The discussion has been on "no me". My experience, and interpretation
of it, my take,  is  that there is no "volitional I". There is
apparatus that does stuff, here, now, but it all happens as innocently
as thoughts come. 

The discussion has not dwelt (as far as I can see—an I have not read
all the posts) on the natural extension of  "no I". That is, where
there is no volitional "I" here, that means, and becomes an experience
that there is no volitional "you" over there. Or any volitional "that"
in that tree. Or that star. Its all happening, here and there, as
effortlessly as thoughts arise.

Hollow and empty is how one person describes it, and that is apt  in
my view. Though sometimes I mistype and say hallow and empty, which is
also a reasonable metaphor.  Though I would add the word "reflective."
 Hollow, hallow, empty and reflective. 

FWIW, this ties to, for me, Tom and Jim' discussion of is it
"everything in side of Me, or splattering ME over the canvas of the
universe". 

My observation is that many people, from, and often in, childhood
experience a commonality of all people or things. It's a common thing
I think. It may grow sharper, or more expansive over ones life. It may
come and go or grow to be always there. And/or one interprets the
experience in a more elegant way. But at least dome glimpse of that is
common, IMO  And these are not imaginations, fantasies,
intellectualizations, or speculations. They are an experience, though,
more abstract than perception through the senses. 

For example, from a common Joe, not some high faluting yogi with lots
of attainments, states, levels, labels or lineage, another description
of the experience, -- or perhaps its an alterntive experience -- is
that the commonality is experienced like a well, that feeds every
person, rock, plant and star. Its, metaphorically, both a well of  a
most refined liquid and light.

And in being hollow and empty – and reflective, all these "hallows and
empties" everywhere, in everything, reflect the light.   The well can
be bubbling, glowing in the background, or with attention, it can
further reflectively, "light up" further "inside" locally, and in
everything.  

Like a child paying and fascinated by a dimmer light switch, slowly
making it brighter of softer – though in this case by attention. Its
not light in a visual sense, but light is a passable metaphor of my
interpretation of it.

And "ME" has always seemed a strained description or metaphor. More
apt would be "we", but that still implies many and doesn't feel like
that. The well is one. To equate this Oneness Well with this localized
apparatus -- which in common language is called "me", doesn't fit my
experience (and that is not the possessive form of "me", its the
elsewhere form of me). But this experience may be different from others. 

I am quite open that this is a misinterpretation of the experience,
some cognitive mis-filtering, or a delusion, but it is the experience. 

(And I am sure there is a drug than can subdue these apparent
hallucinations).




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