Hello Sean,
I'm praying for you and you don't need to worry yourself on anything as long
you have the faith and trust in God. God will take care of things for you as
long you pray to him.
Addison
O. Addison Gethers
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----- Original Message -----
From: Sean Ray
To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;
Sent: Monday, October 27, 2008 3:21 AM
Subject: {dbilg} prayer request.
Hello,
Could you all please pray for me to be able to put everything in God's hands
and leave it there. There are several things that are causing me worry. Some
may be founded concerns and others may just be something to worry about because
that's what my mind tends to do, especially lately.
First, there's a problem between the caretaker at Oral Hull and I. We have a
major misunderstanding. I did write a letter to try to explain but that made me
worry more. So that I don't just go talking about my frustration with others to
just anyone, I have my safe people I talk with and both happened to be at Oral
Hull that day. I was talking to one in the bathroom where the door had to be
kept open because it wasn't able to be opened by someone in a wheelchair with
dextarity issues. So, I was talking away in frustration to my safe person about
why the caretaker was handling something a certain way and suddenly, she snuck
into the bathroom and confronted me with a very firm voice saying, "I wish
you'd talk to my face rather than writing letters to Jeff." Until a few days
ago, I hadn't written letters to Jeff concerning the caretaker but Todd did. I
helped him with some of the wording is all. I just don't want anymore
confrontation with the caretaker. I'm feeling really anxious about that.
the person who bought the doves for me and the caretaker are real good
friends, and so I am worried about someone taking away the gifts given. I just
want no more dealing with the caretaker.
also, my term is coming up on the board for Oral Hull. I told him that I
wanted to run again. He told me to write a paragraph and email it to him. I did
do all of that. However I haven't heard from the guy if he got my written
paragraph stuff. I didn't have the person's email addres and he said he would
give it to me, but he never did. Anyway, I forwarded my paragraphs to a few
people and a couple of them passed it on, but I haven't heard anything. I tried
calling him once and got his wife with no further response from him. I don't
get a good feeling about this. I don't know what to think about that. Oral Hull
is becoming something I hate and it makes me very sad. I keep having this
feeling I'm not going to get the position because of the president trying to
replace all the blind commoners with monied people or those who have power or
access to resources in some way. I really pray that the president will not get
elected this year and let someone else in to office.
Also, there's rehab and the job thing and I just don't know what to do about
that. Next, Two out of three doves are doing wonderful. The third one is losing
feathers. He doesn't like hands. he's terrified of hands and I don't know how
to cure him of his fear plus he's decided to either pick his feathers out or
it's multing season, or he has canker like Marvin did. I don't know... It beats
me. We can't afford more heavy bills. So, please please pray that there's no
canker and I can't and won't go through that canker sickness business again.
Not right after Marvin. I don't want another blessing to be turned into a
terrible thing. I don't want to watch that kind of suffering again. I don't
want to be over anxious and thinking the worst but I know my mind. So I could
definitely use some prayer. If Gandalf is okay then that's great, but if not,
then I actually am praying the Lord not keep him hear to suffer in sickness if
he can't get well. Take him now before I get much more attached. Or, let him
live and be well. the bright side of this is I have two healthy doves and
that's a good thing. I just want to be a good animal owner and maybe there's a
reason I didn't get to have children. Lol, I think I'd be a nervous wreck
trying to make sure everything was okay, and in the process make them nervous.
Finally, We're not sure what to do about our church either. It's really
involved and I just don't know what to even think. the worship is not even
satisfactory to me and I need stronger meat than what I'm getting. Both Todd
and I feel this way. When I worship, I don't want to just stick my big toe in
the River of God. I want to go swimming in deep water. I want to be chalenged
in the word. I don't care if I resist at first, because at least I'd know I was
beginning the growing process. I have tried to leave that church before but
Kelly the pastor came back and talked to us. So, we're praying about what to
do.
Finally, I feel like I'm going through a time of wanting to get back into the
Word of God and am not disciplined. Anyway, I just need to be more disciplined.
also, as a Bible study leader, I feel unqualified to do what I've have been
doing. I just would like prayer for being more effective and for there not to
be such a need for me to bhe the main pushing force and draging some of the
others, resisting, with todd and I. the Bible study and prayer times are
starting to improve, but I need more. Also, I really would like to not have to
make mistakes out of ignorance. Whoever said ignorance is bliss is flippin'
nuts!!! Ignorance is not bliss... It's a but kicker where concequences are
wreeped again and again. I think I'm really done with that. So, I justpray for
clear dirrection, discernment, strength, Clarity of mind to know when I've made
a good decision, confidence, and a refreshing from God. Whatever else you want
to pray is a good thing and just let the Lord lead you.
Blessings,
Sean
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