Info about subscribing or unsubscribing from this list is at the bottom of this 
message.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

http://snipurl.com/dmj9

AWOL in America:
When desertion is the only option

continued...

Jeremiah is hardly the only recruit to arrive at basic training or boot
camp and realize, for the first time, that he is there to learn how to
kill. And that he can't or won't do it. Many civilians wonder how that can
be: They're joining the Army, for God's sake, they've enlisted in the
Marines, what did they expect? It is too simple an answer just to say that
the recruiters don't mention killing, though they don't, and that they
sell the military as a career or educational opportunity to high
schoolers, which they do. You have to understand that after all the soft,
inspiring talk of educational opportunities, financial bonuses, job
skills, cool gear, and easy sex from uniform-loving girls and German
prostitutes, recruits arrive at boot camp and are assaulted by a
completely different reality. Basic training is a shock, and purposefully
so. In a matter of weeks the military must take teenagers from what Gwynne
Dyer calls "the most extravagantly individualistic civilian society" and
turn them into soldiers; that is, selfless, obedient fighters with an
intense loyalty to each other, for ultimately that is why they will risk
death, not for their country or some high-flown ideal but for their
comrades. "We" must replace "I." Most importantly, the military must turn
them into killers, for that is how you win battles, and how you survive
them.

Despite our entertainment industry telling us otherwise, it is not easy to
kill. In his ground-breaking and highly influential study of World War II
firing rates, S.L.A. Marshall, a World War I combatant and chief historian
for the European Theater of Operations during World War II, interviewed
soldiers fresh from battle and found that only 15 to 20 percent of the
combat infantry were willing to fire their weapons, and that was true even
when their life or the lives of their comrades were threatened. When
Medical Corp psychiatrists studied combat fatigue cases in the European
Theater, they found that "fear of killing, rather than fear of being
killed, was the most common cause of battle failure in the individual,"
Marshall reported. Marshall's methodology is now in question, but his
findings have been replicated in studies of Civil War and World War I
battles, even in recreations of Napoleonic wars. And the effect of his
findings on the military has been profound. As Lieutenant Colonel Dave
Grossman notes in his book On Killing: The Psychological Cost of Learning
to Kill in War and Society, "A firing rate of 15 to 20 percent among
soldiers is like having a literacy rate of 15 to 20 percent among
proofreaders. Once those in authority realized the existence and magnitude
of the problem, it was only a matter of time until they solved it."

By the Korean War, the firing rate had gone up to 55 percent; in the
Vietnam war, it was around 90 to 95 percent. How did the military achieve
this? As Grossman writes, "Since World War II, a new era has quietly
dawned in modern warfare: an era of psychological warfare—psychological
warfare conducted not upon the enemy, but upon one's own troops. ... The
triad of methods used to achieve this remarkable increase in killing are
desensitization, conditioning, and denial defense mechanisms."

Training techniques became more realistic and varied. Soldiers no longer
stood and fired at a nonmoving target. They were fully suited up, down in
foxholes, and shooting at moving targets, targets that resembled other
humans. Simultaneously, the "enemy," whether North Korean, North
Vietnamese, Russian, or Arab, was purposefully dehumanized. Killing people
was described graphically, and with relish. As Dyer notes, most recruits
realize the bloodthirsty talk of drill sergeants is hyperbole, but it
still serves to desensitize them to the suffering of an "enemy."

So the answer to the question "How could they not know that they were
there to learn how to kill?" is another question: "How could they even
begin to comprehend what that meant?" Before they've even seen combat,
these young men and women, most of them teenagers, will be pushed to break
through a psychological, cultural, and moral resistance to killing, an
experience that is hard to imagine. A twenty-three-year-old deserter from
Washington State, whom I'll call Clay, since he's still AWOL, says,
"'Stressful' is not the word. It's an understatement. It tears at your
mind." Clay, who went AWOL in November, was excruciatingly aware of the
effect of his training: "After they broke me down, I was having a lot of
conflicts with what they were trying to build me back up into. I mean,
good Lord, these people told me, if need be, I might have to kill
children."

