In a message dated 2/25/1999 11:40:41 AM Eastern Standard Time,
[EMAIL PROTECTED] writes:
<< If you're not trying to prove anything what's the point.. you're trying to
prove everything. Bow-wow-wow. By the way.. I'm the most sarcastic asshole
you'll ever meet, and you've given me the opportunity to poor my cynicism into
you like lead. Catch ya later sweetie.. I think you're cute when you're
defending yourself. >>
I do believe you are an asshole, and since I don't meet assholes, you could
easily be the most sarcastic asshole I have ever met.
Poor? You mean pour right? Oh please, who uses this successfully on you? Yes,
you pour your cynicism into me like lead, yes, oh yes I feel it, wow it is so
heavy and hard to bear, oh no, I can not breath, oh oh, the weight of your
leaded cynicism, I can't stop it from flowing in to me, what am I to do what
am I to do. You are so powerful, please I will do whatever you want just make
it stop, oh please oh please
It is amusing this "I think you're cute when you're defending yourself" tactic
you use.
It would work if I feel really on defense - which I don't because of the
quality and strength of the attacks
And it would work if I wasn't so completely NOT feeling anger now, so much
enjoying a talk, laugh, and thought of weeks of planned outings with a friend
who arrived this morning from Sudan and not listening to this wonderful cd.
I am cute when defending myself,
in fact, I am beautiful when defending myself,
beautiful when I sleep, beautiful when I eat, beautiful when angry, beautiful
when sad, beautiful when happy, beautiful when I laugh, beautiful in every
second of my life, and everything I do.
Including beautiful when I make war,
Quintessent in my beauty when I make love,
Nicole
Always cute, always beautiful
