Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: 'Former Meditator Creates High-Tech Enlightenment...'

[Llundrub]

> > I suspect in the mood you're in at the moment, > anything I could say would only piss you off > more, so I'll just note that from my perspective, > it appears you misread just about everything > I wrote. > > > ----Strange you perceive me that way. Oh? <snip> > > Personally, I am only really about liberation.  All the fancy > houses, gigantic penile monuments, gigantic penile crowning > adventures, huge spurting yagyas and other phallic overkill I can > perform myself, on a scale I can live with. > > > > Maybe being a woman, you are attracted, however, to the grandious. ----That's not a mean thing to say if it's true. There's no way I could know that.  We're all friends here right?    I mean, it's like with men with big guns, big hats, freaky ties, men who carry huge rolls of cash. That's all about sexual displacement. Men who are OK with their sexuality need not show any telltale signs of their masculinity.   So conversely, would you be satisfied with a guru who had only five followers, erected no monuments, had no books, had taught only one thing, but that thing well.  Etc... It's just a theory.    In reality there's nothing that isn't about sex, either outright or on a subtle level.  God is the Lingam, and the Yoni, etc...   The comingling of the five elements does so in the intermating of the subtle and gross, the mountain melts into the valley.  Yada yada yada.   Why should personalities be any different. Only our acknowledgement of the obvious is deviant.   The reality is merely...the reality.   It might be crude, but if one can look into their subtle elements, it may be that say, in feeling the need to erect worlds tallest buildings one is feeling deprived of the space and air elements, and say, expansiveness, and freedom, or if the person desires to go swimming they are feeling deprived of say, water element and fluidity. More simply, the person who wants to erect, or who respects huge buildings feels powerless, as if they couldn't attain a hard-on. Much of this could be penis envy. I'm not much of a psychologist.    I'm sorry, I just feel that since you argue circles with people that you need some counseling. It's not that I'm mad or hateful, even. Just curious what the need is to be right like that?   Or maybe you argue with Barry because you really hate him. Or maybe you really like him. He is a handsome old codger. Living free in Paris. What a shmuck.  I'm rather envious myself. Though for me it couldn't be penis envy. That's a female thing.   It would be easy to interpret this as angry but it isn't. As a tantric I feel that sex is central to everything.  As a man, alll I think about it sex. As a meditator I have reconciled sexuality with the sterility of long sitting sessions. As an ex drug addict I saw people do things that were completely immoral to keep sexual slaves or to be one for drugs, the whole syndrome of which merely existed for the sense of personal power which was again, about empowerment and hence - sex. The doper feels powerfully in synch with feeling of righteousness and perfection. The seller sees people beg at their feet.  Same as the guru.  It's all one.    Not recognizing sexuality as all pervasive is ignoring laws which superceed any creed of dvaita or advaita.  Oooops, my bad again, advaita, and dvaita, unity and duality. Sex.  To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' YAHOO! GROUPS LINKS  Visit your group "FairfieldLife" on the web.    To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to:  [EMAIL PROTECTED]    Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to the Yahoo! Terms of Service.