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001 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - kiss
002 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - "Three"
003 - "toban" <toban@newscienti - Re: Digest dream-flow.v001.n251
004 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Held Hostage and Violated by RLC
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From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: kiss
Date: Sun, 27 Feb 2000 20:20:55 -0800
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Dream Title kiss
esirakh
Date of Dream last year
Dream i frequently had a dream of kissing.
in less than 2 yrs. i had already dreamt abt. it 6x. the last one is
kissing my cousin, real torrid. i n my dream, i dared him to kiss me which
i thought he will just make it pass but he didnt. what does it mean?
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From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: "Three"
Date: Mon, 28 Feb 2000 14:49:53 -0800
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Dream Title "Three" by, Azuremist25
Date of Dream 4:26 pm
Dream My dream takes place almost as though I am awake & looking out my
bedroom window. I see "Three" folders sort of floating in my field of
vision. I somehow get this urgent feeling I need to pick one of them right
away all though I am not sure what they contain. (In my dream) I sit up &
start to reach for them and when I do I look at my clock. The time is 4:26
which happens to be my Birthday. I add up the numbers in my head, 4+2+6=12,
then 1+2=3. As I realize this I actually wake up to find myself sitting up
in bed, looking out my window reaching. The time is just turning 4:26. I
have been having this dream for a few weeks now, every couple of nights.
Comments by Dreamer Please send me your opinons on what this means. It is
driving me crazy!!
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Date: Mon, 28 Feb 2000 23:10:16 -0000
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> 001 - "toban" <toban@newscienti - Re: Digest dream-flow.v001.n249
> 002 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Keeping Down the Animal, Ike Baine
> 003 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - The Ravaged Foot, Ike Baine
> 004 - "toban" <toban@newscienti - Re: Digest dream-flow.v001.n250
> 005 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Sleeping with my mother. Amr
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>From: "toban" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
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>Date: Thursday, February 24, 2000 01:22
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>> 001 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - stab
>> 002 - "toban" <toban@newscienti - Re: Digest dream-flow.v001.n248
>> 003 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Wedding/Marriage Disaster Dreams by
>marcbrow
>> 004 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Martha diChristi dreasm site journal
>> 005 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - teeth
>>
>>Electric Dreams: Dream Flow
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>>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>Subject: stab
>>Date: Tue, 22 Feb 2000 16:45:47 -0800
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>>Dream Title stab Brenda
>>Date of Dream 02/16/00
>>Dream im in a reashonship where i feal so new about him and i have dreams
>>where he pretends to love me, so he calls me over to him then he wispers
in
>>my ear only to pull out a knif and trys to stab me. but i run and he does
>>it again. i fall for it every time though i know what is going to happen.
>>Comments by Dreamer i dont know how i can trust him cause i think that
this
>>is a sighn that i shouldent trust him.
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>>Permission Comments i would like to know what it means?
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>
>Unconsciously, the dreamer is picking up that the boyfriend poses a serious
>threat. A knife can be used to 'stab someone in the back'; but also to
>literally 'break one's heart'.
>As long as this remains the unconscious perception of the dreamer, the
>real-life relationship surely rests on rocky ground.
>
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>>From: "toban" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>Subject: Re: Digest dream-flow.v001.n248
>>Date: Wed, 23 Feb 2000 10:47:46 -0000
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>>Hi Kathy
>>
>>Thanks for sharing your dream. My comments are as follows:-
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>>> 001 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - At the door of the temple - mutual
>>dreaming at the great
>>> Pyr
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>>>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>>Subject: At the door of the temple - mutual dreaming at the great
>>> Pyramid
>>>Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2000 10:07:57 -0800
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>>>Dream Title At the door of the temple - mutual dreaming at the great
>>>Pyramid - Kathy
>>>Date of Dream 17th Feb (to co-incide with 16th US time)
>>>Dream Here is the dream I had on the night when i asked for my dreaming
>>>mind to go to the Great Pyramid as part of the mutual dreaming event on
>>>16th february. I must say I was frightened at the idea of going into the
>>>pyramid before I fell asleep.