Clay joined the Army to get away from what he calls "a militant AA group"
and a troubled relationship with a girlfriend. He was working off the
books for a small fencing company, and the Army recruiter was "throwing
all this money at me." In five weeks he wrapped up his messy life—gave
notice on his apartment, quit his girlfriend and his AA group, lost sixty
pounds, took and passed his GED—and swore in to the U.S. Army.

By the sixth week of training, Clay realized not only that he could kill
but that he wanted to. "Spiritually and mentally, man, I was off. I wanted
to kill something. Mainly the drill sergeants, hut it was had. I was very
angry. I started to see the process within myself, that transition from
civilian to mindless killer. It just didn't sit right with me. And it
scared me." Clay decided to leave. A high-ranking but highly embittered
NCO actually smuggled him off base.

That soldiers flee out of fear of combat is another myth; not that some
don't, but they are, strangely enough, a minority. Of the deserters I
talked to, only Clay mentioned his fear of death. After his drill sergeant
showed his platoon photos of an American lieutenant blown to bits,
splattered all over the side of a Humvee, "no piece of him bigger than a
cigarette pack," Clay suddenly thought about being around to raise a
family. "And I started thinking about the possibility that I might not
come back." He's gone AWOL twice now. He left from basic training,
returned home, and twenty-six days later turned himself in at Fort Lewis,
Washington, where he met Jeremiah, who gave him my phone number. From
there he was sent to Fort Sill, Oklahoma. At Fort Sill he was told that he
would be shipped back to Fort Benning, so he took off again. He had turned
himself in too soon.


After thirty days of being AWOL, a soldier is dropped from the rolls and
classified as a deserter—administratively, not legally, for that takes a
court-martial. At that point, a federal warrant is issued for his arrest.
The Army doesn't have the manpower to chase and apprehend deserters, so
unless they get picked up for some other offense—stopped by the local cops
for running a red light, for instance—they can often live life unhindered
(but not necessarily unhaunted) for weeks, months, even years. Recently in
New York City, a forty-three-year-old Marine deserter got into an argument
with a deli owner about the difference between smoked and honey-basted
turkey. The deli owner called the Marine a "nigger." The Marine told him
to step outside. They were slugging it out on the sidewalk when the cops
pulled up. They ran the Marine's driver's license, found the federal
warrant for his arrest, and called the Marines, who came and got him and
drove him down to Quantico, where he now awaits processing. He'd been AWOL
for twenty-four years.

Once a deserter is apprehended or turns himself in, he can be returned to
his unit, or court-martialed and given jail time, or given nonjudicial
punishment and an other-than-honorable discharge. As a rule of thumb, the
less time and money the military has invested in someone, the less
interested it is in keeping that person. If you're going to leave, then,
leave sooner rather than later, and when you leave, stay gone long enough
to be dropped from the rolls. If you turn yourself in before being dropped
from the rolls, you'll be returned to your command. And it's always better
to turn yourself in than to be caught—you want to show that your intention
wasn't to stay gone forever. So you have to prove that you are dead
serious about leaving the military while simultaneously proving that you
weren't planning on leaving for good.



Matt Burke, a Navy veteran and Army deserter, whom I met in October, left
the military because of an injury, a recruiter's lie, and because there
was better pay—and working conditions—somewhere else. Matt is
pro-military, pro-Bush, though, he says, "Your readers won't want to hear
that, I'm sure." He describes his recent court-martial as the Army's
chance to ream him and his subsequent jail time as "interesting." He has a
bland, limited vocabulary for the good times in his life, and a much
grittier one for the bad—getting shafted, screwed, kicked in the nuts. He
tells his story as straight as he can, without much emotion and no
self-pity. He doesn't want his real name used because only his immediate
family knows about his going AWOL, and his parents thought he was "as dumb
as shit" to desert the Army.

