--- In [email protected], "rudra_joe" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > I come off as a loose cannon. I have been trying to give up drugs for a long time. I could use your help in the form of prayers. I can't really be the person I want to be until I stop but it's really really hard for me to give up smoking, and pot, and booze. So could you people place me in your prayers for giving up drugs and gaining more self control? I would really appreciate whatever help I might get. I dedicate all such efforts to the liberation of all beings.
I have been thinking about what you posted earlier, explaning some very intimate details about your inner landscape and how alkaloids make you feel better. Self medication, yes, why not, perhaps you do have a volatile bio-chemical soup simmering in your brain that is somewhat relieved by introducing another chemical into the mix. I know what that is like, even a cup of coffee is an attempt to self medicate. In the words of Brian Wilson, sometimes we just want to turn it down a little (or up). You come off as real, unmoderated and alive, that is always appreciated. Sometimes the drug thing can lull one into the comfortable feeling that they have finally arrived somewhere and then just stay there. Never want to see you stagnate, your one of my hero's. Yesterday while doing my program I quietly mentioned your name, I'll do it again, for you, for me and for anyone else who is making an effort. Rick Carlstrom To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