>>>In the dream I arrive at the tall opening of the pyramid. The doors (they
>>>seemed like tall wooden ones) were open and inside was darkness. In the
>>>area in front it was sandy or rather sandy/clay and quite shadowy. I
stood
>>>a little distance from the opeing and saw a small man (quite Egyptian
>>>looking!) with dark black hair, slicked back and wearing a yellow and
>black
>>>stripped tight fitting shirt made of something like brushed nylon(? did
>>>anyone have pyjamas on like that???. The man was bending over doing
>>>something which i didn't see and he didn't see me (I'd guess I was even
in
>>>more shadow). I left the dream - sort of fading out of it.
>>>It seemed to me that freud is at least sometimes right - I'd say my
censor
>>>was at work - I did NOT want to enter what seemed like the fearful land
of
>>>the dead!
>>>Thanks Scott and Richard for the chance to party!
>>>Comments by Dreamer It seemed to me that freud is at least sometimes
right
>>>- I'd say my censor was at work - I did NOT want to enter what seemed
like
>>>the fearful land of the dead!
>>>Thanks Scott and Richard for the chance to party!
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>>
>>I think you have put your finger on it. I think that *both* the pre-sleep
>>suggestion and the dream were a symbolic confrontation of your fear of
>>death. Whatever your conscious reasons for choosing this scenario, I would
>>suggest that the whole dream event was set up for you to test this
primeval
>>fear. You yourself have translated the meaning that The Pyramid has for
>>*you* - the fearful land of the dead.
>>
>>At another level, the dream may show in a visually dramatic form, the
>>beginnings of a conscious OBE. The fear of death is one thing that holds
>>many inexperienced practitioners of this 'art' back from effective
>>experimentation.
>>
>>Thanks for sharing
>>
>>Tony
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>>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>Subject: Wedding/Marriage Disaster Dreams by marcbrow
>>Date: Wed, 23 Feb 2000 11:27:33 -0800
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>>Dream Title Wedding/Marriage Disaster Dreams by marcbrow
>>Date of Dream reoccurring
>>Dream About once a week, for at least six months, and more infrequently
>>even before then, I have a wedding or marriage disaster dream. In all of
>>them, I am marrying or am married to my current boyfriend. Anything that
>>can go wrong does. From not having a dress five minutes before the
ceremony
>>to set to begin to my father forcing me to hold the wedding in our living
>>room because he wants to wear shorts- most of the situations are
>>ridiculous, but all seem very real and cause me great stress and anxiety.
>>In the wedding disaster dreams, it has once or twice been a friend's
>>wedding that I caused to be a disaster by not being ready or causing her
>>some kind of stress. In the living room wedding dream, his mom got in a
>>fist fight with our best man's mom over a wedding gift. In another, we got
>>married and came back to the hotel room to get ready for the reception
(For
>>some reason, I had to change into a different dress, which I did not
have.)
>>and found that he !
>>!
>>had invited all of his friends there for a wild bash where they all got
>>drunk and threw my stuff out the windows. Then another wedding couple
>>showed up and kicked me out of the portion of the room that was mine. Then
>>I had to wait in a long line of strangers speaking different languages to
>>try to get back into my room. Clearly, all these events are ridiculous. In
>>the marriage disaster dreams, we are already married, but we hate each
>>other for varied reasons, none of which are clear to me when the dreams
are
>>over. These dreams are also overly dramatic and seem unrealistic in their
>>situations, like us scraeming at each other and throwing armfuls of papers
>>at each other while standing in a busy street.
>>Comments by Dreamer I'd love to hear comments that anyone has. My friends
>>are starting to think I am just making these up, they are so strange and
>>happen so regularly.
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>>Permission Comments I'm in favor of any comments I can get.
>
>
>Perhaps the dreamer is not totally sure of this relationship and is telling
>herself that real committment at this point would not be sensible. Perhaps
>the dreams will cease over time as insecurities in the relationship are
>dealt with. A warning to take stock and take things slowly.
