--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Rory Goff" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
>
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Rory Goff" <rorygoff@>
> wrote:
>
> > I spent a good bit of last night thinking about this post,
Angela.
>
> <snip>
>
> > Not too long ago, for example, after remembering that my body
> contains
> > all the stars, my attention was drawn to one in particular, and
so
> I
> > went there. Because the stars are all in my body, I knew the
world
> > seemed a little "troubled" but that I could go there
> in "Authority", as
> > an ambassador or emissary of the will of my Love. As I shrank in
> size
> > or narrowed my awareness to approach a planet, it showed up
> startlingly
> > bright, mottled turquoise and russet -- less water than ours,
> smaller
> > oceans and more evenly distributed. I realized this was a "real"
or
> > physical world, even to our ordinary sight, and asked its Earth-
> name so
> > I could research it later. It said, "Ras...Tanni". That didn't
> sound
> > familiar, but I made a mental note.
> >
> > To my slight surprise I was drawn to an actual building; it was
a
> > pyramid of huge stones rather loosely fitted. I dropped through
the
> top
> > into a chamber inside, where two biped beings stood. They were
> pale,
> > tall, and shining slightly and it was a little difficult to see
> > phsyical detail, but they looked vaguely saurian, reptilian. I
> greeted
> > them slightly cautiously but in wholehearted Love-Will and
showed
> them
> > my concern that their system align itself with the greater good
in
> my
> > star-body. They readily and respectfully agreed.
> >
> > This was rather a profound shift for me. After I returned to and
> > refocused on my "default" setting here, I went to the star
> dictionary
> > and found to my suprise there *was* something like Ras...Tanni.
Ras
> al-
> > Tanni is a star in the Draco (Dragon) system, some say alpha
> Draconis,
> > which I seemed to remember was a star some of the Egyptian
pyramids
> > were oriented to.
> >
> > I further noticed that after my encounter with the Saurians or
> Dracos,
> > my DNA had further shifted, and still another old fear-program
had
> > dissolved.
>
> <snip>
>
>
> UAU, this is wild! I just realized that this whole phenomenon was
> essentially the "flip-side" of some much earlier experiences
ocurring
> maybe a year after "dying" -- when I wondered in meditation what
it
> would be like to fuse the three primary Theosophical "Rays" of
Will,
> Love, and Intelligence, and immediately found myself inside a
pyramid
> facing a column of fire with some trepidation: I realized I was
> expected to enter the fire, and that when I did, it would change
my
> DNA. After some hesitation, I stepped into it, and was instantly
in
> no-time-space, pulled up through the top of the pyramid into a
portal
> vibrating OMMMMM so loudly it appeared to shake the whole
universe; I
> was informed this particular frequency was my "soul-note."
>
> The next day I repeated the inquiry and found myself going through
> the whole process again, this time going *through* the portal and
> into a Council of Masters -- 12, around a central One with whom I
> instinctively identified.
>
> After that I saw how we all create world-events from this level,
> through conscious or unconscious collective deep-sleeping/dreaming
> and there deciding to "incarnate" or "dramatize" these events to
> express specific feeling-messages from our Master-selves.
>
> (I later realized that fusing the three "Rays" fused the Trimurti
or
> the 3 gunas, of which the OM or A-U-M is the collective result,
and
> still later found Freemasonic resonances of this experience in
their
> Initiation of Raising one to be a Master, where the
three "ruffians" -
> - JubelA, JubelO, and JubelUM -- each possess a part of the Truth,
> which needs to be reunited -- AOUM --.)
>
> So here we have the "recently-dead" me of 1983, entering the
pyramid
> to encounter and surrender up, essentially, into the radiant-fire
of
> the "now-me" who has entered down into the pyramid as an
Ambassador
> of Love in 2005 or therabouts, all to change our reptilian DNA,
all
> in "Egypt" or its direct counterpart, "Ras-al-Tanni or alpha
> Draconis" or whatever. *lol*
>
> This sort of thing has been happening a lot lately -- the
monstrously-
> arrogant fiery Brahma-ego *finally* became at least partially
> digested when I found myself acting out and *understanding* some
> behavior I had *detested* in MMY -- his apparent favoritism
towards
> certain students, apparently handing them his mantle: why not *I*,
> who was *certainly* at *least* as qualified and deserving as
they??
>
> *rofl*
>
> *Now* I fully get it. It *wasn't his choice,* any more than it is
> mine. My love and appreciation and at-home-ness flows most sweetly
> and fully to those who surrender most fully to me, to themSelf.
It's
> not a matter of choice; it's a matter of heart; it simply IS. I
had
> not yet fully surrendered to MMY; how could I expect to receive
more
> grace than I got? It's automatic! Now I see both sides of
> this "Master-Disciple" dance.
>
> This was what I was getting in the Domes too, last year -- how
> my "Raam-Raj" or ordinary MMY-Self with the simplest of thoughts
> arranges all these experiences for my particle-Selves to perceive
and
> enjoy and learn from and harmonize with, thereby increasing my
> physical integrity and shifting my world into more and more of an
> intensely manifest paradise.
>
> More and more, I see, it is a meeting, merging, wrapping up and
> fusing of all those parts of myself, past and future, "lower"
> and "higher", who appeared to be stretched out over my personal
> spacetime...bringing more and more of them into Here and Now.
>
> And despite how all of this vaporing blather may sound, more and
more
> completely and emptifulfillingly simple and ordinary :-)
>
> Thanks for listening, you ME(s). I feel as if I learned something
of
> value today, and it's all your fault :-)
>
speaking of fault, darned you for rekindling my love of reading
through these utterly beautiful and fascinating posts of yours!! lol
