I think I successfully blockchained this. I feel very intense, and I'm scared of the intensity. It is hard to control my behavior, now. I'm not sure how to make myself verify it is blockchained. but I can list the transactions here, from the .bsv/tx folder that bsvup makes.
I'm getting confused on my computer. I don't remember where to find the files. After a minute of struggle, I remember. The system is having long delay listing the directory. maybe it has many files. I need a rest now so badly, and I can't comprehend how to rest. There are too many to paste in. I will link to the readme, and the specific email. Here is the bash I use to do this: $ ls .bsv/tx | while read file; do xxd -ps -r ".bsv/tx/$file" | strings; done My alphabetically first transaction has the string 'G0D' in it. I hope the named entity is aiding me. I search for the string README and it takes a long time. I remember repeatedly uploading the same failed transaction, over and over again, not understanding what I was doing because of something. The search finds other emails, that aren't in my thread. I don't understand. I must have mistyped something. Oh, I found the cypherpunks archive folder, not the folder that has this thread in it. I'll have to think harder. It's 11:19 . I remember there was a README.md file. I remember this file has transactions in it, so I could check on the blockchain itself, for files with that name. I don't want to, I want to just find the folder I made locally. On Sat, Dec 26, 2020 at 9:14 AM Karl <[email protected]> wrote: > > On Sat, Dec 26, 2020 at 7:43 AM Karl <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > regarding karl's schizophrenia, i'm trying to blockchain this thread > > using D:// . these transactions have this message and are currently > > in the mempool: > > 71a6cde341d03ba48cc385bbbdef98784a81981c37fd8b34ec6df36aa7342232 > > 08f72a3332805fe4b1d41fbf33953a8c87838d7e9b6b20ee3c0c5a780fdd6163 > > 9664b984437541a1d01fd5ea13b699daff0908e5bc151369ebccb00d5042c51d . I > > This was a small error. These transactions were the README.md file I added to > help me find the files again after losing my memory of this experience. > > > expect them to confirm within a few hours. Not all the messages are > > uploaded yet, including some left out. I plan to upload the ones I > > left out. [for people learning to read my mind: this error is > > analogous to how blockchain timestamps are not monotonic] > > > > ---------- Forwarded message --------- > > From: Karl <[email protected]> > > Date: Sat, Dec 26, 2020 at 7:22 AM > > Subject: Check in > > To: Jonathan Chack <[email protected]> > > Cc: J William Semich <[email protected]>, Kyla Hershey-Wilson > > <[email protected]>, Katrina Semich <[email protected]> > > > > > > [sorry if I cc'd the wrong person, I am a little confused, trying to > > include invested parties appropriately] > > > > Hi, > > > > > I understand that the videotaping is important for you and I want to > > > support you in this regard. I have located a local therapist that > > > currently uses this type of therapy his name is Andrew Morton and he has > > > an office in Rutland, VT. I would be happy to do a referral for you to > > > his office should you decide you would like to try that type of therapy. > > > > > > Let me know your thoughts > > > > > > Christopher Chadwick, MS, LADC, AFC > > > Director > > > > > > Forensic Consultation & Counseling Service, LLC > > > > I may have gone through an abusive politcal situation of brainwashing > > and slavery, that I don't believe has resolved yet, out there. I > > haven't really talked with anybody about this yet. I'd like to be > > able to personally record the sessions when I want to, so that I can > > review them later, and for others to find if something happens to me. > > Do you know where to go to find this therapy? > > > > Thanks so much,