>
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>>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>Subject: Martha diChristi dreasm site journal
>>Date: Wed, 23 Feb 2000 15:46:56 -0800
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>>Dream Title Martha diChristi
>>Date of Dream 1958-2000
>>Dream http://www.pagepeople.com/dichristi/dreams/
>>Over 300 of my dreams listed and indexed in 3 different ways
>>Comments by Dreamer
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>>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>Subject: teeth
>>Date: Wed, 23 Feb 2000 15:58:22 -0800
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>>Dream Title teeth, singer
>>Date of Dream feb 8
>>Dream I Just had a simple dream where my teeth kept falling out...
>>Comments by Dreamer
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>
>A classic dream. A range of possibilities, but main thrust is a loss of
>'grip' on a situation; losing the ability or urge to get one's 'teeth' into
>a situation; perhaps the dreamer is unwilling or unable to take a current
>position in and digest its implications.
>I begin to wonder whether ones hair, teeth and nails might stand in for
each
>other, and then the implication of one;s 'hair falling out' may be
>significant.
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>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>Subject: Keeping Down the Animal, Ike Baine
>Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2000 23:14:49 -0800
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>Dream Title Keeping Down the Animal, Ike Baine
>Date of Dream Dec 99
>Dream I entered a building on a universtiy campus. As I entered I was
>confronted with some stairs which I proceeded to climb. As I neared the
>top, I became aware of a very energetic and restless cat which was running
>up after me. I would occasionally turn round to scare it back down, but it
>was persistent. At the top of the stairs, there was a door opening to the
>outside. I edged the door open, at which point I was ready to allow the
>aggressive cat up the stairs and out into the open.
>Comments by Dreamer The cat is a common feature in my dreams. I *love* cats
>but don't have one.
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>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>Subject: The Ravaged Foot, Ike Baine
>Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2000 23:15:36 -0800
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>Dream Title The Ravaged Foot, Ike Baine
>Date of Dream 23/02/00
>Dream Three young men were playing around in a house they were living in.
>They were role-playing. They each had a weapon, although someone took a
>sort of subsidiary role in that they were assigned the role of 'scape
>goat'. However in an act of rebellion, the 'scapegoat' got into the bedroom
>of one of the others, hiding behind the door. In an act of dream
>identification, I merged with the 'scapegoat', but stood behind the door
>holding a radio aerial in my hand. The aim was to hit the owner of the
>bedroom as he entered, thus getting my strike in first. This was breaking
>the rules of the game, as in this role I was supposed to just accept the
>beatings. Presently, the bedroom door opened and I lashed out, hitting the
>other guy hard. He snatched his hand away, gasping, both surprised and
>amazed. He hit me, with his 'aerial', I hit him back.
>
>
>Eventually, however, we were out on the landing and I had got my right foot
>entangled in three kittens, which were biting and scratching it. Indeed the
>kittens were now completely locked onto my foot, trapped by their own
>strong teeth and claws. It was very painful, and my companions decided that
>they would take me in an estate car to the hospital. I was helped out of
>the house, limping. Some girls (the next door neighbours from years back,
>adolescent years)were watching us, making amused comment, possibly fancying
>one or other of us). I sat in the back of the estate car, my butt wedged in
>a depression behind some boxes. The pain at this point was actually not
>unpleasant, just an intense sensation (perhaps the pain threshold had been
>shattered!) However, I realised that the extrication of these kittens was
>going to be painful indeed. The kittens were still tightly bound to my
feet.
>
>Comments by Dreamer Possibly the cat's clinging to my foot was evoked by
>the vet programme I was watching last night where puppies were shown
>suckling their mother; also an old episode of Doctor Who where some embryo
>Daleks were clinging to Doctor Who's neck, strangling him).
>
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>From: "toban" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>Subject: Re: Digest dream-flow.v001.n250
>Date: Fri, 25 Feb 2000 07:32:10 -0000
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>Date: Friday, February 25, 2000 05:22
>Subject: Digest dream-flow.v001.n250
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>> 001 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Charlie
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>>Electric Dreams: Dream Flow
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>>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>>Subject: Charlie
>>Date: Wed, 23 Feb 2000 20:39:47 -0800
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>>Dream Title Charlie
>>Date of Dream 22nd Feb
>>Dream I dreamt that I was holiday with my family at a lakeside resort. We
>>were right on the bank, and in the center of the lake was a island with a
>>Chinese building on it. I went to the waters edge, and 5 metallic blue
>>dolphins appeared. I slid into the water, and started to swim with them.
