Dov,
First you make me feel better........then ya make me laugh!..lol.....did I say a little "rebellious"? (never that) Dave I have always tried to respect what other people believe even if it didnt jive (for lack of a better word at the moment) with what I believed. I have not that I know of tried to push my beliefs on others, though if asked I have answered questions about what I believe and even though at that time I may not "be in church" I still become quite passionate and excited when talking about what I believe in.
My children more or less "teethed on a pugh" (sorry southern saying are just ingrained) as did I. But unlike my son, I never questioned how I was raised religiously. I resented it sometimes when my friends could wear pants, or jewlery, or go to a ball game or dance and I couldnt, but beyond resentment I still believed. And I think God forgave me that transgression considering my age. I just dont understand how "my" son who was raised in the same church (not literally) I was could drift so far from my belief's.
He got really mad at me tonight when he told me that, because I got a "sad" look on my face. I told him .. Look I am your mom, and when you tell me something like that you cannot expect me to not be worried at the very least. He came in the kitchen later and said something along the lines of even if he didnt believe the way I did he would still always love me (which I felt was more of a "will you still love me" kinda thing) and wouldnt be angry if I didnt agree with him. I told him, honey what ever you believe I will ALWAYS love you, you are my son, my baby, and you will always be welcome in my home.
And yet still I feel like I have failed. It's just this has come on the heels of other major setbacks for me and us as a family, I havent said anything to anyone on here but, not only have I relapsed (which I have told ya'll bout) but we are loosing our house. We fought for the last seven years to be able to buy a home, finally a year ago we got a loan, and a year later we are in foreclosure. We got served papers two days ago and yesterday I went out and already found us a place to move (rent) so financially, physically, mentally, emotionally, I am just about strapped. Now all I need is for my 14 year old daughter to come tell me something of the like and I think I will just loose it .....*S* but only for a moment. I have said even before I had CML, I am a survivor, just give me a couple hours to be overwhelmed, and to cry and I will come out swingin! You just have to give me a day. Anyway Dov thank you so much for your reply, I think at this moment it is ex
actly what I needed to hear!
Hugs,
Katy
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1st remission: 12/03
#677 in Zero Club
1st relapse: 6/05 raised to 600mg gleevec
2nd second remission: 8/05
2nd relapse: 6/06 to current
Taken off of gleevec 6/06
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DX: 10/03 400mg gleevec
1st remission: 12/03
#677 in Zero Club
1st relapse: 6/05 raised to 600mg gleevec
2nd second remission: 8/05
2nd relapse: 6/06 to current
Taken off of gleevec 6/06
xanga.com/katybug45
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> One more thing, Katy. I note that you refer to yourself as "rather
> rebellious." What a coincidence -- apparently the acorn didn't fall
> far from the tree. : ) Chin up! David
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