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In the Shadow of the Bomb: Growing Up in the War Machine


     You raised that same hand
     Which made the genocide.
     Are you blind to the blood
     Of the holocaust
     That circulates through your hand!
         Yoko Hamada
         Outcry from the Inferno


   Having been born in a military hospital in the United States, my childhood is one 
of intimate relationship with the weaponry of war. My earliest memories are filled 
with large ships, submarines, jets and missiles. My identity is integrally tied to 
tools of annihilation, and my destiny is inseparable from their use.



  The men who launch the bombs, who order the killing, who design the destruction, are 
not twisted demons, but friendly family. Those who feel the wrath of the military 
cannot see the intimate affection and concern that causes their murder. This is the 
enduring irony of warfare: for an empire to maintain its security, others must suffer 
and die. For all of the goodness and lofty ideals an empire professes, those beyond 
its borders must endure the opposite end of the sword.


  Throughout my life I have awestruck and horrified at the unspeakable immensity of 
the U.S. military machine. As a small boy, of course every machine seems immense and 
powerful, but how many Americans have walked around an aircraft carrier, lined with 
jet fighters? Stood next to a Trident submarine, filled with the most deadly weapons 
ever devised? How many of people who vote for, and pay for these weapons systems know 
the overwhelming and colossal forces they are unleashing on the world? Sadly, I must 
report, very few.

  As a child, I moved around the �Pacific Theater of Operations,� from military base 
to military base, and everywhere I went I explored the nooks and crannies behind the 
machinery. These bases, and the weapons they harbor, are in constant flux, a 
never-ending deployment of policing and preparation.  People have been given 
impressive titles and badges, and intimidating uniforms, and they have no choice but 
to keep busy arming themselves against an enemy.


  Think about it for a minute: every hour of every day, at thousands of bases across 
the globe, in tens of thousands of aircraft, ships and submarines, a civilization 
ofwarfare is moving, burning fuel, drinking coffee, polishing weapons, aiming 
themselves toward domination. It literally boggles the mind to calculate the amount of 
human resources that are being expended on this Orwellian enterprise, and the 
environmental and social consequences are beyond calculation. 

  While attending grade-school in Japan, at the height of the Vietnam War, I was 
confronted with the ghosts of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. This nefarious event haunts the 
American culture, as surely as slavery and the JFK assassination. As a child, I could 
see the wickedness of empire and its effects on the psychology of a nation, both the 
perpetrator and abused. The deep trauma due to lack of admission and apology is like a 
cancer eating at the heart of our culture.


  A useful tool for those who find themselves so intimately involved with the 
machinery of war is to step back in history. Leap back a century or a millennium, and 
then analyze the activity around you. What would the Greek philosophers have to say, 
or the �Founding Fathers� of the United States? This is also a very effective tool for 
generating meaningful dialogue, and editorials such as this one. In the eyes of 
humankind, what constitutes a �Crime Against Humanity?�


  It is obvious that every military empire, from the Romans to the Nazis, did not 
believe their actions to be criminal, but deeply patriotic. They justified the 
slaughter and repression of their chosen �enemies� with their own cultural biases, and 
often ideals of beauty and truth. Is America any different? Where is our �liberty and 
justice for all,� in the poverty-stricken outlands, the bomb-riddled landscapes, the 
victims of land-mines, the mourning villages? 

  It is time to put the proper labels on U.S. military activity, in the grand 
perspective of history. Hiroshima was a holocaust. The deployment of weapons of 
annihilation is genocide. There is nothing noble about incinerating people wholesale, 
and history will judge us just as harshly as we do the Nazis. We are evolving as a 
society toward telling the truth, no matter how brutally difficult it may be. 
Privilege can only insulate us from consequences for a limited time, and this is the 
lesson history provides.


  My mind was deeply troubled as a child, trying to resolve such moral issues with 
what I witnessed around me. As the night exploded with warplanes taking off to deliver 
bombs to the jungles of Vietnam, I lay awake wondering how sane people could justify 
such slaughter, when it was obvious even to a child�s mind that it was the rich and 
powerful imposing their will upon the underdeveloped and vulnerable.
 
  As an American, I had the advantage of seeing the shadows of the �National Security� 
state in my travels to Thailand and the Philippines, where curfews were imposed under 
strict military regimes and the people kept under control for the benefit of 
industrial expansion and American hegemony. Even at that early age I could see that 
this police state culture would eventually have to be imposed on the United States, 
regardless of our privilege and luxury.


  Needless to say, I had a very cynical worldview as a child, and I believe this 
attitude has slowly spread across the American landscape, with the growing influence 
of the military establishment and its demands on the lives of ordinary Americans. It 
is becoming obvious to the millions that this scheme of arming the world with 
intensely lethal weaponry is a scandal for which there is no precedent, and it is 
endangering all of us.


  America has moved from an idealistic, colonial movement to an oppressive empire of 
corporations, sweeping up the rest of the world in our smoggy wake. There is no corner 
of the globe is untouched by the industrial �growth� economy of the United States and 
the corporations which operate from our land. Increasingly, America has become the 
safe harbor for elitist organizations, organized criminals, and global monopolists. 
Our influence would leave the Roman emperors awestruck and envious.