My
>>father tried to take photographs.
>>Comments by Dreamer This was a really amazing dream, but I'd really like
to
>>see what you guys think
>
>
>Certainly at one level I think the dreamer made a connection with a Chinese
>incarnation, possilbly with the realisation that the dreamer's family was
>happily involved in that life. The lake would represent the layers of the
>unconscious through which the dreamer had to 'swim' (or unconscious
>resistance?). At another level the island represented the dreamer; perhaps
>there is a feeling of isolation, of 'alienation' from the family. The
>feeling that he or she speaks a different language, that connections made
to
>the outside world or family are somewhat artificial (the dolphins were
>constructed and mechanical as opposed to warm, flesh and blood creatures.
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>From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>Subject: Sleeping with my mother. Amr
>Date: Fri, 25 Feb 2000 11:31:41 -0800
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>Dream Title Sleeping with my mother. Amr
>Date of Dream 2/23/00 between 12:00 am and 6:00 am
>Dream I met a man and we have been dating for a little over 2 months. The
>other night I had a very vivid dream that my boyfriend slept with my
>mother. What could this possibly mean?
>
>Comments by Dreamer I was at my mother's house and she began to tell me
>that her and my boyfriend slept together. She proceeded to tell me how
>great it was and how she let him shave her and that it was now itching like
>crazy. I was absolutely flabbergasted as I am finding myself really liking
>this guy. All I can remember after her telling me that is that I cried like
>crazy and the next thing I knew I woke up.
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As the dreamer's mother has told her that she had slept with the dreamer's
boyfriend, the dream appears to be the subconscious' way of acclimatizing
the dreamer to this possibility, a processing of emotions. The situation is
evidently a traurma. I wonder whether the dreamer will experience this as a
recurring dream for some time.
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Subject: Held Hostage and Violated by RLC
Date: Mon, 28 Feb 2000 19:43:26 -0800
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Dream Title Held Hostage and Violated by RLC
Date of Dream don't remember
Dream I often have very vivid dreams that seem to tell some story. Other
times, I dream a mirade of images that don't seem connected at all. I don't
know what to make of this one:
First, let me set the scene for the part of the dream I remember most. I'm
standing in some kind of warehouse-like room, mostly dark but with light
streaming in places...enough to be able to see. Along one wall is some
large machinery of sorts, old, with coils and gears, handles, and grease
residue. It seems non-functional or just off. To one side there is a set of
open double doors leading outside into an alley or hallway. Most of the
floor, except for a crude walkway surrounding its perimeter, is a "lake" or
pool filled with dirty water.
Jutting out from the walkway (in front of the doors) is a piece of floor
that is out over the water like a pier. On top of this is a wrought iron
park bench.
Now enter the people. I see a brunette girl, who I don't know in real life,
but I recognize as a friend in the dream. She is with her boyfriend, who is
a scruffy, intimidating figure. One could say he could be the head of the
hoods from any high school in terms of looks, but older.
The two are on the opposite side of the room that I am, and I can see they
are having a "disagreement". He begins pushing her around, and she keeps
shoving him away. He grabs her arm, she pulls away, back and forth, all the
while moving toward the doors/pier area.
I am concerned for my friend and move in to break it up. I want to tell him
to lay off and leave her alone (and to pick on somebody his own size). This
is a bold thing for me to do, since I'm way smaller than this guy. He stops
suddenly, looks at me (as if he has read my thoughts), and swaggers toward
me. I want to stand my ground, but I find myself turning my back to him and
try to walk away. I'm suddenly afraid of him.
Unfortunately, what I fear comes true, as he grabs me by the arm, whirls me
around and tells me I'm "in for it now". I try to escape by diving into the
pool of water (yuck), but he dives in after me. he chases me around a
little bit, but catches me easily, pulls me out of the water, and drags me
kicking and screaming to the park bench. The next thing I know, he has
pinned me down on the bench, is hovering over top of me, and whisks off
both our clothes in seconds flat. I am stricken with fear and loathing as
he forces himself on me repeatedly, and I protest all the way, saying "NO!"
and pleading with him to stop. But he doesn't. I can actually feel it each
time he violates me, and he grins with grim satisfaction with the
completion of each act. In all, this went on about 5 times. The girlfriend
was around somewhere, unseen, and unwilling to interupt or help me. I felt
like she was avoiding him due to her own similar experiences with him, and
fear kept her paralized.
