Thank you Rose. I'm so sad. I'll miss her, here on the list. Godspeed, Renee.... MA
________________________________ From: maniaka rose <aroseby...@gmail.com> To: silver-list@eskimo.com Sent: Sun, April 14, 2013 6:04:37 PM Subject: CS>Renee~ I posted this to our list few hours ago. Thought everyone here would like to know. We are all lighting candles for this beautiful lady~ rose ~ Afternoon everyone, I’ve put off updating on Renee’s condition till she came to the conclusion herself that ‘it’s time’. She had a good day last Tuesday, wrote a cheery email, then lapsed into mostly sleeping/pain meds. I’ve kept in touch with Larry. So I’ve been expecting this if she was strong enough to write. I’ve edited out some personal back and forth but this will give you ample feel for the time at hand. I’m lighting a candle for her today and will keep it going thru her passing. As Mara wrote to me earlier… I am visualizing her leaving at peace and without a lot of pain…. ~ Know that all we did for her brought something to her life that she did not have. She realized how much she is loved by us. She came to value herself more and in that was able to let go of so many angers and resentments from her life’s journey. Nothing heals a broken heart like tons of love being thrown at it. While we were not able to save her body we along with others did save her heart. I can say this unequivocally from communications we have had over these last months. And for a short while she had hope and some very very good days. She has a peace in her now that was not there before we all showered her with our gifts of love both physically and in emails/bday wishes etc. Each day packages arriving brought her tears of joy. I’ll keep everyone posted~ From: Gaiacita [ mailto:gaiac...@gmail.com] Sent: Sunday, April 14, 2013 1:41 PM Subject: Re: hello well, this message isn't so delightful. i'm loosing the battle. i have no more good days, just tolerable and intolerable and the intolerable is winning out. i guess if i'd have been much more forceful at the beginning, but on the other hand i think i put it off because of wanting to go home. who knows. as i said--no one gets out of here alive. i so appreciate my brothers--Larry of course is here constantly. Skip is coming in tomorrow for a week. Joey has been so good. he never leaves my side. so i don't know how much longer i'll be here. at this rate it could be weeks but i don't want to drag it on that long. we'll see. i know you of all people will understand. now i'm no longer at the point of wanting to leave, and that i want to stay for all different reasons, the choice has been taken from me i think. well, too tired for more. thinking of you always. oh--and the sale on the 2 acres is going through thankfully. we should sign the papers friday. this means so much to me to know that joey will have some breathing space with the finances and that Larry will be paid off before i go. -- The Silver List is a moderated forum for discussing Colloidal Silver. Rules and Instructions: http://www.silverlist.org Unsubscribe: <mailto:silver-list-requ...@eskimo.com?subject=unsubscribe> Archives: http://www.mail-archive.com/silver-list@eskimo.com/maillist.html Off-Topic discussions: <mailto:silver-off-topic-l...@eskimo.com> List Owner: Mike Devour <mailto:mdev...@eskimo.com>
