G. Roderick Singleton wrote:
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Diane,
I have tried to respond to your tirade but I am worried about how you
perceive things. We cannot ask you questions, we cannot add items to the
FAQs without your permission, we cannot make suggestions, we cannot ask
you to do simple things like wrap your messages and ...
Well, I guess I have to admit that I do not see myself like
this, but it must be true, I guess, as it seems FAQs are
avoided when I am there. I'm going to cave to your
suggestion, Ger, that I am way off base. I am sooooo very sorry.
What is it you really want? Your biggest problem seems to be that I add
items to the FAQs on the doc project, Especially ones that have issues
such as 43188. Sorry.
What I really want, more than anything, is collaboration;
but it seems that I'm not quite there on the inside yet, so
I will again go away to see if I can grow myself to a better
place. I keep trying. I keep thinking I'm ok and growing and
coming into an attitude that is more on track, but I have to
take your feedback as constructively as I can, and trust
that I've still not grown to where I wish to be. Please
accept my apologies. I really don't wish to be as difficult
as I come across.
FAQs are yours. I will say this that your comments in 43188 were not
called for. I hope you can see that. If not, carry on.
No, please. I would rather see tons of people working in the
FAQs, than just me. If it is me that is holding others away,
then I must remove myself as the hurdle, in order to honor
my own visions as much as possible.
I'm very sorry to have suggested that those new faqs be
placed in another directory. To me that really did make the
most sense. It was not presented as a control issue, but as
a simplified organization style. I do not wish to control
anything. I guess I also wanted to feel like my
contributions were worth adding to, as well, and I did work
pretty hard to put those FAQs in place. Maybe your approach
somehow made me feel dismissed, so I reacted? I'm so sorry
that I appear so psycho to you. It is embarrassing,
especially when I see it as so straightforward from my own
view. I find it very confusing, but I'm still damn
determined to make myself easier to other to work beside.
Anyway, carry on... I won't interfere. Again I'm sorry. I
wish I could be better, but I'm pretty convinced that I
might never find my way there, at this point.
Peace,
Diane Mackay
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