EDITING >From mid morn till evening I felt free, using your computer and well living basket of flowers sitting under 40watts light and as we shortened the space between words you walked with your maid and I checked mail.
Warming up was a delight just watching colourful oven friendly glass and pastel plastics, and cutlery like those designer magazines. When you came out of your bath I could speak to you with out shifting my gaze-or not watching you choose your perfume ,not even attempting to guess and I think how neat and dirt free each nook is. And your food, organic vegetables and spice in dishes that sit unused in my showcase and you talk of squirrels in eaves in their square plot and we are two women with spines talking about a spineless female , measuring her mental horizon and level of sickness and then all of a sudden we have cleared her off like how we have cleared our plates and washed the dishes down the sink .All the time , you repeat lessons of two golden words, and you din them ,two silver words, the same copper words into me ,saying, be selfish as you scrub the metal coir with soap suds and your daughter comes solely with me upstairs to show how lovingly you have preserved her baby teeth. in a round plastic see through box. I plan mentally to be rigorous and brisk . And do up my neglected house even if it means breathing like a furnace and not to think it menial, or to feel superior just because I do not know anything but to make journal entries I mentally plan my house work thoughts come and go like poems in the folder. I show you my collection, you yours ,and we talk of bad grammar, and a lady who has had an overdose of men. I remember asking Papa, why do we say have you had breakfast? why not have you eaten your food? what are the refinements of the English language? And he would say there is this polished sophisticated speech, and sometimes even American slang, like don't go into the first chapter, hit the sack, kick the bucket, water under the bridge, but she went to an ordinary school and the society's cultural stock was the crust she never knew. and I too walked the dais in my twenties with high heels but when I served food to my in laws my fingers trembled. The joy of serving to loved ones is more than the joy of cooking or fixing up a drink. I return with delicacies from your side payash and egg and potato curry, plus a kith and kin feeling of sturdy spines and feathers that flock together ,of having turned back page of childhood doled out its fragments between sensible editing and a feeling of working towards a focused goal, knowing full well I have set the ball rolling. Sivakami Velliangiri ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Get fast access to your favorite Yahoo! Groups. Make Yahoo! your home page http://us.click.yahoo.com/dpRU5A/wUILAA/yQLSAA/yqIolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> -- You are encouraged to post poetry, respond critically to the poems circulated and participate in discussions. To post, email your message to [email protected] OR post online at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTPoets/post/ Tell friends to subscribe to ZESTPoets by sending a blank email to [EMAIL PROTECTED], OR, if they have a Yahoo! ID, by visiting http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTPoets/join/ ---theZESTcommunity-------------- [1] ZESTCurrent: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTCurrent/ [2] ZESTEconomics: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTEconomics/ [3] ZESTGlobal: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTGlobal/ [4] ZESTMedia: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTMedia/ [5] ZESTPoets: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTPoets/ [6] ZESTCaste: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTCaste/ [7] ZESTAlternative: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTAlternative/ [8] TalkZEST: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/TalkZEST/ --- Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ZESTPoets/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