  Yet while we allow these elitist groups to dominate and use our government and 
economy as a sword and shield, we maintain an illusion that we are acting for the 
benefit of all humanity, defending freedom and democracy, and generally are wonderful. 
This illusion is in the process of being shattered, but at great cost. Our sanity, our 
children�s safety, and the world�s health are now threatened by the denial of the 
consequences of our privilege, and the military force it requires.


                 �We have grasped the mystery of the atom and rejected
               the Sermon on the Mount. Ours is a world of nuclear giants
               and ethical infants. We know more about war than we know
               about peace�more about killing than we know about living.�
                                                  -- General Omar Bradley


  At the fall of Saigon, and the evacuation of American forces from Vietnam, I was 
living on a Navy base in Guam, directly across the street from what became the largest 
�quarantine camp� America has ever built, a euphemism for concentration camp. At its 
height of operation, it held over 100,000 Vietnamese, Cambodian, and Laotian refugees. 
Because my father was a friend of the base commander, and I was a 1st Class Boy Scout, 
I was allowed the privilege of working as a relief worker inside the camp, the only 
American child given that clearance.


  I saw the direct consequences of a corrupted foreign policy on the lives of many 
thousands, faces pressed against the barbed wire, possessions and country lost, 
crowded into sweltering tents, at the mercy of the American military. How 
manycountless millions have endured a similar fate since then, from Guatemala to 
Angola, from Afghanistan to Indonesia? Are Americans aware that this is the cost of 
their having so much wealth and excess? That a few strategists with a global agenda 
have charged them for the cost of brutalizing entire cultures?


  Like the genocide of the Native Americans and Native Hawaiians, the effects of the 
American war machine are an unspoken, �necessary evil� which the average American 
refuses to discuss. Sadly, most are oblivious to the fundamental issues of empire and 
its consequences, and rely entirely on the mass media for their information. A recent 
survey by the National Geographic channel showed that a majority of Americans have no 
idea where America fits in the world, how many of us there are, who our �enemies� are. 
We are slouching toward oblivion with the barest clue that we have unleashed doom upon 
the rest of the world.


  It is time to expand the definitions, to tell the truth, to expose the symptoms, to 
call annihilation murder, nuclear weapons holocaust. What our country is doing in 
Afghanistan and Iraq is nothing short of extermination. It is no longer a mechanism of 
�warfare� that America is deploying, but calculated and precise extermination. Our 
media have been bought by the same monopolists and corporations who make the weapons, 
and so we are conditioned toward the glory of what our military is doing. Yet we are 
insulated from the details, the human effects. We do not see the burned bodies, the 
shattered landscape, the pits filled with victims. We have no list of names of those 
our weapons have killed this week, which would quickly grow into the thousands.


  One technology that puts U.S. policy and the state of humanity into a historical 
perspective from which we MUST take action is atomic weaponry. From the unleashing of 
horror at Hiroshima to our current stockpile, the very concept of using radiation 
weapons is cause for questioning sanity. All rational and educated humans who have 
addressed this unthinkable danger have concluded that it is an evil idea, with no 
possibly positive outcome. It is the ultimate terrorism, if we are to truly address a 
threat of �terror,� as our politicians are trumpeting.


  How can Americans justify the use of nuclear weapons in the face of overwhelming 
global disgust? How can we arm Israel with bombs and then allow our leaders to stir up 
strife all around them? Will we be able to pull back from the brink of nuclear 
holocaust before the entire surface of our planet is adversely, and irrevocably, 
impacted? After all, when we address the threat of nuclear weapons, we are no longer 
simply speaking from one culture or one nation, we are speaking for all of humankind, 
and the rest of the species on Earth as well.


  The challenge of global warfare, in other words, has now transcended all precedents, 
all boundaries previously held by humans as self-evident. We Americans are forcing the 
world into a toxic and terrorized corner, so why do we act surprised when some groups 
begin to fight back? It has been obvious for a generation that the repercussions of 
CIA covert operations were turning back against our country. Yet, instead of 
addressing this danger and correcting it, we have allowed our government to be even 
further dominated by these secretive and elitist warmongers, with the son of Bush, CIA 
headquarters bearing his name, occupying the White House.


  Rather than pulling back from the brink of nuclear war, we are allowing a small and 
extremist group of people, for the benefit of a very few and very wealthy, to drive us 
further toward the likelihood of the use of nuclear weapons. In fact, the current U.S. 
administration has talked openly about pre-emptive first-strike use of weapons of mass 
destruction, all the while decrying the dangers of their use by developing nations. 
Are these politicians now elevated to the status of gods, where they can decide the 
correct application of mass murder?


  This is the horrifying reality every thoughtful person must confront when addressing 
the American war machine, that our culture has endowed itself with such importance as 
to be equal to God. Our government, �one nation under God,� claims the right to decide 
the fate of all the rest of the nations and cultures of the world. Our economy demands 
the sacrifice of the environment, the resources, and the well being of all of the 
creatures of the world. Our culture is based on the exploitation and stereotyping of 
the entire world, for our entertainment. We have become an empire of excess and 
ignorance, obsessed with dieting while expending our credit to the limit.


