. Yerrrrrr …………….. feel the same.
But, this morning I sat on a drawing pin and jumped out of my skin. The sock and surprise was undeniable. For a split second I felt the fire works in my head go off. My usual semi conscious state exploded into full awareness. I felt that I had awoken from a very deep sleep. It’s the surprise, each time I come to relax into a condition or state, something happens to shock my being back to a heighten state of trauma. Perhaps living on a hill-side in the middle of no-where one might constantly know one’s “resting position of awareness” but would this be in retreat of the true self ?? I am convinced, the key is “I am that I am” this firmly clarifies that in this very moment, this moment of being the ability to state “I am that I am” is the completion of all that a being can be. Beyond fantasy and fiction, beyond the intellectual speculation of infinite possibility what one can always trust and know to be real, is our ability to say and understand “I am that I am” You are your God, of your reality. Alpha and Omega of Self for this moment only. . On May 4, 3:24 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > *I try to focus on the physical location of the Self as described by Ramana. > It is next to the heart chakra on the right. But it is not the heart chakra. > This location is always active. This is the resting position of awareness > all the time. > Apart from that, there is a lot of activity in the basal chakra (muladhara). > But I dont think I dont have anything to do with Chakras anymore as I have > completed all that stuff. Have felt energy rising through the head on the > day that I realised the Self. > On that day, it rose through the head and immediately fell back into the > heart or the Self. > * > > > > On Wed, May 4, 2011 at 3:08 PM, godszen <[email protected]> wrote: > > what chakra's seem to be the most active? > > > where is your attention in your body, usually? > > when relaxed? > > > On May 4, 3:29 am, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > > These are the symptoms I have : > > > > 1) the typical kundalini shaking of the body in a circular motion around > > the > > > axis of the spine > > > 2)increased sexual hormone production - you are always in hyperarousal > > mode > > > 3)bliss > > > 4)realization of the Self > > > 5)dreams of snakes > > > 6)depression > > > 7)meaninglessness of life > > > 8)laziness > > > 9)heaviness of the body. heavy steps while walking > > > 10)problems with socialization > > > 11)adrenalin rush > > > 12)loss of hunger > > > 13)constipation > > > > Kundalini is your raw dark juicy side. It is the divine feminine. So deal > > > with it carefully. > > > Some people can go crazy with it. Luckily I have not gone bonkers. > > > > On Wed, May 4, 2011 at 6:19 AM, godszen <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > roomsearching wrote: > > > > > Usually I would not talk to psychiatrists because I > > > > > know for sure I have kundalini symptoms.... > > > > > what symptoms do you have, or have had? > > > > > I would like to hear about them,- Hide quoted text - > > - Show quoted text -
