Maria, I think those of us who are patents worry more about our kids, how they will handle the knowledge that we have cancer, than we worry about ourselves. We also have only one daughter and my biggest fear remains that something will happen to me before she is ready for it. And she is 26 years old! But we are very close and I sure hope to be around for a long, long time.
Marcie Sent from my iPhone > On Jul 16, 2014, at 9:12 PM, Maria Cashion <mariacash...@gmail.com> wrote: > > Dera Marcie, you know what is really wierd???? I feel like it all happened so > fast, I didnt have time to suffer any. I never got sick (vomited), nor had > the runs....I was really afraid that I would get sick, I was alone in the > hospital. MY daughter was too young, and my husband had to work, do > everything at home, make sure the kid got to school and then spend whatever > time he had left with me. I prayed and I was blessed!!!! > > >> On Wed, Jul 16, 2014 at 9:05 PM, 'Marcie Goodman' via CMLHope >> <cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >> Hi Maria, >> >> I'm on Gleevec since being dx'd 5 yrs and 4 months ago so I really don't >> know much about Sprycel or the other TKIs. But plenty of people in this >> group have tons of knowledge. >> >> You really are a miracle warrior! So glad you seem to feel better on the >> lower dose. I can't even fathom what you've been through but it certainly is >> inspirational. >> >> May God bless you and your family with continued success, medical stability >> and all good things >> >> Marcie >> >> Sent from my iPhone >> >>> On Jul 16, 2014, at 8:38 PM, Maria Cashion <mariacash...@gmail.com> wrote: >>> >>> Hi! My blast crisis was terminal and was behaving as AML. I had high dose >>> chemo and Sprycel. After induction and much praying, my 70-80% blasts went >>> down to zero and have remained as such until now. This happened in 1 month. >>> I had 3 consolidations. Worked Sprycel to 140 mg for a while, but was >>> lowered to 100mg. Right now I remain in complete molecular remission. My >>> doctors consider me a miracle, for I am the first person in blast crisis >>> that they have been able to save. I believe that they learned from what >>> happened with me and have saved others. :) >>> >>> Last January I had a severe reaction to Sprycel. Everything that could go >>> wrong went wrong. Weight gain, edema (all over), heart trouble, thyroid >>> went crazy...I stopped Sprycel for a month and my doctor told me that we >>> had to change medications. Had an additional bone marrow aspiration and >>> biopsy, resulting in complete molecular remission. >>> >>> What is important to note is that Sprycel had been causing problems little >>> by little. I told my doctors about it, but they did nothing until all went >>> crazy. The main problem that I see is that they treat patiensts as if they >>> were all stupid and wont really listen to you. >>> >>> Well, back to the story...After being off Sprycel for a month, everything >>> went back to normal and I lost 37 pounds of water in that short >>> time...Came to the clinic for my next appointment, another doctor was >>> attending, didnt know me or my clinical history (he is a student in >>> hematology/oncology) The main physician had only seen me once while I was >>> on a consolidation at the hospital...She told me that she was really >>> concerned about taking me off Sprycel bcause it had worked so well for >>> me...so I was put back on my regular 100 mg/day Srycecl dose. Slowly, but >>> steadily everything began agai, weight gain, When I went to my clinic >>> appointment early june, I told my doctors. I wanted to have Sprycel >>> withdrawn and change medications as I was told earlier. My hemo/onco, the >>> one that really saved me at first; told me that theres was nothing else >>> other than Sprycel and that ia had three more years.. >>> >>> ON the following appointment, luck changed and I had the doctor that first >>> told me that there were other medications available for me. I told her that >>> I wante to try lowering Sprcel to 70 mg daily before changing to another >>> med. The Hema/Onco in charge agreed and told me that if this didnt work, >>> he would change me to Bosulif. >>> >>> I am really feeling better with Sprycel at 70 mg daily, but have concerns >>> as to whether it is a good idea... >>> >>> Maria Cashion >>> >>> >>>> On Tue, Jul 15, 2014 at 9:37 PM, 'Marcie Goodman' via CMLHope >>>> <cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >>>> Hi Maria: >>>> >>>> How have you progressed since diagnosis and what meds do you take. I don't >>>> believe I've "met" (since