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Via Workers World News Service
Reprinted from the Nov. 29, 2001
issue of Workers World newspaper
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Emerson Rudd's last words:

'HEADS UP, EYES
TOWARD THE SKY'

By Teresa Gutierrez
Huntsville, Texas

He could have been an artist or a writer. Or perhaps a 
revolutionary leader of the people.

Emerson Rudd never had a chance to be any of those things. 
On Nov. 14, after holding him on death row for 13 years, the 
state of Texas executed him.

Emerson had just turned 18 when he was arrested for murder 
in Dallas in 1988--and became the youngest person from that 
county ever to be executed.

Like so many people who languish in U.S. prisons, Emerson 
had a very difficult life. His mother loved him dearly, but 
he was horribly abused by his father. He grew up poor and 
unhappy. His future looked bleak, and it was.

Under the capitalist system, abused women and children have 
little recourse. The capitalist state would rather spend 
billions of dollars on prisons and military weapons than for 
battered women's shelters or domestic-violence education 
programs.

Resources are not allocated in a serious way to make 
children safe and happy with every opportunity to develop as 
healthy human beings.

So young people like Emerson wind up in jail instead of in 
college.

Texas jails, like all jails for the poor in this country, 
are virtual torture chambers. They are designed to break 
you, to beat you down. But Emerson's character could never 
be broken. In fact, his entire consciousness changed in 
prison.

He encountered the naked repressive arm of the capitalist 
state. But instead of bowing down, he fought back with every 
inch of his being.

Emerson had the chance to meet politically conscious 
prisoner leaders like Kamau Wilkerson and Harvey Tee Ervin. 
Kamau, executed last year, was a fighter to the very end.

FOUGHT FOR HUMAN CONTACT

The right to meet and interact with other prisoners is 
critical for political development and just to survive 
prison. This right has been taken away. In Texas prisons 
today extreme isolation is the norm. Emerson fought these 
conditions to the very end.

He was a founding member and later became chairperson of 
Panthers United for Revolutionary Education, a Texas death 
row organization.

By educating himself, he turned his rage in prison into a 
revolutionary understanding of the world around him. He 
spoke out constantly--in interviews, through his writings, 
in the media.

He consistently denounced the abusive and illegal prison 
conditions, and defended other prisoners--all the time 
knowing he would face beatings and other forms of torture 
for doing so.

Emerson not only survived the day-to-day trauma of Texas 
prisons, he became a leader of his peers and the movement 
outside.

I visited Emerson two days before his execution. What do you 
talk about with someone who will soon be killed by the 
state?

Showing strength and leadership, Emerson warmly welcomed all 
his visitors. His friends and family laughed and chatted 
with him, everyone hiding the tears and pain raging inside.

His first question was about political events since Sept. 
11. We talked about the situation in New York and the 
bombing of Afghanistan. He expressed his solidarity with New 
York's Dominican community, which had just experienced a 
tremendous loss with the crash of a plane bound for the 
Dominican Republic.

Emerson had just discovered that a prisoner to be executed 
the next day was gay. He told me a story showing deep 
understanding and genuine solidarity with gay people.

We discussed how, one day, these fascist torture chambers 
would be torn down. In their place would stand museums and 
memorials with pictures and statues of revolutionary leaders 
like Emerson, Kamau and Shaka Sankofa. And too, too many 
others.

These memorials would be dedicated to people like him, who 
were executed for the sole crime of being poor, a worker, a 
person of color. They would be dedicated to people who 
fought like hell against this rotten system.

Emerson Rudd did not deserve to die. He should have been 
allowed to walk the streets, breathe the air, feel the sun. 
To live wherever and however he wanted.

He should have had the chance to give leadership to youths 
who, like himself many years ago, direct their righteous 
rage inward instead of toward the system.

But the state of Texas, like the capitalist state as a 
whole, has no concern for the lives of African American, 
Latino and other oppressed people. Even one of Emerson's 
last requests--to add some friends to witness his execution--
was denied.

To the very end Emerson stood proud and strong. His fierce 
revolutionary character never wavered. Friends who witnessed 
the murder reported to those outside the walls that he held 
his head high to the end.

He refused a last meal, saying: "That's an insult. You don't 
eat from the hands of your enemy."

They had to gas and pepper-spray him to take him out of his 
jail cell.

Emerson's last words were:

"Ok. I guess I'll address the Morgan family. Mrs. Morgan, 
the sister from the trial. Thirteen or fourteen years ago, I 
had a non-caring attitude at the time. I'm sorry for 
shooting your son down at that particular robbery. 
Politicians say that this brings closure. But my death 
doesn't bring your son back--it doesn't bring closure. I 
wish that I could do more, but I can't. I hope this brings 
you peace. Ursula, Manon, and Irene, I love y'all--take it 
easy. They've gotta do this thing. I'm still warm from the 
pepper gas. I love you. I'm ready to go. Call my mom and 
tell her that this particular process is over.

"Tell all the brothers to keep their heads up, eyes toward 
the sky."

Emerson Rudd, presente!

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