Blond, trim, seemingly buttoned-down but with a gleam in his eye, Matt is
the youngest son of a large Irish-Catholic family. He says frankly that he
had a "bad upbringing," and by that he means he was raised to care about
job security above all else. He joined the Navy straight out of high
school, at seventeen. He wasn't a good student; there was little chance of
his getting into a decent college and no chance of a scholarship. He had
family members in the military; it wasn't an unfamiliar option for him. He
did his four years of active duty and loved it. When he returned to his
New England hometown, he attended college, where he studied business.
After two years as an accountant in the civilian world, he began to miss
the military. So he decided to sign up for the Army's Officer's Candidate
School.

Matt had one worry. He knew that after three months of basic training and
then another three at OCS, the chances of getting injured were high. He
asked the recruiter what would happen if he got hurt and couldn't make it
through OCS. He was determined to serve in the Army only as an officer; he
had already done his time, and he now had a college education, a
good-paying job. The recruiter told him that because of his prior service,
he wouldn't have to serve the remainder of his three-year contract; he
would be discharged. Later, Matt would kick himself for not getting it in
writing. "So that's the thing that got me screwed, trusting him," Matt
says. He thought the recruiter wouldn't lie to him: he wasn't some green
high school kid. "I thought me being in prior service, he'd recognize
that, and he knows that I know he's a salesperson basically. But he still
ended up giving me the shaft."

At the G.I. Rights hot line they've heard hundreds of stories involving
recruiters' lies. Jeremiah was told he could attend college after he
finished basic training, and that he wouldn't be deployed until he
graduated. One of the most common lies told by recruiters is that it's
easy to get out of the military if you change your mind. But once they
arrive at training, the recruits are told there's no exit, period—and if
you try to leave, you'll be court-martialed and serve ten years in the
brig, you'll never be able to get a good job or a bank loan, and this will
follow you around like a felony conviction. This misinformation may keep
some scared and unhappy soldiers from leaving—some may even turn out to be
suffering from no more than a severe bout of homesickness—but it pushes
others to the point of desperation. They purposefully injure themselves or
become clinically depressed; they try to kill themselves or set out to
fail the drug test; or they lie, saying they're gay, suicidal, asthmatic,
or murderous. And, of course, they go AWOL.

None of this behavior, the lies or the pressure tactics, is particularly
surprising. Recruiters are under tremendous pressure to meet year-end
recruiting goals, which are essentially set by Congress. (Congress
mandates the actual number of soldiers required to be on active duty at
the end of the recruiting year.) Failure to meet their "mission" can
affect job promotion, pay, even the ability to stay in the Army until
retirement. When the fiscal year ends in September, if Recruiting command
hasn't met its quota, it shifts the ship dates of soldiers in the Delayed
Entry Program (DEP)—soldiers due to ship to training in October and
November often are rescheduled to ship in the last week of September.
Recruiting command can then report favorably to Congress, but the
recruiters have to scramble even harder to make up for those lost numbers
in the coming year.

What is puzzling is the fact that so many people believe the recruiters,
believe even the most outrageous lies. High schoolers and their parents.
Diane Stanley, the mother of a UA Marine named Jarred whom I met with in
her trailer home in Alto, Georgia, told me that the recruiter promised her
and her son that he wouldn't be sent overseas. He would, in fact, be
stationed close to home in Kentucky. We were at war in Iraq, and still
they believed this. The recruiter was sitting at their kitchen table,
drinking her coffee, a man she describes as being "super nice." He told
the lie then and repeated it every time she asked for reassurance. She
trusted him.

Most people simply have a hard time wrapping their minds around the fact
that someone would look straight at them and tell a bald-faced lie,
especially when that someone is in uniform, representing the United States
government, and has visited their homes and been "a part of our family,"
as Jeremiah's mother puts it. The recruiter had often dined at the Adler
house; he attended Jeremiah's high-school graduation. And there's no
denying that many parents who want their children, particularly their
sons, to grow up and find some sense of purpose and responsibility have
magical thinking when it comes to the military.

