Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Yet another theory

Tue, 10 May 2005 12:58:16 -0700

None of us know where anyone else is coming from. All we know is from the actions, words, deeds.  I never feel guilty about saying what I believe about Maharishi or his movement because I still owe a hundred grand for my involvement. I don't feel I was 'given' anything. I payed for it all, and am paying, and will continue to pay and pay.  The thing that made me most angry is that in spite of everything I hhave been kicked out without having officially been kicked out, because I can't afford a simgle goddamnthing. The movement is an inverse pyramid that no matter how much you spend it will keep costing more to get the same thing down the line. Those at the top yesterday are at the bottom today when the pyramid tilted over. It's a turnclock, and when the sand all spends itself Maharishi turns the piece back over again.
 
God led me to meditation. God keeps my interest involved. Not Maharishi. I've told people my mantra. It still works great.  I pay for it myself. Noone else. So I listen to my own thoughts, and noone elses, unless they earn my respect, which I admit is harder and harder. I have street smarts, something lacking in the movement. I know a con and a shill. I need no one to confirm anything for me.  I'm paying and paying and paying for it.
 
Holiness be damned. The greatest crimes are fought for holiness. I say take holiness and righteousness and shove them. Be plain, and speak true and don't treat your constituents like dimwits. That's what I want from a leader. And consideration, and respect. That's what I want from a leader. We don't give leaders their power to treat us like shit, or slaves or to undue all our hard work at the eleventh hour. I could go on, but the shills amongst us won't get it anyway, so why bother.
 
All this fussing and fighting is created by the Judeochristian Zionist mentality. If people would get over their mental conditioning and see what they believe rather than what others believe then they would have a better shot at making Zion now.
 
Three things I have learned and had pushed into my mind by Kali herself:
 
Slow Down.
 
(Don't get out of control Bros and Sistas. Don't step on the gas out of peer pressure. Don't walk fast cause you're scared of confrontation, slow down)
 
You set the pace.
 
(Chances are that no one can move faster than you anyway, so just remain calm and do it at the speed necessary to get the work done right)
 
What do you say.
 
(They say, like attracts like, they say opposites attract, they say everything anyone else wants them to say so cut the crap, what do you say)
 
I say Maharishi is a conman, and the higher trustees are killers, and that you are suckers for believing, and that the grace of the technique comes from the Mother alone. I say that. I love TM.  I hate Maharishi. I have compassion for him though. I have compassion for all of you too. I hate people who make me feel small and unwanted, and that's how Maharishi makes me feel. I can't play in the same sandbox as him. What a fucking asshole, and then he'll take the sandbox out of the country just to punish someone, what a fucking asshole. I haven't learned one shred of wisdom from the man, except that you can con almost everyone almost all the time. But not everyone all the time. To bad there's no prison in outerspace where he resides. He resides in the one place where the law can't touch him. Wish that you or I could live like that.
 
Judy Stein is the biggest bitch I have ever known in my entire life. That's what I say.  I hope to God we never even enter the same city as each other because she makes me truely ill.  Like her if you want. That's your problem. If Maharishi is McDonalds then she's the Burgerrobber, or whatever it's called.
 
I shouldn't hate, I know I know, it gives me away for the joke I am. A veritable slap in Buddha's face. I shouldn't hate. I'm trying to overcome.  Lord help me overcome my hatred of those who shear their sheep while saying they are shepards. And merely sell the wool for a profit. Then put the sheep down as soon as it hobbles.The wolf is not any more viscious, just more obvious. You'll say that the shepard takes care of the sheep.  Yeah, but why? I say at least be a wolf and know what you are. Or be something else, how about just plain old human and not on some religious superiority complex. That shit is for weaklings and fakes. 
 
Fuck all this bullshit religion and rank. It's just for dummys. Just to make you feel superior because you don't feel superior otherwise. The more whacko the religion now the closer it is to people's hearts. I say, what will you do when you have another thought, then the whole religion must be concocted into the mighty citadel of cards all over again. you can't keep doing that forever.  Someday you won't have the energy and you'll give up. So just give up now. Leave the house of games, and stop playing. Leave this samsaric guessing game and get sure about what you're really about. You set the pace, what do you say? Slow down.  Heaven ain't so far away. Naw, it ain't so far away.
----- Original Message -----
From: t3rinity
Sent: Tuesday, May 10, 2005 1:59 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Yet another theory

--- In [email protected], anonymousff <[EMAIL PROTECTED]...>
wrote:
> Hi t3rinity ,
> Could you post the link to that googlegroups, I believe I know
> the author to be a good friend.
> TY.

This is the google link
http://groups-beta.google.com/group/alt.meditation
.transcendental/msg/274a469bca3735d4

I think there is some confusion here, actually I am the author of this
post, I just started it with the following quote of Judy Stein:

> > J.Stein wrote:
> >
> > "...or Rajas spending most of their waking
> > hours doing program, or Purusha and Mother Divine.
> > (What's happening with them, I wonder?  I haven't seen
> > them mentioned in any of the new pronouncements.)"

What came after that was my theorizing, about what I believe Maharishi
believes. It's not necessarily my belief. Me, I don't know. But if you
judge a person, as so many have done here, it's good if you know where
a person is coming from.

Michael




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