On Jul 10, 2010, at 8:43 AM, Rick Archer wrote: > From: [email protected] [mailto:[email protected]] On > Behalf Of Joe > Sent: Friday, July 09, 2010 10:33 PM > To: [email protected] > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Robes of Silk, Feet of Clay/Judith Bourque > > Maybe I will dare to try and shed some light on this. From the book, it's > clear that MMY felt very conflicted about his sexual activity, at least > during this time. After their first time together, MMY cancels all of his > lectures (in the Rishikesh lecture hall) for the day. Judith became concerned > about MMY's health and immediately went to him. She found him there with > Tatwallababa rubbing his feet and several other saints in attendance. He > dismissed them and told her "you've made my kundalini energy go this way" > (down) Judith was horrified and full of guilt. But then MMY pats the bed > (meaning come sit) and they screwed again. > > It;s clear that MMY, at this time felt very conflicted about this. It appears > (and this is just reporting on what Judith observes) that he may have felt > less conflicted as time, and the women, went on. > > However, it is interesting that it was during this time that MMY started the > "M" group of western celibate monks. > > Also interesting that he blamed it on Judith: “You’ve made my energy go this > way.” >
It's just one of those type of comments that reveals his own lack of mastery--and a lack of unification in consciousness. "She's" just an object. "It's her fault". No sense of all-embracing Brahman here. Just because you dress the part doesn't make it so!