we all know each other through the internet) >>>> anyone dx'd in blast stage. What an awful fright that must be. I relate to >>>> pushing off the symptoms and assuming it's just tiredness because I did >>>> the same for over a year. >>>> >>>> I hope you'll let us know how you are doing and you and your family are in >>>> my thoughts and prayers. >>>> >>>> Marcie >>>> Baltimore >>>> >>>> Sent from my iPad >>>> >>>> > On Jul 15, 2014, at 8:10 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>> > >>>> > Hi Maria, >>>> > >>>> > First I am glad to see you posting. You might have seen all of the >>>> > people on here welcome you to the group. >>>> > >>>> > It seems like a lot that you have been through but everything worked >>>> > for you and you have your family to take care of. That was probably >>>> > the main reason that you did so well. You seem to be a very strong >>>> > willed person. >>>> > >>>> > Most people on here have similiar stories so your not alone, but the >>>> > main thing here is that your doing so well. >>>> > >>>> > I always end any of my posts with two numbers, 1 and 8 which are the >>>> > symbol for life. >>>> > >>>> > 18's to you Maria, and don't be a stranger here we all look forward to >>>> > continue hearing from you. >>>> > >>>> > Marty >>>> > >>>> >> On Tue, Jul 15, 2014 at 7:14 PM, <mariacash...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>> >> Well guys, here is how it all started, and how I was diagnosed. >>>> >> >>>> >> I am an anthropologist (physical anthropologist and archeologist), a >>>> >> wife >>>> >> and a mother. Of course, I am used to working hard, almost like a >>>> >> slave >>>> >> (all mom’s are J). I guess about 7 years ago, I started feeling a >>>> >> little >>>> >> more tired than usual...I mean, field work is hard, working from 7:30 >>>> >> AM >>>> >> until 3:00 PM at construction sites doing archaeological monitoring, >>>> >> pickup >>>> >> my daughter at 4:00 PM or so and spending the rest of the day with her, >>>> >> cooking, waiting for my husband to come home from work. Putting the >>>> >> kid to >>>> >> sleep at night. Then, I would have to write my reports and if lucky, >>>> >> slept >>>> >> a couple of hours to start a new day… >>>> >> >>>> >> Mom can’t get sick…I started to feel more tired than usual, heavy night >>>> >> sweats, pain in the back, left side just above the waist…Doctors said >>>> >> it was >>>> >> nothing, probably my imagination…It got to the point that I would come >>>> >> home >>>> >> exhausted. I couldn’t even do house work. I would move the furniture >>>> >> to >>>> >> sweep and mop, then I had to sit for half an hour in order to be able >>>> >> to put >>>> >> everything back in place, Once I had my white blood count high and my >>>> >> doctor told me that that only meant that I had an infection… >>>> >> >>>> >> On December 18th 2011 I had to go to the ER of my nearest hospital. >>>> >> After >>>> >> examination and testing, xrays, ct, etc, they even considered sending me >>>> >> home until the CBC arrived. I was hospitalized just when the x-mass >>>> >> season >>>> >> was getting good and my 14 year old was on vacation from school. WE had >>>> >> so >>>> >> many plans that were never accomplished!!!! Knowing that my daughter was >>>> >> suffering my absence was the main factor that gave strength specially >>>> >> because not even my family came through. We were and still are just 3, >>>> >> my >>>> >> husband, my daughter and I… >>>> >> >>>> >> I was then transferred from the hospital I was in to a government >>>> >> operated >>>> >> hospital area known here in Puerto Rico as CENTRO MEDICO. The HOSPITAL >>>> >> UNIVERSITARIO DE ADULTOS has a specialized unit for leukemia patients. >>>> >> THEY >>>> >> SAVED MY LIFE. >>>> >> >>>> >> I had my first bone marrow aspiration and biopsy done at the first >>>> >> hospital. >>>> >> Results were in soon, 2 days or so and results were given to my husband >>>> >> to >>>> >> take over to the new hospital. Results were horrible, although at that >>>> >> time >>>> >> I didn’t pay much attention to them. Thank GOD I did not!!! I would >>>> >> have >>>> >> given up then and there. >>>> >> >>>> >> Final Diagnosis: >>>> >> >>>> >> Comprehensive Assessment: BLAST PHASE OF CHRONIC MYELOGENOUS LEUKEMIA >>>> >> WITH >>>> >> T(9,22) AND DELETION OF 9Q. >>>> >> >>>> >> The patients peripheral blood smear shows markedly increased blasts. >>>> >> The >>>> >> bone marrow core biopsy also reveals a large population of blasts; >>>> >> including >>>> >> 80% of the maroow spaces. 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