When I spoke with Douglas Smith of the U.S. Army Recruiting Command's
Public Affairs Office, he said he found the lies told to Jeremiah, Matt,
and Jarred far too outrageous to believe that any recruiter would tell
them. Smith told me that recruiters rely on a good relationship with the
community, and recruiting itself relies on satisfied, enthusiastic
graduates of basic training promoting the service back home. Recruiters
may talk of "possibilities," Smith suggested, that a recruit may hear as
promises, such as large student loans that are available only to qualified
recruits. His advice was that recruits need to read their contracts
carefully before signing them; if the recruiter's "possibilities" are not
written into the contract, they don't exist.


In the last few weeks of basic training, Matt pulled a knee ligament, but
he "sucked it up" and graduated. At OCS, his knee injury grew worse until
he was no longer able to run. After a few visits to sick bay, he was
booted out of OCS for missing too many training days. He was put in a
holding company, and there he waited with other injured or rejected OCS
candidates to receive orders to go to enlisted training. He was Army
property. He had three years of a contract to fulfill. He would be trained
in a Military Occupational Specialty (MOS) that fit the needs of the
Army—these days the military seems to be short MPs and truck drivers. He
was angry.

When Matt went home on leave, he didn't go back. After discussing his case
with people on the G.I. Rights hot line, he waited the thirty-plus days
until he was dropped from the rolls and declared a deserter, then he
traveled to Fort Sill, Oklahoma to turn himself in. The treatment at Fort
Sill was "very routine, very professional," Matt says. Except for him and
one other young recruit, all of the other deserters were quickly processed
out. Matt's command wanted him back at Fort Benning so that they could
court-martial him. "I was from an OCS battalion, and I think at that same
time the war in Iraq was peaking, so I think they felt they couldn't just
let me go. They had to bring me back and give me the shaft as best they
could, to set an example."

He was flown to Fort Benning, waited for a month and a half for his
court-martial, and after a ten-minute proceeding was given a one-month
jail sentence and an other-than-honorable discharge. He served his time in
a county jail, cheaper for the Army than shipping him to the nearest Army
brig in Pensacola, Florida. There, Matt says, he was locked up with a
bunch of "colorful characters"—drug dealers with meth labs in their
basements, indicted murderers.


Jason Lane tramps out of the forest wearing a blue bandanna, a black
sweater, and a bulky Marine-issue backpack. He's neither short nor tall,
more thick than thin, dark-haired, dark-eyed, with an expressive face.
"Hey! How yah doin'?" His voice booms, as if he's speaking through a
megaphone, and in any given word there are more inflections than there are
syllables. It's a strange moment. Meeting a Marine deserter in the
Virginia woods fits my dramatic image of the situation, but the Marine
himself, an affable nineteen-year-old from Connecticut with a high
tolerance for chaos, seems entirely familiar.

It's a brilliant September day in Triangle, Virginia; cool, bright air, a
piercing blue sky. At the picnic area of Prince William Forest Park, one
couple in business suits eats their lunch and an old man reads a
newspaper. Otherwise, the park seems spectacularly empty of humans, all
I7,000 acres of it. One mile away is the big statue of Iwo Jima that marks
the entrance to the Quantico Marine base. Jason, whose name has been
changed because he is currently in military custody, deserted the Marines
on August I, leaving Camp Geiger in North Carolina and heading home to
Connecticut. When he decided to turn himself in, he chose Quantico because
he heard deserters were treated more fairly there than at Camp Geiger.
Jason took a bus down here, arriving yesterday afternoon, but instead of
walking to the base, he walked into the forest. He needed some time, he
says.

