Hello Sean,
You did whatever you want to share from your heart and I don't have no problem
with you sharing what is in your heart. Because you have the feeling to express
yourself . Thank you for sharing it.
Addison
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From: Sean Ray
To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;
Sent: Saturday, July 04, 2009 4:40 AM
Subject: {dbilg} About the mesage I had shared to help with greiving.
hello,
I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't share that long letter to the public that I
wrote to the Lord and another person. Again I shared because I thought it could
help and that's my only reason. At first, I wrote that as a private thing. then
when I misheard and before knowing the truth, I sent the letter. My thought was
that we could all have a personal opportunity to have our own little one on one
memorial. sometimes it's hard to go to a memorial and not see everything a
person or group of people are doing. when watching on TV, it's even worse. So I
thought that this kind of personal memorial would be more meanignful. But as I
lay in bed, I got worried because I thought, "What if that letter I sent in
gets passed onto the media?" that would be so awful. It's not meant for the
media. It's meant for my friends and family who I wanted to hopefully have an
opportunity to touch in a special way. I'm questioning that choice now, but I
did it so that maybe other could feel free to get closure and maybe they could
get closure about whatever is upsetting them, hurting them.
You know what I realized tonight? I was grieving for the lost and hurting
people in this world that can be so crewel some times. That's my real heart and
I hope that is what people see when they read my letter and not someone
disturbed. when I was growing up, I wasn't raised in a Christian home so was a
little misguided. My world was music and the people in that world, I looked up
to in a major way. Anyway, I hope you will see where my heart is in this matter
and that I am all about wanting people to become free from their suffering. I
like to encourage others. So, this is why I want the long letter that I posted
earlier to stay confidential and not go out of the group. I don't want my
letter to upset anyone or to join the circus already in progress. To me,
everyone is worth a son. Even the people who don't feel they are, or those who
we see as horrid and ugly people. Once the Son gets a hold of them they won't
be those same people. the meth cook, the criminal, the homeless people are all
worth a Son. I'm just sharing my heart. anyway, I just wanted you all to know
that I had one thing in mind when writing the last letter and the last thing on
my mind was exploitation of another person already getting exploited.
do you know that writing that last letter also helped me with the loss of my
grand parents. I just wanted to encourage anyone that if they had something
bothering them to find their own way of healing. Mine is through writing, the
Lord, and Prayer, but others may find a different thing that helps them. So
reach out and take it that's why I shared with you all the letter I wrote.
Thank you.
love,
Seany
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