan Road, my brother told me that a man living in
Narinda had gone berserk. He had climbed the terrace of his house with
his four older children and started shooting at the Freedom Fighters,
who were returning home after accomplishing their mission of
liberating the country. Then we heard that it was Idris, a short thin
man, who had an ice cream parlor at Gulistan Cinema. I knew the man
and could not believe that he could do such a thing. Eventually, Idris
and couple of his children were killed by the people he was shooting
at. There were many cases like that. Revenge and counter revenge.
While the Pakistani army was given protection by the Indian army,
after they laid down their arms, the Razakars ran amok without
protection and many of them were killed. Hunted by the people whose
near and dear ones they had killed or had helped getting killed during
the nine months of nightmare that that was triggered on March 23, 1971.

Now slogans of Joy Bangla and Bangladesh Zindabad could be heard
everywhere. Local boys and girls welcomed the Mukhti Bahanis marching
in with their guns and shooting in the air. In the evening, I went to
the Government House whose gates were flung open to the public.
Governor Malik was missing. It was reported that he was hiding
somewhere in old Dhaka. Then we heard that he came and surrendered
himself at the Dhaka Inter-Continental Hotel. Which is now Sheraton
Hotel. At the Government House I met some old friends who had heard
that I was no longer alive. I looked for my friends, class mates,
Samad and Nurul Qader who had gone away to India to work for
independence there. They were not there but someone confirmed that
they were alive and well. No one was sure who they will see alive and
who they will never see. Sheikh Mujibur Rahman, who was still detained
in a Pakistani jail with Kamal Hossain, was also a doubtful case. One
could not be sure if Bhutto will let them come home or have them
killed in frustration.

The power hungry Zulfiqar Ali Bhutto had his own game plan. He knew
that the people in West Pakistan, who had voted for him will now blame
him for the dismemberment of Pakistan. It was he who had refused to
abide by the election results and declared that if Sheikh Mujibur
Rahman became the Prime Minister of Pakistan, he will burn the country
from Khyber to Karachi. It was he who had convinced Yahya Khan to take
the army action. It was because of him that Pakistan was now cut into
half.
But as shrewd as he was, he sent Sheikh Mujibur Rahman to London and
convinced him to make a public statement that he was against the
creation of Pakistan and therefore a co-conspirator in the Agartala
case against Pakistan. Which was not so. But by doing it, SMR restored
the credibility of ZAB in Pakistan. It could be that a statement like
that was a condition of his release. But we were glad to have him back.

I remember the day when Sheikh Mujibur Rahman was scheduled to come
home. We had moved back to our Eskaton flat. Some boys came to borrow
my station wagon on the pretext that they were going to the airport to
receive him. I told them that my wife and I were going to his house in
Dhanmondi and wait for him there with his daughter Hasina. I offered
to take them along. They backed out. We went there and was warmly
welcomed by Hasina and her mother Begum Mujibur Rahman. While Mrs.
Rahman was a friend of my older sister, Hasina was a class friend of
my wife and would often come to her house in Fuller road during lunch
breaks. We took our daughter Mona along. Hasina's son Joy is of the
same age. Both of them about six months old. They laid side by side,
his nose prominently protruding as opposed to our daughter's somewhat
flattish nose. Begum Rahman advised Saba to pull it while massaging
with mustard oil. Sheikh Sahib would be seeing his grandson for the
first time. We asked Shaikh Hasina about his possible reaction. She
said that he had promised to retire from politics after he had a grand
child. Don't we all wish that he had? Perhaps he might still be alive
with the rest of his family. Perhaps!








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