Jason's mother married a Navy man, but she adores the Marines, and she
always told Jason he would make a great one. Right before he went UA,
Jason tried to explain to her that you could be good at something and
still not want to do it. They were so proud at his graduation from boot
camp, he tells me. And now? "It's horrible," he says. "It's very horrible.
I can't even face them. It kind of makes me wish I never even left."
Still, he calls his decision to join the Marines last winter "stupid," and
his decision to go UA "stupid but right." At the end of the day, I bought
him some snacks and Gatorade and left him at the picnic area as the sun
was going down. The temperature dropped hard that night, so he spent it
crouched under a hand dryer in the rest room, reaching up to turn it on
every time it shut off. On the third night, Jason left the forest and
simply started to walk—through the town of Triangle and on to Dumfries,
and beyond, and then back again, CD earphones clamped on his head, Iron
Maiden blasting, making up fantastic stories and movie scenes that he
would think about jotting down in the notebook he kept in his backpack.
For the next seven nights, Jason would begin walking as the sun went down,
and he would walk until dawn, keeping himself warm. Before the sun rose,
he would lie down on the bleachers at a local ballpark. On my three visits
to Virginia, I'd buy him dinner and cigarettes, and we'd talk about his
family, the Marines, the adventures he was having living on the streets. I
came to admire the lengths Jason would go to avoid that moment of
surrender.

Jason is always cheerful when I see him, and like many cheerful people, he
has a tendency toward depression, which he fights with caffeine,
cigarettes, that booming voice, a hale-and-hearty manner. In high school
Jason liked to perform in front of groups, clown around, stir people up.
But he's also a dreamer, someone who can't think in a straight line. He'd
love to make movies someday, something fantastic and allegorical. Jason
has a passionate belief in Christ, and no fear of death because of that,
he says. He seems a completely unlikely candidate for boot camp.

Jason had dropped out of high school when the Marine recruiter called. He
had what he calls "a shitty relationship with his parents"; it made him
unhappy. He had no diploma, no direction, only vague dreams of acting and
directing films. The recruiter offered a definite course—both a compelling
reason to get his high-school diploma and a plan for the near future. As
his enlistment date approached, though, Jason felt less and less like
going. "I was trying to ask people, `You think I should cop out of this
now while I got a chance?"' But Jason's passivity, his inability to think
clearly, to see the outlines of another future—how does a high-school
dropout go about becoming a film director?—left him wide open to currents
that were far too strong. Jason simply rode those currents straight to
Parris Island. "I had the mentality—I made the commitment, I'm gonna give
it a shot," he explains. "How much can it really hurt?"

Boot camp was great, he says, though at the time it was awful. He hated
every minute of it, especially being so completely caught in a bleak and
grueling present that there was nothing to look forward to but chow. He
loved and admired his drill instructors, never doubting that they had his
best interests at heart, and he was terribly proud on graduation day.
Later he would tell me that it was the happiest day of his life.

It was when he started Infantry School at Camp Geiger in North Carolina
that Jason's resolve, never strong to start with, folded. At boot camp, he
got along with all the other recruits; they were harassed and beaten down
and completely unified. But at Camp Geiger his fellow Marines were "just
your typical man pig assholes," Jason says, and then goes to great effort
to explain a certain character type to me. "You gotta understand, people
who typically join the Marines have a certain mentality. They have to
prove something. Because of that mentality, this is what you get when they
get confidence, you get this cocky, arrogant, look-at-me-now type of
thing. And I'm sitting there saying, I'm not going to the end of the road
with these guys. I will gladly fight and die for my family, my friends,
and for my country. I will not fight and die with people that I don't
like."

In his fifth week of training his leg got infected. His combat instructors
thought they knew what it was—cellulitis—but told him it wasn't all that
serious yet and to wait three days for treatment until the base clinic
opened. His leg swelled until he could no longer put on his boot. Still,
he was given a twenty-four-hour walking post. On Sunday he was rushed to
the hospital, where he stayed for a week. When he returned, he had to keep
his leg elevated, and the drill instructors treated him as if he were a
shirker. The final straw in this series of events that Jason would simply
call "bullshit" was when they refused to give him weekend liberty because
he hadn't passed a test that he couldn't have taken anyway, because he was
in the hospital when it was given.

Two themes run through Jason's story, very common ones in the stories of
AWOL soldiers. Jason was not a young man who found himself appalled by the
training, by the notion of killing. He was someone who was ambivalent
about joining in the first place and then objected not to the hard work or
the discipline but to what he considered unfair treatment. "Even though it
sucks right now, it still feels like I did the right thing," he says of
his decision to desert. "For one, I did something I shouldn't have done by
joining. For two, I believe you should always stand up for what you
believe in, and I don't believe that I should've been treated like that
for my leg."

