Re: Socializing
There are times when I really want to be in a serious relationship, but I see the problems that they cause in other people's lives, and I'm like hell no. It scares me to death, because I'd put all I have into it, and if the other person is not as committed, or ends up fucking me over, I don't really think I'd survive that.
There is also the fact that I'm really not a good person. It would take the right kind of person to be able to deal with me, and I'd have to be 100% invested in the relationship to be able to change for them. I do think that finding the right someone could be good for me, may calm me down a bit, etc. I basically would want someone who would inspire me to be a better person without having to do anything, just being there.
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