Finally, he felt he was done with me. I was so exhausted and
humiliated...and filled with rage. Then comes the weird part. I'm
completely shaken while I try to pull myself together and pull on my
clothes, when he slinks back up to me, grinning from ear to ear. I stare at
him with disdain while he proceeds to tell me that of the 5 times we did
it, he impregnated me 4 times...which meant I was carring 4 babies (this is
where reality tacks a backseat to dreamland). Alarmed and devestated, I get
up to leave. He starts to laugh and then cracks me across the back with a
rod or a cane (where did it come from?). He tells me I'll never get away,
but I make a break for the doors. I hear him let out an evil-sounding
giggle as I run throught the doors into what turns out to be an alley.
There is a car with a familiar-looking middle-aged woman in a navy blue
suit driving. She has a kind face, fair skin and light auburn hair. I
recognize her only as a teacher I once knew and beckons me to g!
!
et into the car. I do and she reveals that my rapist is a former student of
hers. We drive for a bit, then the scene changes.
I am running along a street, dripping wet, trying to find a hiding place. I
pass an oriental woman standing front of a doorway to a shack. She's
dressed in very bright colors of turquoise and green, and has a wooden
ruler in her hand. Her arms are crossed. I think this very odd, and then,
for whatever reason, I realize she is associated to my rapist and I am
afraid of her...I don't want to be recognized. She spots me immediately and
casually says, "you better come in now, it's time for your Chinese
torture." (So WEIRD!) My heart seems to skip a beat with fear as I run like
hell to get away from her. She just smiles and watches me scamper away. The
scene changes again.
Suddenly I find myself inside a cramped stone cave, with tight walls made
up of jutting, but smoothly rounded, gray stones. I feel like I'm in a
cravass of sorts, with no bottom in sight and barely enough room to move.
Escape from the rapist is still on my mind as I think this may be a good
place to hide if I'm very quiet an don't move. Oddly, there is a handsome
man, 20's, there in front of me...sort of leading the way through the cave.
He is somehow on the run, too...oddly enough from the same person, but for
a different reason. He assures me he will try to help me if we stay
together. He leads me to an opening that leads outside into a sunlit yard
of grass, bordered by a concrete sidewalk, followed by a paved road, and a
suburb. Strange. We crawl out of the cave and rest on the grass. For some
reason, his jeans are laying across a ring of smoking coals...as if to dry
(remnants of the water?). I tell him, "I think your pants are dry, they are
starting to smoke". (Again, drea!
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mland vs. reality here.) He says thanks, grabs the jeans. I tell him, "you
better put out your fire, they might find us." He says he didn't light the
fire. I start to hear faint voices and footsteps. I gasp and tell the man,
"they know we're here!". But, before we can get up to run, the rapist,
dressed in some kind of militant garb, and accompanied by a shifty-looking
posse(containing men and women), appears from around the bend. We are caught.
The rapist informs me, "I told you you wouldn't get away", and nods to a
couple of his cronies to seize me and my cave companion. I imagine the
worst. I sense that we are about to be beaten or tortured in some way. I'm
absolutely riddled with fear and anticipation of what might come next.
Then, while one guy holds me down, a blond woman pours a clear liquid from
a medicine bottle onto a soup spoon, and proceeds to force it into my
mouth. I want to spit it out, but find that I can't...and against my will
find myself swallowing it. My mouth and tongue begin to numb, and I feel
dizzy. I feel like I need to lay down. Then, suddenly, the woman grabs my
leg, rolls me onto my side, and stabbs my posterior with a hypodermic
needle. I scream in pain, then fade into unconsciousness...then I wake up.
What is even weirder, is that once I'm awake (and memories of the dream
linger), I feel rested and unstartled. I'm surprised that I haven't
awakened in a sweat or with a pounding heartbeat. Surely there is a more
complete ending to this dream...but there isn't. It's gone. I am back in
the physical world. Now what?
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