I don't know the answer, John. I'm a jerk too and wonder if I am just failing my mortal probation. I often think I made a mistake agreeing to come to this lousy world. I didn't have to. I could have gone to any other millions of other worlds and I actually agreed to come here. I'm one stupid spirit child of God who begs to have have the Spirit with me but can't seem to keep it for long in any strong degree.
I look forward to death every day. It will be a release and a relief. There is no real lasting happiness and peace in this life for me. I've done as you have done but not quite as long-- would you believe in my last ward a youth gave a talk and actually said, "life sucks"! The bishop cringed but the boy was right. Life is indeed suffering and the only way out is to die. Paul O [EMAIL PROTECTED] ________________________________________________________________ The best thing to hit the internet in years - Juno SpeedBand! Surf the web up to FIVE TIMES FASTER! Only $14.95/ month - visit www.juno.com to sign up today! ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// /// ZION LIST CHARTER: Please read it at /// /// http://www.zionsbest.com/charter.html /// ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// --^---------------------------------------------------------------- This email was sent to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] EASY UNSUBSCRIBE click here: http://topica.com/u/?aaP9AU.bWix1n.YXJjaGl2 Or send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] TOPICA - Start your own email discussion group. FREE! http://www.topica.com/partner/tag02/create/index2.html --^----------------------------------------------------------------
