Hello Sean, I do understand where you coming from my friend and you are blessing by God. Addison
----- Original Message ----- From: Sean Ray To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, July 04, 2009 4:17 PM Subject: {dbilg} Re: About the mesage I had shared to help with greiving. thank you for understanding Addison. I know I'll never be the same after what's happened to me. I know that I will be closer to god and frim this day forward, I want to help others get closer to him too. blessings, Sean Twitter: http://twitter.com/Birdsongs68 Skype: musicmaker68 windows live messenger [email protected] Email my Verizon account only please. ----- Original Message ----- From: O.Addison Gethers To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, July 04, 2009 6:10 AM Subject: {dbilg} Re: About the mesage I had shared to help with greiving. Hello Sean, You did whatever you want to share from your heart and I don't have no problem with you sharing what is in your heart. Because you have the feeling to express yourself . Thank you for sharing it. Addison ----- Original Message ----- From: Sean Ray To: Undisclosed-Recipient:; Sent: Saturday, July 04, 2009 4:40 AM Subject: {dbilg} About the mesage I had shared to help with greiving. hello, I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't share that long letter to the public that I wrote to the Lord and another person. Again I shared because I thought it could help and that's my only reason. At first, I wrote that as a private thing. then when I misheard and before knowing the truth, I sent the letter. My thought was that we could all have a personal opportunity to have our own little one on one memorial. sometimes it's hard to go to a memorial and not see everything a person or group of people are doing. when watching on TV, it's even worse. So I thought that this kind of personal memorial would be more meanignful. But as I lay in bed, I got worried because I thought, "What if that letter I sent in gets passed onto the media?" that would be so awful. It's not meant for the media. It's meant for my friends and family who I wanted to hopefully have an opportunity to touch in a special way. I'm questioning that choice now, but I did it so that maybe other could feel free to get closure and maybe they could get closure about whatever is upsetting them, hurting them. You know what I realized tonight? I was grieving for the lost and hurting people in this world that can be so crewel some times. That's my real heart and I hope that is what people see when they read my letter and not someone disturbed. when I was growing up, I wasn't raised in a Christian home so was a little misguided. My world was music and the people in that world, I looked up to in a major way. Anyway, I hope you will see where my heart is in this matter and that I am all about wanting people to become free from their suffering. I like to encourage others. So, this is why I want the long letter that I posted earlier to stay confidential and not go out of the group. I don't want my letter to upset anyone or to join the circus already in progress. To me, everyone is worth a son. Even the people who don't feel they are, or those who we see as horrid and ugly people. Once the Son gets a hold of them they won't be those same people. the meth cook, the criminal, the homeless people are all worth a Son. I'm just sharing my heart. anyway, I just wanted you all to know that I had one thing in mind when writing the last letter and the last thing on my mind was exploitation of another person already getting exploited. do you know that writing that last letter also helped me with the loss of my grand parents. I just wanted to encourage anyone that if they had something bothering them to find their own way of healing. Mine is through writing, the Lord, and Prayer, but others may find a different thing that helps them. So reach out and take it that's why I shared with you all the letter I wrote. Thank you. love, Seany Twitter: http://twitter.com/Birdsongs68 Skype: musicmaker68 windows live messenger [email protected] Email my Verizon account only please. --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Deaf-Blind Inspirational Life Group" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected] To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [email protected] For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/DBILG?hl=en -~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---
