On 6/1/23, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > maybe given i’m near some eeg ideas, and also the idea of meditation, > maybe holding this idea of two oberlapping parts each of which has > triggers they respond to but also environments that comfort them, for > each of their own parts and areas > > ,aybe holding this idea can help a little, form some comprehension of, > say, how can we not stimulate problems here? how can we have > experiences that heal us a little, safely?
my largest difficulties are past internal conflicts around my use of intense willpower in a moment that was for some uncertain reason very meaningful activities like simply standing up or developing personal notes right now i’d really love to stand up. [i imagined resolving this at the retreat i interviewed poorly for, interesting to think of, a hypnotic component, also an obligatory component, and a significant environmental component and the meditation] writing it like that, i can somewhat 8magine copying the belief into a space here, maybe engaging a lot of pensiveness and intentionality; it’s more delicate but has the reliability that i can plan for some of it much more
