> 30K in the hole? You're lucky. Try digging out of
> $130,000 in student loans all because our lovely
> government didn't consider my wife to be independent
> until the age of 24 despite supporting herself
> since age 18; hence NO assistance for college.
> Now she is in a wonderful profession as a teacher
> and loving it, only to realize 75% of her paycheck
> goes to Sallie Mae.

Not trying to compare myself to anyone else, of course, just saying...
We all deal with the consequences of our choices one way or another,
and for myself, having made some stupid choices early on has had some
very unfortunate consequences in the now that basically prevent me
having a life of my own for a while as long as I plan to do something
about my situation rather than simply allow circumstances to dictate
the course of my life while I whine about how unfair it is. Not that I
don't occasionally do the whining. :) But I like to think that I back
it up with some kind of action toward a solution more often than not.

> Ike, move up here (DC Metro area)... I could help
> you land a CF job making great money and you might
> even like the work!

I've thought about it... Of course, nothing happens overnight, and
right now I don't have any cash to put toward a move... Without being
able to save up the only way I'd be able to make that move is if I got
financial help from someone else and right now there's not really
anyone who can help me with that financially (except my family who
probably could -- i'm not sure -- but I know they definately won't. If
I lost my job spontaneously and had a signed contract for a job with a
company in DC my grandmother would help me some, but not much --
enough for gas probably.)

To be fair, I'm finally in a place where I can start to save some cash
now in spite of everything if I don't have to spend it to repair my
teeth or my car or my workstation as is usually the case when I have
any amount of cash available. If I'm able to put some cash asside,
I'll probably put some more serious consideration into moving to DC in
spite of the fact that it would take me even further away from my kids
who are in Dallas.

But it's not an easy decision in any event. I'm actually working for a
company currently where I feel like my boss and my coworkers genuinely
care about my well-being... some of them anyway... maybe even most of
them... My immediate supervisor is even supportive of my community
efforts (he congratulated me for being invited to speak at the
Frameworks conference with what seemed to be genuine enthusiasm). It's
a difficult thing to find and and so I'm a bit frustrated between my
loyalty, my genuine need to generate more income, my desire to work
independently (selling my own apps) and my desire to be near my
children.

I will however definately keep your offer to help in mind. :)


s. isaac dealey   954.522.6080
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