Share maintained her whole shtick against all the people she doesn't like, trashed them good again, and did it all while thinking she was putting out sweetness and light. I noted she felt a lot better today.
I actually did let the BS in 2012 go and was feeling very detached about it all and willing to start fresh and be less reactive to what I perceive as her attacks, but now, despite my efforts, I have the blues again. Here's one from Big Bill Broonzy - Key to the Highway. It's not opera, but it has a place. I've got the key to the highway And I'm billed out and bound to go I'm gonna leave here runnin' 'Cause walkin' is most to slow http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KN_f0WVsHuw >________________________________ > From: emptybill <emptyb...@yahoo.com> >To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com >Sent: Saturday, January 12, 2013 3:40 PM >Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: dear everyone on FFL > > > >Unabated mugging as usual. > >Just goes to show that vasana-s >can't be tricked by braggadocio >nor by lightly disguised aggression. >So ... channeling a rakshasa again? > >Yep, them ol' sanskara-s just >won't stop poppin' off. >Must be the old "carnivore instinct". >You eatin' at McDonald's again? > >--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula wrote: >> >> Ditto this - dear Share, a really clueless, crazy post and.."You and I >> never began anew, and even if we had, this post of yours would have >put us >> right back where we were." >> >> On Sat, Jan 12, 2013 at 11:30 AM, authfriend wrote: >> >> > ** >> > >> > >> > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long wrote: >> > > >> > > During my Christmas vacation I realized that if I'm lucky, I have >about >> > 30 more years on this planet. I intend to use that time as juicily >and >> > joyfully as possible, and hopefully at the exact same time add to or >at >> > least support the enjoyment of others. >> > > >> > > As part of this, and perhaps some of you have noticed, I've >decided to >> > not reply to certain kinds of posts to me. I have felt so much >better >> > since beginning to do this. And FFL has seemed more fun too. >> > > >> > > As far as I'm concerned the new year is the time to begin anew >> > > and to drop conflicts from the past year. I'm so grateful >> > > because it seems that Judy and Ravi and I have begun anew. >> > >> > Sorry to disappoint, toots. You and I never "began anew," >> > and even if we had, this post of yours would have put us >> > right back where we were. >> > >> > You're not the least bit interested in "dropping conflicts >> > from the past year." Rather, you're intent on keeping them >> > going. >> > >> > If you don't understand why I say that, show your post to >> > your pastoral counselor. Maybe she will have the patience >> > to explain it to you. I don't. >> > >> > "Love and hugs" indeed. Dig yourself, Share. >> > >> > >> > > Maybe Raunchy and I a little bit too. I hope so. >> > > >> > > But Ann and Emily have continued at just about every opportunity >to >> > snipe nastily at me. They continue to have a confrontational tone >towards >> > me, even on the most mundane of topics. Weird! Plus they ignore it >when I >> > do post a positive reply to them. >> > > >> > > >> > > You would think that Ann with her full life and Emily with her >running >> > out of money situation would have better things to do with their >time and >> > energy and attention than to nastily carry a grudge against me into >the new >> > year. Plus their grudges began with an upset between me and Robin! >So IMO >> > there's something decidedly wacky about their carrying this grudge >into the >> > new year. And I won't be a part of it. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > I will continue to reply to them such as I have been doing. But I >will >> > not reply to any posts that are nasty, condescending, >confrontational, >> > snide, etc. In other words, grudgy! Who does such exchanges >benefit? NO >> > ONE! >> > > >> > > >> > > OTOH thank you to everyone who's made FFL so enjoyable during the >> > holidays and even more recently. You all have shown me that it's >possible >> > to have great discussions and good humor without being nasty. >> > > >> > > love and hugs >> > > >> > > Share >> > > >> > >> > >> > >> > > > > >
