Actually I have read something about shadows. Maybe I still have a lot of shadows lurking around which piss people off without me being aware of it as I only focus on my pure awareness. My shadows are not under my control. And people have their own shadows. So sometimes my shadows affect people. And sometimes the shadows of people affect me. But its not a big deal. I know who I am and thats what matters in the end. I will also have to stop repressing my shadows and understand them clearly before they dissolve.
On Fri, Apr 29, 2011 at 10:46 AM, Mark Ty-Wharton <[email protected]>wrote: > Okay - fed that through the IQ146 processor and got this back... > > Advice about your situation might be: > > The closest guess you can make is that you don't know > > It is a big mistake to assume anything > > There is a relationship between YOU and these issues > > The enlightened Rajesh is no more real than the not enlightened Rajesh > > There is no spirit in you to break - show it to me? > > Sent from an iPhone > > On 29 Apr 2011, at 10:16, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > I dont know what the problem is. > When I walk on the street or go to the bus stop, people seem to cough as > they pass me by usually men or ugly women. > The closest guess I can make is that they hate me. > People like to hate others because they hate themselves. > I am sure if Jesus walked by on the streets these people wouldnt give a > shit. > The other reason is that I walk with a swagger of confidence. > And people want to break that confidence and spirit in me. > It has been happening for a long time now. > Women usually look at me and smile. > But it is the guys who get angry or jealous. > Obviously just because I am good looking, I cannot kill myself. > I did kill my ego because of this hatred. > But I can't kill my body. > It is a big mistake to assume that people are nice. > What can I say when people on this forum cannot accept that I am > self-realized. > > > On Fri, Apr 29, 2011 at 9:10 AM, godszen < <[email protected]> > [email protected]> wrote: > >> roomsearching wrote: >> > I am having problems with my Kundalini. >> > The constant adrenalin rush is not good. >> > People get scared. >> > I am always in hyperarousal mode. >> >> I've never heard of this, but if you >> want to talk about it, I will listen > > >
