Hi Amy, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers. I was diagnosed 3 months ago and am still going through the very scared phase. Hopefully the lump is nothing to worry about. Remember, we are all in this together...
Stefan --- In [email protected], "Amy B." <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > > Hey everyone, I went to my oncologist and gynecologist today. They > both felt a mass in my right breast. I have been doing well with the > gleevec, or so I thought. My WBC are at 11.5 also, they usually stay > around 8. SO, I'm a little concerned and letting my mind overwhelm > me. I know that I need to have faith and think positive but darn I > just can't help but be a little scared. I'm so tired, I just don't > want to do this anymore. I keep reminding myself that God will only > give me as much as I can handle, but I'm not thinking I can handle > anymore. I'm in a pity me mode, and keep running through my head all > I have given up already and for the first time since I was dx with > cml am wondering why me. There are so many out there that have it so > much worse so not only am I feeling all the above, but I feel guilty > for feeling bad about it, and feeling guilty for not just letting it > go and letting God deal with it. I can't balance any of it today. > My mind is screaming "I'm to young for this crap." Well so much for > the age advantage <smile> Thanks for listening. > > > Amy in Lubbock ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Help save the life of a child. Support St. Jude Children's Research Hospital's 'Thanks & Giving.' http://us.click.yahoo.com/0iazvD/5WnJAA/xGEGAA/8zSolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> New! Sign up for local CML support group meetings in your local community at http://cml.meetup.com Apply for Commercial Real Estate loans online and submit your deal to dozens of hungry lenders in just minutes. Loan programs for all types of business and commercial real estate. Apply anytime at http://realestatezoo.com CML (Chronic Myelogenous Leukemia Support List) --------------------------------- Part Of CMLHope.Com An International Community Of CML Patients For more information: http://cmlhope.com Post Message: [email protected] Subscribe: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Unsubscribe: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Change To No Mail/Web: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Change To Digest: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Change To Email: [EMAIL PROTECTED] List Help: [EMAIL PROTECTED] CML Group Web Site http://groups.yahoo.com/group/CML Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/CML/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
