Re: For Michelle ~ Your furkids

[Kerry MacKenzie]

Dear Michelle You've been through SO much already, and now Pepsi, and Fern. I'm so, so sorry Michelle. Words are so useless at a time like this--I wish I could be there to give you a big hug, you are always here for everyone else with your superbly researched information and solid advice and wonderful support. I know you are feeling totally drained and numb and feel you will never feel joy again, but please, please try and think just a little about the good times you shared and the memories of Pepsi, and the fact that you are doing for and giving to Fern as much as any human being possibly could -- I really think it helps ease the pain just a tiny bit, reminding yourself that there is nothing more you can have humanly done/can do. Without knowing the details, but just from what you say today, I feel Pepsi is surely in a better place now. Please know we're here for you whenever you need us just the way you're always here for us. You and Fern are, and will be, constantly in my thoughts, much love and tons of hugs, Kerry      ----- Original Message ----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Sent: Sunday, May 22, 2005 5:24 PM Subject: Re: For Michelle ~ Your furkids Thank you. Ginger is doing well. I brought her to NJ when I came to be with Pepsi and she is eating here and recovering, it seems, hopefully.  Pepsi was euthanized today, probably a day too late.  Fern is dying.  I am numb with horror and grief. I have not been online in many days. I just got on because I am so numb and do not know what to do with myself so turned on the computer. Michelle In a message dated 5/21/2005 8:53:25 AM Eastern Standard Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Dear Michelle, Just wanted to let you know I have been thinking about all you are going thru with your babies. I know how hard it is when only one becomes ill, but the fact that Ginger, Fern and Pepsi all have needs to be addressed at this time is so sad. I have not seen any recent posts from you and I just wanted to let you know you all are in my thoughts and prayers. My good friend is going to a "Blessing of The Animals" on Sunday. I have asked her to put your babies on the prayer list for that day. Also, she is lighting a special candle in remembrance of ALL Felv+ furangels. Hugs, Patti