the cattle lowed in protest

they knew something was wrong

their udders full

it was milking time, dammit

but they obeyed

 

and my grandfather scolded me

it wasnât a curse

but it certainly wasnât a blessing

I could tell by the way the âAch!â

grated, deep in his throat

 

when he came out to milk them

and found his grandchildren

back at the barn

proud of our accomplishment

(although Philip was smirking)

 

Grandpa knew immediately

our crime

and scolded us

I was abashed

I was only five, and a visitor on the farm

 

he limped back to the far pasture

shooing us before him

puffing and haranguing

in Pennsylvania Dutch

I doubt that he cursed us

 

he was a mild-mannered man

an amishman and a pacifist

dying of cancer

he showed us the way to turn the herd

bring them in for milking

 

now in the city again

but fifty years later

I hear the cows coming back

the raccoons and possums and deer

reclaiming the back yards

 

the weeds growing up over the fence

a flash of lavender, goldenrod and ragweed

autumnal hum and haze of insects

and the deep-throated rumbling

as the cows come back

 

 

 
 

Ross Bender
http://rossbender.org

 

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