Suzieq,  glad to here that doing O. K.  I sure don't  miss the tornado 
warnings but I did like living outside of  Springfield.
 
greenie
 
 
In a message dated 4/22/2015 2:55:08 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,  
[email protected] writes:

Hello my fellow CML Survivors:  


Suzieq here.....checking in with all and hoping to  find you as well as can 
be.  I check in and read your posts now and then,  but haven't posted in a 
while.  Sorry about that,  just been  caught up in life, I guess. (smiling)  
 


Well, I think I posted that my last BRC-ABL results were  very different 
and I was upset and called the doctor asking if we should  change things and 
such and such.  It's been 11 years this past February  since I was put on 
Gleevec.  I started on 400mgs. and after 5 years  received my first "non 
detected".  It stayed that way until this past  December 31st and the results I 
received said "positive" at 0.02%.  I  think I was in shock for a day or so.  
Anyway, after the nurse  practitioner for my doctor called me back,  she 
explained that they were  using a different lab now to do their testing and we 
really couldn't go by  that result until we string several together. She 
said that this lab was using  a more sensitive test to do their BCR-ABL's than 
the other.  So, I said  to her, "what you are saying is that I've probably 
always showed this,  but their test just didn't pick it up?"  She said, "Yes, 
most  likely".   Anyway, we decided to set things up on me going every 4 
months  again instead of the 6.  So, I went back March25th.  Blood counts  all 
looked extremely good as did the Dec. ones did.  I have been sitting  here 
waiting and waiting and waiting for her to mail me the BCR results.  Nothing 
came, so I called.  Well, she called me yesterday afternoon  to inform me 
that apparently the lab didn't draw the blood to run the test.  ????  She 
said, "Sheila, you have been doing so well, I think we're good  to stay on the 
6 months like we were doing.  You are doing okay,  nothing to be fretting 
about." So, I thought to myself, "Lord, I just  leave it in your hands and I'm 
going to continue taking my medicine and not  worry about this anymore!"  I 
feel like a weight was lifted off my  shoulders.  I told the nurse 
practitioner that my appointment was for  last of July, so we would just wait 
and do 
it then.  


I do believe when we have so many "negative" responses  built up in a row, 
it gives us a false sense of being cured or wellness.  I think we forget 
that this disease is for life and that our TKI's just  block the diseased 
cells, they don't cure us.   My new saying that I  learned from seeing it on 
the 
back of some man's t-shirt at the cancer center  last December is "Breath 
in, Breath out, Move forward".  That's what I do  now, each and every day.  


Marty,  I see that you are having some struggles and  I keep you in my 
thoughts and prayers.  You hang in there, don't give up,  and keep on "moving 
forward".  


Greenie, I was stuck in Florida (Port Richey) with my mom  for the month of 
February into the 1st week of March. LOL.....My husband kept  telling me to 
stay,  seemed here where we live in Missouri,  we had  the worst month of 
February for snow. Every time I went to return, it either  snowed heavy here 
or between here and there so I couldn't get through. lol  But, I enjoyed 
having all that time with my mother.  


Ya'll keep looking up,


Love and prayers,
Suzieq



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