Says the guy who claims the tantric master he met wouldn't initiate him because he had renunciate proclivities. :-D You shouldn't have found someone who would initiate you. What's learned from books stays in books.
I don't know who this Tantric master yer talking about would be. WTF? You must have been watching too much MSLSD this weekend. Your proffered opposition between experience and knowledge shows how little you comprehend. You must equate "knowledge" with the discursiveness of the rational mind. No wonder what you say is "blah blah blah". Like most Tantrika-s yer a bhogi addicted to experience. You are not equipped to understand the difference between the immediacy of non-discursive, direct knowing and conceptual thinking. Too bad for you. Better go worship yer devata and pretend yer the new Ishvara.
