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Three Nights in Paradise, and Tears of Sadness
22
09
2008
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I spent three Ramadan nights in police
lock-up and yesterday night as I lie down on my bed as a free man,
tears flowing on my cheek for the first time since the death of my mum.
The moment I step into the lock-up in
Kota Bharu District Police Station, the moment all confusion subsided,
I sat facing the wall all the time because I cannot bear looking at the
other site where the ‘attach’ bathroom is.
I recite Hasbun-Allah- Wa-Ni’ma-Wakil
and Ya-Malik-ul-Mulk Dzul-Jalal-Wal-Ikram all the time only to take a
break to perform solat and solat sunnat. It was the most peaceful time
I ever experience. Those nights, living bear minimum, lying down on the
unfinished cement, without any shirt to wrap me, yet I felt very warm.
I felt very complete.
It was an un-worldly moment. I felt no fear. No anger. No remembrance of those
I left behind. It just me and… Him.
When I fallen asleep, I can feel my
mother and father, both, whom has left the cruel world, is there,
smiling at me. It is the strangest experience yet such a wonderful one.
On the last day in the Dang Wangi
Police lock-up, I shared these feeling with the person in–charge of the
lock-up. He looked at me and said, you felt this way because you are
innocent. He is very apologetic and wishes I understand his nature of
work.
During my last Subuh prayer in the
lock-up, I pray to God that, if in His eye, I am innocent then please
forgive those whom due to the call of duty had to do what they did. I
bear no grudge against them. When we met, we are strangers but we
parted as friends.
For 4 days and three nights, I have
been robbed of my rights as a citizen of Malaysia, but nobody can
robbed the experience I have had during those time from me forever.
Abdullah’s regime can only take the freedom from my body but can never take the
heaven from my heart for
God alone is sufficient for us He is the disposer of affairs. He the
eternal owner of sovereignty, the Lord of majesty and bounty.
I knew since the day I was arrested,
police will on Tuesday arrest another Malaysian whom the Government
claimed had insulted the SONG and today I knew they are looking for
another Malaysian blogger whom still flying the flag up-side down. I
too knew those two person is just a victim of Abdullah’s political
survivor. I pray for them to be strong. This is just the beginning for
us, but rest assure that it is the end for Abdullah!
ehsan Jiwokelate
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ehsan Harakahdaily
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