Thats what I am. The suffering that I complain about is the suffering of mind and body. It will never affect me in a thousand years.
On Fri, Apr 29, 2011 at 8:36 PM, Mark Ty-Wharton <[email protected]>wrote: > Pure awareness is a blank canvas! > > Sent from an iPhone > > On 29 Apr 2011, at 20:32, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > Actually I have read something about shadows. > Maybe I still have a lot of shadows lurking around which piss people off > without me being aware of it as I only focus on my pure awareness. > My shadows are not under my control. > And people have their own shadows. > So sometimes my shadows affect people. > And sometimes the shadows of people affect me. > But its not a big deal. I know who I am and thats what matters in the end. > I will also have to stop repressing my shadows and understand them clearly > before they dissolve. > > On Fri, Apr 29, 2011 at 10:46 AM, Mark Ty-Wharton <<[email protected]> > [email protected]> wrote: > >> Okay - fed that through the IQ146 processor and got this back... >> >> Advice about your situation might be: >> >> The closest guess you can make is that you don't know >> >> It is a big mistake to assume anything >> >> There is a relationship between YOU and these issues >> >> The enlightened Rajesh is no more real than the not enlightened Rajesh >> >> There is no spirit in you to break - show it to me? >> >> Sent from an iPhone >> >> On 29 Apr 2011, at 10:16, roomsearching < <[email protected]> >> [email protected]> wrote: >> >> I dont know what the problem is. >> When I walk on the street or go to the bus stop, people seem to cough as >> they pass me by usually men or ugly women. >> The closest guess I can make is that they hate me. >> People like to hate others because they hate themselves. >> I am sure if Jesus walked by on the streets these people wouldnt give a >> shit. >> The other reason is that I walk with a swagger of confidence. >> And people want to break that confidence and spirit in me. >> It has been happening for a long time now. >> Women usually look at me and smile. >> But it is the guys who get angry or jealous. >> Obviously just because I am good looking, I cannot kill myself. >> I did kill my ego because of this hatred. >> But I can't kill my body. >> It is a big mistake to assume that people are nice. >> What can I say when people on this forum cannot accept that I am >> self-realized. >> >> >> On Fri, Apr 29, 2011 at 9:10 AM, godszen < >> <[email protected]><[email protected]> >> [email protected]> wrote: >> >>> roomsearching wrote: >>> > I am having problems with my Kundalini. >>> > The constant adrenalin rush is not good. >>> > People get scared. >>> > I am always in hyperarousal mode. >>> >>> I've never heard of this, but if you >>> want to talk about it, I will listen >> >> >> >