People leave civilian jobs when they're treated unjustly, and no civilian
boss holds your mortal life in his or her hands. When you enter the
military, you're not arriving at some day job, a job that requires only a
piece of you and your time, a job you can easily leave. The military is
your new family; indeed, during training, it's your entire world. Your
life is in their hands, you may get wounded, die, or kill—and it will be
at their orders, in their company. So the sense of betrayal is felt at a
profound level that's difficult for any civilian to understand.

On my third trip to Virginia, on October 7, Jason has decided he's ready
to turn himself in. He thinks it would be easier if I went with him. So
the next morning we meet for breakfast at Waffle House in Dumfries. After
eggs, toast, and many cups of coffee, I try to pay the check, but Jason
keeps ordering refills. He's trying to pump himself up. "I want to try to
be excited about this, as best as I can, you know? I don't want to go in
there all miserable and grim and be like this is the end of the world."
Finally, I convince him to get the last cup to go, and we drink it outside
in the parking lot, where we get involved in a long discussion about the
existence of God. Jason's concerned about my atheism. He doesn't want me
missing out on heaven. The sun is high overhead when we finally get into
the car and head toward the Marine base. "Man, this is gonna suck ass,"
Jason says, breathing deeply.

The MP stops us at the entrance, and after I explain Jason's situation,
the Marine's face turns hard. He looks past me at Jason. "You deserted?"

"Yes, sir," Jason replies, looking miserable. To get to the Security
Battalion, which houses the MP station, we have to drive a couple of miles
down a tree-arched road, past a green, hilly golf course, and on through
the woods. Jason is silent the whole time. He warned me that he would
become almost comatose at this moment.

Inside the tiny lobby of the MP station, steps lead up to a windowed
office, so the Marine on duty towers over us. This one is pure muscle,
with shoulders and arms like tree trunks, a cinched waist, a smirk on his
face, and a tattoo of Iwo Jima on his left bicep. He regards Jason with a
combination of contempt and amusement, and keeps turning to the other two
MPs in the office, saying something inaudible and then laughing. For some
reason, the MP, who already has my driver's license, asks me my weight,
age, and Social Security number before calling Jason to the window. Jason
looks small and chubby, partly in comparison to the giant at the window,
and partly because he is slouched into his boots. It is all "yes, sir" and
"no, sir" from there on in. A blond MP comes out into the reception area,
takes Jason's backpack, and commands him to say goodbye. We shake hands,
but Jason can barely meet my eyes. And then he is gone.

Later he would tell me that the Marine sergeant who interviewed him was
calm and professional, nothing like the MP at the reception desk. "If you
don't want to help your brother Marine," he told Jason, "we don't want
you." He didn't say it unkindly, just matter-of-factly.

If Jason is lucky, he'll be given nonjudicial punishment and released
sometime in January with an other-than-honorable discharge; that is, in
about three months from the day he surrendered. The Marines take forever
to process people out—up to six months to be dropped from the rolls, and
once you've returned, another three or four months to be processed out. At
the Quaker House in Boston, they joke that the reason it takes the Marines
so long to let anyone go is that "they just can't believe there's anyone
out there who doesn't want to be a Marine."

The Army moves much more quickly. They have two out-processing stations,
one at Fort Sill, Oklahoma, the other at Fort Knox in Kentucky. At Fort
Sill, people are generally out-processed in three days because they mail
your discharge papers to you. When Jeremiah arrived at Fort Sill, there
were eight deserters. When he was sent home a week later, there were
thirty. All of the National Guardsmen and reservists were returned to
their units. Regular soldiers who left from their training units were
getting released. Noncommissioned officers were facing court-martial.

At the Army's Fort Knox center, recruits aren't released until their
discharge papers are personally handed to them, so the process can take
two to three weeks. Of course, any of this can change at any time, which
is why the people at the G.I. Rights hot line always counsel people to
call right before they turn themselves in. In November things appeared to
be backed up at Fort Knox. A soldier who was shipped from there to Fort
Sill told Jeremiah that when he left, seventy AWOL soldiers and deserters
were being held there.