  As H.G. Wells said a century ago, �Human civilization becomes increasingly a race 
between education and catastrophe.� We must expose the U.S. military machine to the 
world, and be honest in its portrayal. And this exposure begins with self-disclosure.


  Since the American identity is so intimately woven with militarism, it is imperative 
that disarmament must begin within our self. Each of us can find the way that these 
weapons have lodged themselves into our minds, our values, and our projections. By 
exposing our own prejudices and privileges to the world, we begin a process of 
cultural healing, and trust which can transcend borders and battle lines. This also 
presents a challenge to the elite agenda, since any American exposing the corruption 
of our system is another hole in the �Emperor�s clothes.�


  When confronted with the issue of patriotism, we can reference the ideals of the 
original founders of our country, who would be horrified by the current thrust toward 
fascism in America. What is true patriotism, we can ask, if one is willing to give in 
to brutal dictatorship and criminal schemes for global domination? Is that what 
America was founded upon? Life, liberty, the pursuit of happiness, justice, these are 
the values of the true patriot. Most veterans can attest that the American war machine 
has very little to do with these human values.


  Disarming the world necessarily must begin with the United States, since our country 
currently spends more on weapons than all the other nations of the world combined. We 
are the threat that most of the rest of the world must address as their greatest 
challenge, in weaponry, in resources, and in culture. We export so much violent 
influence we can no longer keep track of where it begins or ends. From video games to 
weaponry our culture exploits and corrupts nearly every other culture in the world 
today. 

               �You are mortal men. You are capable of error. You have
              no right to hold in your hands�there is no one wise enough
              and strong enough to hold in his hands�destructive powers
              sufficient to put an end to civilized life on a great portion of
              our planet. No one should wish to hold such powers. Thrust
              them from you. The risks you might thereby assume are not
              greater�could not be greater�than those you are incurring               
for us all.�
                                               -- George F. Kennan


  With a new perspective of hope and health, we can find the inspiration to speak out 
and confront the corrupting influences within our own culture, and demand that our 
politicians do the same. We can create dialogues and challenge our neighbors to 
reconsider their values, and write editorials to call for a greater vision of our 
future. We will be able to talk honestly with our children, and offer diplomacy to the 
damaged. All of these actions begin with honesty, and authenticity.


  To cure a cancerous tumor, you can try drenching it with poison, which will surely 
destroy much of the healthy tissue as well. To recover your immune system in the 
process, however, you must get at the root cause of the cancer. By changing the 
fundamentals of behavior and nourishment, attitude and values, the entire person can 
be transformed, and the immunity strengthened. Healing medicine can be found to 
restore the person to balance.


  So too we can address militarism in America and our world by finding the root 
causes, and changing the society. We have allowed a few rogue groups of people to 
steer our entire world toward a terrible fate from which we may not recover, for no 
rational reason other than their rapid rise to power. Like cancer, we can boost the 
immunity of our culture with the truth, and education. We can find the healing balm of 
dialogue and diplomacy, trust and dignity, to cure the illness. By addressing 
militarism as a disease, a realistic diagnosis can be made.


  This is the approach toward many maladies in our society, which had previously been 
thought incurable, like alcoholism, domestic abuse, and drug addiction. One can argue 
that militarism is both a form of domestic abuse and an addiction. In the case of 
America, it is also the most profitable scandal in the history of empire. Arming the 
world for fast profit is leading to the breakdown of the social fabric. The human 
family is suffering from this disease, which is malignant and contagious.


  As the child grows out of obsessions with power and control, he adopts coping 
strategies, or solutions. My coping mechanism has been sarcasm and humor, and my 
greatest challenge is the deep cynicism, which seems to overshadow our entire culture. 
If not addressed, this cynicism can lead rapidly toward self-destructive ideas and 
behaviors. 

  Open a window of adventure on the world, and the child will follow. I look at the 
challenge of our corrupted and brutalized world as the greatest adventure ever offered 
to humankind. We live in a time of heroes, a future which is calling for the best in 
us to rise, a world of revelation such as the human species has yet to imagine.  
        �War is only a cowardly escape from the problems of peace.�
                                                  -- Thomas Mann



                          Bryan Craeg Evans
                          Planetary Rescue Corps
                          http://metamagic.org/worldnews
                          (808) 969-3765 Big Island

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"A heretic is a man who sees with his own eyes."
-- Gotthold Ephraim Lessing 

 "America will never be destroyed from the outside.
If we falter and lose our freedoms,  it will be because we destroyed ourselves."
-- Abraham Lincoln


   "As nightfall does not come all at once,     neither does oppression. In both 
instances, there is a twilight.     And it is in such twilight that we all must be 
aware of change in the air --     however slight --  lest we become unwitting victims 
of the darkness.
    -- William O. Douglas, 1939 - 1975
        US Supreme Court Justice


"When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and
love has always won. There have been tyrants and murderers and for a time
they seem invincible but in the end, they always fall -- think of it,  ALWAYS."
-- Mohandas Gandhi


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