AWOL and desertion are chronic problems; all any Army can hope for is to
keep them at manageable levels, not to lose soldiers needlessly. The Army
admits that youth, lack of a high-school diploma, coming from "broken
homes," and having early scrapes with the law make a soldier only
"relatively more likely" to go AWOL or to desert. In fact, the Army is
careful to note, "the vast majority of soldiers who fit this profile are
not going to desert." Yet the Army used that very same profile to try to
identify potential deserters and give them extra attention—and the
desertion rate, mysteriously, rose. It doesn't take a huge leap of the
imagination to suppose that high-school dropouts and juvenile delinquents
might have joined the military for a fresh start, a chance to succeed at
something, and when they were instead tagged as potential failures and
trouble-makers, they took off. None of the Army data comes close to
capturing the hearts and minds of soldiers. What is any given person
looking for when he or she joins the Army? Direction in life? A chance to
belong to something? Father figures? An adventure with buddies or a test
of manhood? Their parents' approval? And when they entered the military,
what did they find? That they'd been given false promises by the
recruiter? That the people they turned to for help threatened them or made
idiotic speeches about Bible-carrying Iraqis? No help for depression? Or a
lack of armor and ammunition on the battlefield? According to the Army's
own study, before soldiers went AWOL, more than half of them sought help
within the military—they spoke to their COs, to military chaplains,
military shrinks. Apparently, to little avail.

The Army has examined the soldier, but not itself. It is tantamount to
trying to understand the problem of teenage runaways without ever asking
about their home life. Failure to adapt, issues with chain of
command—there's no sense that the military culture and environment, the
commanders, themselves, also play a part in driving soldiers out and away.

The Georgia Marine who thought he would be stationed in Kentucky made it
all the way to his MOS training at Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri, before he
took off. There, Jarred tried to get a foot injury treated and was told to
take Tylenol. His pay was less than the recruiter had promised him, and he
even seemed to be missing money from what he was paid. When he complained
to his CO, he was told to shut up and mind his own business. Then he
learned that his company was going to be deployed to Fallujah. "I ain't
goin' to war," he told his sister flatly.

His sister kept telling Jarred to go talk to somebody. "Ain't nobody to
talk to," Jarred told her. "Ain't nobody here interested." When he went
home to Georgia on leave last March, he didn't return to his base. He made
his mother and sister take down from the walls all their Marine
paraphernalia, stripped the bumper stickers from their trucks, and refused
to watch any movies or TV shows that featured the military. "The
military," he said, "is a bunch of lies."


Kathy Dobie is the author of The Only Girl in the Car, which originated as
a memoir in this magazine.  She lives in Brooklyn.


The GI Rights Hotline
(800) 394-9544
(215) 563-4620
Fax (510) 465-2459
Mailing Address:
405 14th Street Suite 205
Oakland, CA 94612
[EMAIL PROTECTED]
http://girights.objector.org

_____________________________

Note: This message comes from the peace-justice-news e-mail mailing list of 
articles and commentaries about peace and social justice issues, activism, etc. 
 If you do not regularly receive mailings from this list or have received this 
message as a forward from someone else and would like to be added to the list, 
send a blank e-mail with the subject "subscribe" to [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
or you can visit:
http://lists.enabled.com/mailman/listinfo/peace-justice-news  Go to that same 
web address to view the list's archives or to unsubscribe.

E-mail accounts that become full, inactive or out of order for more than a few 
days will be deleted from this list.

FAIR USE NOTICE: In accordance with Title 17 U.S.C. Section 107, the 
information in this e-mail is distributed without profit to those who have 
expressed a prior interest in receiving it for research and educational 
purposes.  I am making such material available in an effort to advance 
understanding of environmental, political, human rights, economic, democracy, 
scientific, and social justice issues, etc. I believe this constitutes a 'fair 
use' of copyrighted material as provided for in the US Copyright Law.

Reply via email to